I'll be leaving for Australia in less than a week's time and it might be for good. I feel bad. Really bad. For leaving my parents behind. I feel so unfilial. I felt so bad a few minutes ago that I cried my heart out at Garfield. My parents just all of a sudden look so week to me. Like all of a sudden they look like they need my care so much. I feel really really bad. God please punish me. Just me and none of my friends nor parents.

farking off~RYNETTA