If I don't blog now, I don't know when I can blog. I'll be out the whole day tomorrow, sunday too, and I'll be leaving on monday. So here I go.

Met up with Sherry today. Caught the movie Wallace and Gromit. It was funny lar. At least the storyline wasn't too crapy. It was funny, in fact. They had scenes of matrix, the hulk, king kong..Lol. Funny shit. We searched high and low for my Adidas jacket. From Heerens, to OG, to Centrepoint's robinsons, to Wisma Atria, to Paragon. Alot lar. Couldn't find the brown coloured one I wanted so I got the black on instead. Made me look like a biker but heck I still liked it. Had Billy Bombers. Bumped into Doris. Got a cd at HMV. Left Orchard at 4.15.

Reached parkway at around 5. Got my concealer at watsons, walked around and bumped into Lyndon. He got himself an ear stud. Walked around. Met the people at the taxi stand entrance at around 6 and made our way to Francesca's condo. Guess what we saw. A cat. Nope, not any ordinary cat. A cat that got ran over in the middle of the road. Everyone kept going how gross. *shrugs* Pity the cat. JAZREEL DIDN'T BRING ANY CIGGS! But she still got me presents. Aaw thankyou x)

Everyone felt akward at first. I tried not to appear akward and managed to make friends with Zi Xuan. Just when the fire started, it rained. So we went to the squash court and some of us sat on a sofa. Suddenly all left(to check on the rain I think) except for Jun Yu. So I sat beside him and had a chat with him.

Rain stopped, fire couldn't start. Got water and moisture mah. After a while the fire started with lotsa smoke and got some food cooked. Lotsa people came. I had impressions on all but I don't know alot. =D Some of the finalists of campus superstar came, though. 'Cos Y/Evonne was one of the finalists so she brought some of her friends. Nope, didn't talk to any of them 'cos I wasn't actually interested. Chatted alot with Zi Xuan and Jun Yu and the girls the whole night.

I went up to one of the roofs halfway through with Francesca and I spilled my past to her. Yep, I cried. But I didn't smudge any make up(suprisingly). Timothy was telling me what precautions I should take in Perth(he's studying there too). Smoked one of Lucas's ciggs. His ciggs smelt good. He didn't want to give me a stick at first 'cos he wanted me to quit. I said I'm not quiting yet then he blew smoke into my face. WA LAO I look like a passive smoker to you meh?!

Erm...what else. My shoes broke halfway(expected) at around 10 so I told Francesca I'll leave. Zi Xuan and Trilli got pulled/pushed into the pool. Zi Xuan came out all wet and asked "you want a hug?" because he saw me crying. Woah thanks ar you were all wet leh lol. So I waited a while more and decided it was time I made a move. Zi Xuan sent me out.

The party was successful. Made new friends. Supposedly new friends la despite the fact that they were from my primary school. Ate food. Not alot but I still ate. Felt happy. Felt care for. Oh wells, I enjoyed it.

Pictures another time. I got some more presents today. Lovely.

farking off~RYNETTA

digress digress digress

I have nothing much to blog about today but I'm just in the perfect mood for digressing. Be prepared. ^^

Went for facial this morning and realised Mummy is a damn blardy good liar. Just when I thought I was quite good a lying to her when necessary. Remember I said we bought lots of toiletries and cosmetics? The main reason for Mummy to buy all those for me is so that I won't have to buy my facial's products. The problem WAS, I could not think of any excuses. She went "Ah! Say your Godma(Godfather's wife) bought you the shiseido products lo!" I could only nod my head. Hor?

Then when we were at the beauty centre just now, Mummy went "Aiya I wanted to buy your products one. How I know her Godma suddenly buy her so many Shiseido products for her birthday..*pouts*" As expected, the girls went "woah! Her birthday just over ar?" Mummy went "ya loh...tsk I wanted to buy your products leh..*pouts harder*"

WA LAO I was about to drop my jaw and stare at her in disbelief lor! Still can whine some more. Pei fu can? Cannot. Hah. Sorry arh. Still digressing. Haven't finish. ^^

Went all the way to Jurong just to have a meal with my parents' friends. One of them is my Godfather lar. The beef was too hard, the toufu was too burnt, the kangkong was too spicy, the ngo hiang was too mild and I didn't try the fish head. Wa die liao my taste buds are getting more and more fussy. Especially when it comes to beef. =\ Got another ang pao. $100 bucks. I bet Daddy's gonna change into aussie money again. Wa lao I better start calculating later Daddy cope my money I also dunno. Digress again.

On the way home was fun. I mean, REAL fun. Normally Daddy only drives at around 70-75 kmh on freeways. Today he drove at 80-90kmh. He was driving at the extreme right lane so he could go faster. Gosh I love freeways. No traffic lights, no cars driving blardy slowly infront of you and only an occassional traffic polices/camera. Gives me the adrenaline rush. Woohoo. Sweet. I bet Australia'll be much better. Their freeway will be sooo empty you can just ZOOM all the way. Just make sure you don't attract any traffice police's attention. ^^

Ok no more to digress. Yi Qing says I blog too slow. So I shall end here. (Blog slowly can think better then have more content mah..stupid xD)

farking off~RYNETTA

Sherry tagged me. Thanks ar. Lucky I didn't take too long to pick out five super random facts about me. Now I have to think of who to tag. I'll think while I list out the facts. I shall do the Sherry way. List the fact and explain.

1. I have SUPER weird habits. When I'm bored I do alot of different things. I can start biting my lips, play with my fingerNAILS or tap my fingers to a random rythm in my head. I may look like I'm panicing but in actual fact I have nothing to do. That's actually one of the reasons why my nails are rarely long. Once I play with them, they chip of, so I cut ALL of them. Sadness, right? Left.(I learnt that from you, Lyndon. xD)

2. I can't live without make up. If I'm going shopping or meeting some one in the public(like in orchard or in parkway), my eye make up wil be darn heavy. The other parts of my face(cheeks/lips) will depend on the occassion. Even if I were to meet someone for a chat or a coffee, I'll still apply pimple cream(or foundation although I haven't applied foundation for ages since my pimple cream looks like foundation). That's how serious the addiction is. =\

3. I HATE crowds. When I plan to go shopping, I rarely plan on weekends(unless I've got blardy school) 'cos the streets will be sooooo crowded it pisses me off. I'm very very impatient so crowds are a turn off. Especially when they're kids running around. That pisses me worse. I can even go beserk in crowds.

4. I sing in the shower. Nope, I ain't ashamed of it. I'd rather sing and entertain myself while I'm showering. Better than just standing there, scrubbing yourself and do NOTHING right? So I sing different songs according to my mood. =)

5. I get pissed(at people) easily but forget easily too. It takes alot for me to be pissed with you for long. Like I can flare up all of a sudden and scream my top at you or sms foul-ly but the next day I'll start to be calm again. Maybe that's what my friends can't stand about me. *shrugs* About the "takes alot for me to be pissed with you for long" is for real. So far I've only disliked one person for veeeeery long. My cousin Germaine loh.

Time to tag five people. Uh.....

1. MITCHELL

2. DAI YU

3. Yi Qing? ^^

4. Abiagil!

5. Jazzzzzzzzzreel ^^

The rules ARE: You have to think of five random facts about yourself, THEN pick five people(with blogs). The five people you choose will be the people who have to list five random facts of themselves in their blog. You'll have to inform them that you've picked them so they will know ^^. Get it? Yes? Good. Alright back to tv-watching.

Actually I went shopping with Mummy today. Got alot of cosmetics and toiletries. We bought sooooo much that we had FOUR free bags. HIONG AR!

farking off~RYNETTA

I'll be leaving for Australia in less than a week's time and it might be for good. I feel bad. Really bad. For leaving my parents behind. I feel so unfilial. I felt so bad a few minutes ago that I cried my heart out at Garfield. My parents just all of a sudden look so week to me. Like all of a sudden they look like they need my care so much. I feel really really bad. God please punish me. Just me and none of my friends nor parents.

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Mummy: "You want the soup not?"

Me: "No."

Mummy: "Huh?"

Me: "Nooo."

Mummy: "I remove the chicken bones la then you can drink easier-ly."

Me: "Ok loh." x)

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Alright! The pictures are ready!

This bag's from Gwen(ma neighbour)

She's so sweet, honaye, I can't bear to leave a neighbour like her.

She got me a diary! You know those with dates in them. Planner!

All from my relatives. Garfield from mummy's youngest sis, the blue+black bag and the sticks are from mummy's eldest sis, the card's supposedly by everyone, and the green little teddy on the bag's from mummy's next sis(my third aunt. mummy's the second daughter). I luuuuuurrrve santa garfield the most. It's quite big, really.

It's the...uh flash. My finger covered it so orange light came out instead.

Garfield again! The garfield I've never stopped luuuuurrrving x)

The bag and the sticks are pretty pathetic but heck it's the sincerity that counts.

This small green birthday teddy came with chocolates but I ate them on the night I got it. =P

Simplicity huh? I hate simplicity.

But I love the content! x)

Yeah right everybody. God knows who it's sincerely from.

I went shopping yesterday(my birthday) and got myself two pairs of jeans, a handbag and a Blink182 album.

Travis Barker's the best drummer alive, I tell ya.

James bro got me a card too.

His full name was supposed to be James Chia De Yi, where the "Chia" and the "De" will be the same as mine in chinese. But he kinda like changed his chinese name for God-knows-what reason. Daddy says he's still related to me nonetheless. *shrugs*

Got more greetings from more people. Thanks you all, I appreciated it. Jin Wen gor gave me a call just to wish me Happy Birthday. He also gave me his blessings 'cos I'm leaving for Australia. His greetings are the most sincere so far can! Gosh I love him x)

We'll see what other presents I'll get on the 30th.

Ohoh wait before I go, I've got another picture.

CAREFULE, MATE! THE SMOKE'S COMIN' AT YA!

farking off~RYNETTA

Weeeeell, it's my birthday! The birthday list will be on my blog for at least one month so that those people who LAST MINTUE decide to get me a present can refer to the list. You can post your present! ^^"

First person to wish me happy birthday was Sky(through msn), then Jesslyn(through sms;auto-roaming), then Annsley Twinny(awww), then Jia Hao, then JohnYoung x), then Eng Kwan(he's a really sweet bf. his gf is sooo lucky!), then kenneth fam(ah fam! xD), then Edward Ngo(timothy nga look alike xD), then Gwen, then my GodFather(my REAL GodFather), then Min Ru, then Sherry(telling my I'm officially NC-16 approved) and then Madison! And a whole load more online. The two supposed close friends of mine have not messaged me NUTS. Wait. Annsley's my close friend! Aww that's more than enough.

I can't post pictures now 'cos I'm pretty lazy. I've only got pictures of Santa Garfield. Later la okies? ^^"

Happy Birthday to me again! And Merry(belated) Christmas to all too.

farking off~RYNETTA

PRESENTS!

I'm too glad for words, honaye!

Had my birthday cake, got my presents AND my ang paos!

Presents include: a bag, a meiji birthday teddy(the one where every diff birthday has diff teddy), magnets and a BLARDY huge santa garfield! Gosh I tell you that santa garfield is the BEST birthday present I've gotten so far. My love for Garfield shall never die! *kisses santa garfield*

I received a total of $450 worth of ang paos. In total, I have $938 to bring to Aussieland to spend! That amount is inclusive of the $488 I received a few weeks back.

More presents, please, more! My birthday's not here yet! More presents!!!

farking off~RYNETTA

Wanna see how Timothy Nga and Edward Ngo look alike?

Timothy Nga

Edward Ngo

Timothy Nga

Edward Ngo

Timothy Nga

Edward Ngo

Timothy Nga

Edward Ngo

Edward's so gonna kill me xD

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Alright alright before I start off, merry christmas to all. Everyone's been saying I've been very cold to everyone. I wonder who's being the cold ones.

I had an afternoon nap at around 3 till 5.20pm before I got myself prepared for the party. Being the budget king, Daddy insisted on me wearing my prom dress. Was quite pissed at first but realised no one outside school has seen me in my prom dress. So heck. Even if I were to bump into someone from my secondary school, I wouldn't even have given a fuck. Make up was simple-gothic. Eye liner on my eye lids, whitish-pink eye shadow above my eyes(below my eye brows). The...brown powder as blusher and Elizabeth Arden's lip gloss. Didn't do much to my hair either, just waxed it into right parting, fluffed it up a little, and that's it, we were off.

We picked Uncle Lee up first 'cos he was also going to the party. I admire him, really, for being so active even at his age(77). I wonder what he'll be when he turns 85(my greatgrandma just did). It was pretty boring when we entered the neptune restaurant. Everyone who passed by me just went "Woah! Big liao leh! The above 18 show you don't have to go out liao!" And Daddy would go "Ofcourse la! Nu da shi ba bian(girl big eighteen change)! My new girlfriend leh!" I just smiled and nodded.

The dance floor opened when dinner was served. It's kinda STUPID because everyone was starving so who the hell would go down and dance? Only a few did. Cos it was waltz. I like waltz. I asked Daddy if he knew how to waltz but he said "this waltz ar? Dunno." He said he only knows the other waltz 'cos the other waltz is slower. I DON'T LIKE! I LIKE THE QUICK ONE! I LIKE THE SPINNING AND MERRY-GO-ROUND ONE! I so desperately wanted to get down on the dancefloor, honey. Cha-cha came on and I immediately dragged Daddy down. (The party was mostly full of Aunties and Uncles trying to show off their sagging skin so I'm always the one there to spoil the smug-attitude)

Dinner was fine. After dinner, and after so many rounds of chacha/waltz/blahblahblah, Mummy and Daddy went down for cha-cha again. Daddy's friend, Anne, pulled me down too. She was a hell load better teacher. She not only taught me a few more steps of cha-cha, she taught me disco-rock. She was like "woah! You're daughter damn ruan(flexible/soft) leh! Pull abit here and there can dance already!" I was like...DUH I've got all the dancing genes my parents have. Maybe more. Maybe even including some of the ancestors' dancing genes too. Gosh I love dancing. Disco came on. I joined my cousins(Jessica, Sean, Tristan) and their parents. Songs like YMCA, lalala came on. Their disco was slow and boring but better than nothing.

Countdown came. Party poppers were popped. I bet at least ONE person from each table burnt their hands. I burnt three fingers. One of which bleed a little even. "Santa Claus" shooked my hand. Went on stage(so did EVERYONE else), shook hands with the organisers(all were Daddy's friends) and with that...THAT Chan Soo Sen. I somehow was the limelight of the dancefloor 'cos everytime I shook hands with someone to wish them merry christmas, they'd end of with "woah you can dance ar!". Some photographer even took pictures of me secretly. I bet I crashed lotsa Auntie's and Uncle's egos. Some of the organisers even urged me to go on stage for fashion show/dancing competition but I went "don't want lah I go on stage before already, give chance to other people la". I DID went on stage once, two years back, as a vietnamese girl. The fashion show was for those who were proud of their dresses. They had to dance, though. Either Chinese or Malay or Indian. One refused to dance and the MC went "then what you want to dance? ballet ar?" Immediately I went "Godammit I should have gone on stage."

The above 18 show was nothing. They wore thongs and bra. The guys wore long pants and were only half naked. There was only one small section where the girls had their bra removed. None had their bottom removed. None of the guys stripped. You call this above 18 meh. Some thongs even had feathers covering their butts. What's the point? Ok I shan't go on like a horny bitch.

Overall, the party was fun. Got some present 'cos that 77 year old uncle went up on stage 'cos he was one of the oldest dancers. The MC asked how many friends he brought along and he said four; his dancing partners, my parents and I. So he got four extra presents and gave my parents and I two. DADDY REFUSED TO GO ON STAGE! People 53 also can go, Daddy 55 don't want to go. Wasted lar!

I saw alot of fashion disasters and alot of saggy-but-proud-of-it fashion. Alot wore the kinda dress I wore last year. Y'know the indian/arabian long long type? Nevermind. It' just so common now that it makes me nauseous. When I saw so many Aunties flaunting their sagging bodies, I thought to myself "I love mummy. She's simple but beautiful." She wore a two piece black gown that only had abit of dark red at the chest area. GOD she's lovely. The sexiest Mummy alive. (you don't have to be slim to be sexy/beautiful)

I heard another gathering was organised for me 'cos they realised(yes they REALISED) I was pissed at the fact that only 3 out of the so many was free the other day. If that's the case, I insist on Jin Kai going. HE was the one who gave me a fat "nope" when I asked if he was free. He's so gonna be farking screwed. That bustard son of a bitch.

farking off~RYNETTA

My heart nearly skipped a beat when I woke up this morning. When I woke up, I fiddled with my hair and got a shock of my life when my hair felt curly. I thought I'm having the worst hair day when I remembered something.

I permed my hair.

JohnYoung messaged me last night. It was better than striking lottery I tell you. He's so much cuter than his older brother; JohnJi. I think he wanted to ask me out today or something but I've got another party going on. He kept urging me to quit smoking. Naw not when I've just started. He even wanted me to stop drinking. Impossible! Not when I'm a drinker since toddler years!

After showering just now, I took my supposed bottle of toner and just when I was about to dab my cotten wool with it, I saw the bottle reading "Acne Lotion". I went "WHAT THE Fffff-HELL!" I couldn't scream fuck when christmas is coming and when my parents are perfectly glued at home. I stomped all the way to mummy's toilet and emptied the acne lotion and dumped it into her bin and took the toner back. Imagine if I used the acne lotion. It's not even ginvera's product! Mummy thinks mix-matching won't cause harm. I think not! Gosh I'm so pissed already in the morning. And mummy entered my room without my permission for so many times just this morning! SO farking peeved.

Jia Hao, you're NOT the only one who has booked me so STOP being so persistant. You're already not in the top of my list so if you continue being so persistant I might not even consider you. You're not even the FIRST to have booked me.

ARGH WHAT A DAY! IM GONNA DRINK MY FARK OFF TONIGHT.

farking off~RYNETTA

I was talking to Timothy Nga..Oops sorry I meant Edward Ngo. I was telling him how he could have came online a few days earlier so I could ask Daddy to reserve another ticket so I can drag him to tomorrow's Christmas Eve party and see my cousins turn green. It would be perfect, honey. Mummy? Nah it's okies I can tell them he's just a friend and they'd believe. He really is what. HAHA! Then I said he could also have come with me to Grandma's house on Christmas Day itself so I can make more cousins turn green. What's more he looks like Timothy Nga and his surename differs by just one alphabet. I was saying he could be Timothy Nga's long lost brother. His surname could've been twisted so that he could keep a low profile. Don't know who Timothy Nga is? You know...Lifeline? Channel 5 thursdays 8pm? Michelle chia's "boyfriend"? Yes, Edward looks like him. Omg I'm having this tendency of calling Edward Timothy now.

So Edward asked, "you serious?" OF COURSE NOT! Everyone would start asking me "what about Australia?" Right I'm going too far. I lost one KG last night, and half a kg this morning. So I'm (x-5.5)kg now. If you don't know what x is, x is the peak of my weight. Took my four months to lose 5.5 kg. Not that bad la. I should be jumping for joy but I see my arse glued perfectly firmly to the chair. God knows why.

By the way, found out that another cousin of mine's smoking. SNATCH HER CIGGIES TIME!(sorry I'm getting a little high)

farking off~RYNETTA

My flight number would be QF0072 if anyone cares. If no one cares, it'd be for my own memory.

I'm perfectly free on the 1st of jan. Parents will be out with their friends. Book early. And I'll see who I wanna go out with.

farking off~RYNETTA

[EDITED]

Shall stop posting wordly ramblings and start uploading the pictures I've been taking lately.

This is the first present I got for my birthday. I LOVE the design. But..

Krystal did you realise the battery was weak????? It shows 7.35 now! It's supposed to be 11!!!!! *drops dead*

As I've said, mummy and I went to get our hair done.

OH GOD I'M SO ENVIOUS OF MUMMY'S LONGER-THAN-MINE-HAIR!!!!!

Uh...mummy was drinking tea. Ignore her expression.

Second present from Abigail and Fang Xiang. That toy looked like a mixed-breed of elephant+mouse+rudolph. I was supposed to open the card only after christmas but...I didn't know! The chocolates taste good. Bonkapi's got new mate! Oh that rudolph+mouse+elephant's name is midolphant. Because he looks like mickey&rudolph&elephant. ^^"

The following pictures are results of my perm.


Not bad hor? x) (Christine say like maggie mee =.=)

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Cherrie bought me a chocolate ice cream after my facial. Felt so terribly loved by her. She's like one big sister to me. Gave me lotsa advices on Australia too. BAH I just love her.

So I went out with mummy at around 12.30. We went to Cut n Curl to get our hair done. Mummy likes my hair better =\. Joe said he doesn't wanna dye mummy's hair in a light hair 'cos when her white hair shows, it'd be very ugly. But I was thinking, wouldn't it be worse with dark coloured hair? The colour would be so contradicting! Her curl wasn't too curly either. Just plain wavey. I got my hair permed too! Mummy insists mine's more curly. I'd say it's the arts of hair colour. I like mine better too x)

Got my second present today. A box of chocolates with a mouse with HUMONGOUS ears. It's from Abigail and Fang Xiang. Thanks, peeps.

Can't drink today 'cos I ate orange just now. DANG. Shall just drink plain pepsi then.

farking off~RYNETTA

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CANCELLED

Yep, the gathering is

CANCELLED.

Don't you blame me. I don't see what I've done wrong. I sent out MILLIONS of invitations at least a month ago and only 7 said they COULD go. Out of the 7, FOUR came to tell me last night they couldn't go. Oh nono wrong. ONE came to tell me. I had to ask THREE others. Thanks so very much.

So I messaged FIVE people telling them I'm cancelling the gathering since nobody cared. Some unknown number called twice(I rejected twice). Abigail called twice(I rejected twice). Abigail then messaged me, asking me not to be despondant. HOW not to be despondant? You wouldn't know. It's not as if YOU are the one having to leave behind a whole bunch of friends just to aim for her goal. I insisted I'm cancelling the gathering. She gave up. Good. Fang Xiang replied "Erm.. Dexin.. Dun think lyk that le.. where gt no1 go.. Dun cancel le.. There few of us atleast who will join u wad.." Yeah sure after what you told me on msn yesterday. He tried calling me but my phone was switched off at that time. Francesca replied "Huh? Why?" Go ask your very good friends.

Shouldn't have told ANYONE I'm leaving for Australia. Should've just left without a trace. I'm gonna remove the countdown and see who remembers when I'm departing. If anyone's gonna ask me on msn or sms when I'm departing, I'll just say I don't know.

farking off~RYNETTA

What Friends I Have Too

THAT'S IT. From TOMORROW on, I'll NEVER organise any party or any gatherings ANY-FARKING-MORE.

For Christ's sake, everyone knows I'm leaving for Australia on the SECOND OF JANUARY. That's LESS THAN TWO FARKING WEEKS.

To NOT forget my friends, I organised a few outings, gatherings and parties. Only two was gonna happen. One happened. One hasnt.

The one that has happened was the party on monday. Out of so many people, only Dai Yu and Krystal turned up. What about michelle? What about Mr. Billy Maya? Yeah sure everything's more important than meeting me up the one last farking time before I fly for Australia.

The one that hasn't happened MIGHT happen tomorrow. One has to work. One has to go out with his friend. One said a fat "nope" when I asked if he's gonna be free. One said he's got something to deal with. Why, thank-farking-you. And thank you, Fang Xiang for saying "lolx.. knoe wad.. i reali wonder how many ppl goin tmr". Really, you helped ALOT.

So if anyone's gonna bump into me down the road one day and go "why, I haven't seen you in ages!", I'd go "sure, you didn't reply my messages" or "sure something cocked up last minute that night and you didn't turn up" or "sure, you had to go out with your friends in Singapore" or "sure, you gave me a fat nope when I asked you out for the last time" or "sure, you had something to deal with in singapore" and end off with "when I was about to leave for Australia in less than two weeks time. No doubt, I'm in Australia now. I do hope you'd have a pleasant life ahead in Singapore while I enjoy the rest of my wonderful life in Australia. I'm only back for my parents and I'm so farking not free." and walk off. Fantasy you say, but I'll mark my words and do as I said when this really happens.

To think I really treasured my friends and wanted to remember them before I jet off for another whole new life in Australia. I do hope I'd leave for good and forget everyone but my parents here in Singapore. YES, I'm childish, I'm selfish but hey, what more can a soon-to-be-birthday-girl ask for?

farking off~RYNETTA

That watch Krystal gave me is ticking my wasted life away. It's ticking so freakin' loudly! I can hear it even with the tv blasting into my left ear and even when it's on the right end of the comp table while I'm on the left.

Holidays are so looked forward to but yet so wasteful. Oh wells I'll get myself another cup of bacardi.

farking off~RYNETTA

Religious Beliefs

I was talking to Felix just now about me smoking and he started going on, on how it's a sin to smoke. Immediately I knew he was gonna talk some religious stuffs into me. He, Felix Chia, is a catholic, and is proud of it. I, Rynetta Chia De Xin, am a free thinker and am happy about it.

He was telling me how our body is a temple of God so we shouldn't be smoking; smoking kills the temple of God. He was telling me how it's scientifically proven that people with faith live longer. What? Are scientists indirectly saying Gods do exist and Gods do protect us? My point of view: "Gods" are just people's illusions and trains of thoughts, leading them blindly. It's just a kind of belief that's not totally scientifically proven. I really would wanna see the "Gods" and be able to tell if the "Gods" really do exist.

If you're a XiaXueBlogReader, you would have known how XiaXue was pissed at his brother for being so fickle minded about religions. She even went down to a church out of plain curiousity to find out if she could "feel" God. Apparently, she couldn't.

A fortune teller went into my Aunt's bloody shop the other day to help her count her life(suan ming wad). So while he was doing so, I went away. When I went back, he was perfectly done with my aunt and so my aunt asked me to count my life now. Funny thing is, my aunt didn't need to walk away when he counted mine. Justice, anyone? He was telling how bad Christianity/Catholic-ism(or however you spell it) were. Already, I was turned off. DIFFERENT people do have DIFFERENT beliefs but who was he to insult other religions? He was promoting his religion: Buddhaism. He was telling me how you can turn into a Buddha if u study Buddha-ism and how you're still a slave even after entering Heaven for christianity. Inside of me was fuming. Indeed, I do not believe in any of these religious beliefs but I've NEVER insulted any of them. I truely respect different people's different beliefs. He was also telling me not to adopt any animal because in Buddha-ism, your face will turn into whatever animal you adopt. EX-CUSE -SUS-MOI, is it scientifically proven? Why do I see other farmers' faces still looking perfectly normal? I say, you've got some rotten dick in your brain.

ARGH what's with religions? It's still better to be free. No worries about sins. Nothing to think for, for life. CARE-FREE, honey!

p.s. If I offended any christians or catholics here, bear with me. I'm also truely sorry about what that fortune teller digressed.

farking off~RYNETTA

ACK cough cough Bacardi is DARN strong. It's 44%. I mixed it with pepsi in a small cup. One quarter bacardi three quarter pepsi. Pure bacardi smelt like my nail polish remover.

At least it's better than that korean vodka.

Bored.

farking off~RYNETTA

I so wanted to blog at around noon but I got dragged out of the house by my parents. Why? 'Cos they want me to pray for blessings at some temple so that I would have a pleasant stay in Australia. Seriously, honey, I don't actually believe in these kinda stuffs. Not even christianity and so on. I just...respect different people's beliefs. So I just went obligedly loh.

Yesterday's party went on quite well. Krystal and Si Min came E-A-R-L-Y. We had nothing to do so we played with my hamsters. Si Min was sooooo kind as to clean the cage for me xP. At around 8 my dad asked us to start first(cos THE REST WERE LATE). After eating for about half an hour or so Dai Yu called to tell me he's at shell station. HAHA sorry la I keep thinking the Esso station is Shell ma. So they walked down while I walked up to find them. He brought along Mitchell and Joel. All of 'em had already eaten. All but Joel =.=.

The dinner went on well. At least it wasn't TOTALLY silent throughout. Dai Yu and his friends had to leave at 9 but only left at around 9.30. Thank you lah I know you give me face lol. So I "escorted" them out and they started smoking. That's not the point. The point was, THEY LITTERED THE CIGG BOX IN MY BLARDY NEIGHBOURHOOD! THANKS AR! NEVER SHARE ALSO! But when they offered, I rejected xD Sorry la I still had to go back okies. Can't possibly go back smelling like fark right? But it wasn't any better 'cos I felt like a passive smoker 'cos the three of them were like surrounding me while smoking. So I waited with them till they got a cab and I walked back.

So we continued eating until about 10 then we gave up and kept the leftovers. At 10.15 Daddy send Si Min and Krystal home. Si Min..SHE TOOK MY HAMSTERS AWAY!!!!! No more Ashley biting the cage frantically, no more xiao bai running on the wheel making a hellva noise. SI MIN I DEMAND A VISIT! Wait no I meant I will be visiting my hamsters. WAHAHA. I feel like a lunatic now. After they left, I helped Mummy dry the dishes she washed. We took ONE HOUR.

Oh btw, Dai Yu, Joel and I drank carlsberg and Mitchell drank Barons. The girls only drank pepsi. MR. BILLY MAYA FARKING HELL DIDN'T TURN UP. THANKS A WHOLE FARKING LOT(wanted to rant alot about him but heck I'm lazy now). After we were done with the dishes, I mixed pepsi and korean vodka. The taste? Still pepsi. The korean vodka was only like..21% can? Mixing with pepsi, that only makes 5%! Not satisfied. Gonna have another round of vodka tonight.

BLARDY BORED. AND HUNGRY.

farking off~RYNETTA

I'm watching RiverDance at the same time so I might take some time to blog this entry. Or entree like how twinny spells it.

RiverDance is not only about tap dancing but also has singing, orchestra-ing, tap dancing and modern dancing. I never knew you could go on pointe while tap dancing. I knew you could use the tip of your tap shoes to produce another sound but I didn't know you could go on pointe on the TIP of your tap shoes. Sounds can still be produced, though. Am terribly fascinated. So I'm blogging in between singings and orchestra-ings.

Tonight's the party. Some stranger was driving in about few minutes ago and Daddy went "woah your friend drive so big car ar?" Playing along, I went "YA! He damn rich leh! I'm gonna be marrying him. You better be nice to him!" He whacked me in the head for that =.=.

My ego has been boosting alot since the end of O's. People have been saying how I don't look 16 but above 20, how my hair looked good, how well I deal with make ups. Sherman has been telling me how his friends were saying how pretty I looked. Nick has been telling me how hot I am. Aww I know I'm irresistable =D kiddin'. Nick doesn't believe I've still got this layer of blubber left. I can't possibly ask for Sherman's friends' emails just to tell them I'm not pretty. let them say all they want 'cos I know for myself I ain't as pretty as what everyone says. Or maybe at least without makeup.

GOODNESS GRACIOUS look at the stage floor! So bloody scratched! The arts of tap dancing hey. Great now's it's singing AND dancing. Bah I'm getting more and more panicy about tonight's party.

Oh btw, my comp died on me. Mummy found out it was because of google that our comp has been functioning super slowly and that our soundcard was spoilt. She was so right. Immediately afer deleting everything related to google, I could play music on my comp. But halfway using the comp, it died again. Mummy got so peeved that she went to get the food done and ignored the comp. So I'm using my lappy to kill my remaining time left alone.

Now it's guitar performance. Good. WAIT why got dance also? Dammit. Well this morning Daddy's car couldn't start so I called Mummy and told her Daddy and I will be walking to NTUC(which was around 4-5km or even more away). Then I added "die la our car jia bu chu qu(cannot drive out)" She took it as we can't marry our car out. HAH. Didn't realise it until she laughed.

Had a nap around 11. Slept at 11, got disturbed at 11.30, went back to sleep at 11.45, got disturbed at 12, went back to sleep almost immdeiately, got disturbed again at around 12.30, went back to sleep lamost immediately again. Then the alarm went off at 1. Woke up at 1.30. =D Went to shower and I'm stuck here on the net.

Think I'll be eating alot today. Goddamit I'm damn blardy thirsty.

farking off~RYNETTA

I know the reason why I'm blogging! Firstly to push that cigg picture further down(cos mummy's getting more and more suspcious) and secondly to entertain Christine =.=.

Ballet...was stamina straining. The starting was pointe work and the pain was not as bad as three weeks ago(cos I trained at home). The barre was about to break cos everyone was leaning on it. Centre work was faaaaaaaaaabulous! Pirouettes(turns) were damn confusing, the dances were fun and the exercises were muscle straining. So I bet I'd wake up to another round of muscle cramps tomorrow.

Tomorrow's the party and I'm starting to be a little panic stricken. SOOOOOOOO many...ok la not alot la but still, it's the first time I'm organising a sitting down party with so many people attending(the last one was a BBQ which was last year which was pretty disastrous). Mummy spent over 200 bucks on the steamboat food.

So, tomorrow's party, tuesday parents will be out, wednesday's facial, thursday's gathering with primary schoolmate(oh God I haven't notified JinKai), friday's haircut, saturday's christmas eve party, sunday's christmas and my birthday celebration at grandma's house and monday's my actual birthday with celebration at home.

Xiao Bai and Ashley will be given away tomorrow. I don't know what went wrong but I was close to tears just now while I was fiddling with them both. It took me MONTHS to get them to familiarise with me and stop biting me and *BAM* one day later they'll both be gone. I don't know how long will I be able to get over their departure.

As I left the ballet studio just now, everyone, yes EVERYONE, was waving goodbye to me. I had this urge of giving Mrs Skipp a hug before leaving but I didn't want to weep like some emo infront of so many people. It felt so hard to part with this ballet school, honey. Today was my last ballet lesson in Singapore. This is getting so Drama-mama. I shall stop.

I don't know if I'll be able to sleep tonight. And since DaiYu sleeps only at around 4am, I shall call him and chat with him and torture him.

Oi, Christine, gou chang ma? =D(God knows why I'm speaking chinese)

farking off~RYNETTA

THE MORE THE MERRIER!

Got a call from Dai Yu. He's bringing his friends along. One or two maybe. YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

So...Mr Billy's coming, Dai Yu and his one or two friends are coming, Michelle(may be) coming, Krystal and Si Min are coming, Ski and his friend are coming. About 8-9 people are coming. IF not enough food(highly impossible lah), go out and buy lo =D Although the nearest supermarket's like NTUC at the mobile&esso petrol station. The two shells nearby are good for nothing.

Think it's about time I shower. I'll smoke a stick or two later. Have been clean for like...4 days. Not bad hur. I told ya I ain't addicted. And NO, I'm not about to quit just yet. Not when I just started. DREAM ON.

farking off~RYNETTA

Right so I delayed the pictures for God-knows-how long.

Was talking to Christine online about 2 to 3 days ago and my stomache was growling. I couldnt find anything but campbell soup to drink. The problem is..

I started off this much..

And half an hour later it's still almost as much. Can't eat much these days man. Appetite's gone.

As I've said, I saw something stoopid/funny yesterday.

On the cigg, it printed "SALE".

HUH?!

Bought two pairs of shorts last night.

I liked this one and another brown one. But the brown one was a tad too tight at the thigh area. Mummy say the shorts are very short.

SHORT MEH?! Maybe abit low la but where got short? tsk tsk tsk

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So Daddy Mummy and I went all the way to Bukit Batok to eat(I live in the east by the way). Why? Just because Daddy wants to get 300g of coffee powder from a friend. Smart hur?

I liked dinner, though. Had a wide spread of beef. =D A dish of...jiang cong niu rou. Now what's that in english...ginger onion beef meat. x) And beek hor fun. Beef and beef. God I can still taste beef in my breathe.

Nick thinks my third aunt's a bitch. Like DUH. She only pays me 10 bucks a day for 8 hours of slavery. That's about 7.70 Australian dollars a day. You wanna know what's Australia's pay A DAY? 11 Australian dollars an hour. THAT'S MORE THAN ONE DAY OF WORK IN MY AUNT'S SHOP. And that's 14.3 singapore dollars per hour. Like WHAT THE FUCK? Nick works 6 hours a day. That makes 66 australian dollar a DAY. I got 70 bucks only for a week! And to calculate again, that's 85.8 a day!!!!! Fark I'd better get my Australian PR SOON. So farking peeved. And I'm definitely sure about that.

farking off~RYNETTA(PHOTOS TOMORROW. no mood.)

I don't exactly know why I'm blogging. No I meant I don't exactly know WHAT to blog. I know why I'm blogging. Because my brain told me to.

Sherman's going throught another turmoil again. Ok maybe not the excitment part but the trouble part. Wait no he IS excited. Excited about the voucher he's gonna get. Troubled about the people flaming his tagboard. I'll let him settle his problem on his own la. Part and parcel of life. *shrugs* God knows how much I went through back then.

Went grocery shopping with Mummy just now. AND Daddy. Daddy thought I would fancy the shorts in those chaplang shops along the streets. The designs were nice. But not the material. So we charged on to NTUC. We got...fruits, two bottles of pepsi, one bottle of sprite, eggs, milk, button mushroom, (only) one can of campbell soup, 6 cans of heineken, 8 cans of Barons Strong Brew, and..er..the rest doesn't concern me much. Most of the items are for the party on monday. Held in my house. I'm still planning on how to smuggle some sticks out while I wait for my friends at the bus stop. Pretty difficult, now with Mummy's growing suspicion. THANKS to her friend. What friends she has.

Changed my next facial appointment to wednesday 5pm. I'm left with nothing to blog now. 8days is REALLY big. Feels more like a plasticy version of newspapers. =D Pictures later. Saw something stupid today.

farking off~RYNETTA

rules: bold the following that are true about you, italicize things you wish were true, add one true thing about you, and then tag five more people.

I miss somebody right now.

I don't watch much TV these days.

I love olives.

I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.

I love to play video games.

I've tried marijuana.

I've watched porn movies.

I have been in a threesome.

I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.

I believe honesty is usually the best policy.

I curse sometimes.(I curse more than I should)

I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.

I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

I'm TOTALLY smart.

I've broken someone's bones.(not that rowdy)

I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.

I hate the rain.

I'm paranoid at times.

I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

I need money right now.(I've got effecient money suppliers)

I love sushi.

I talk really, really fast.

I have fresh breath in the morning.

I have long hair.

I have lost money in Las Vegas.

I have at least one sibling.

I was born in a country outside of the U.S.

I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.

I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.

I like the way that I look.

I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.

I know how to cornrow.(it's pretty tiring)

I am usually pessimistic.

I have a lot of mood swings.

I think prostitution should be legalized.

I think Britney Spears is pretty.(bullshit)

I have slept with a Suitemate.

I have a hidden talent.(it's obvious. I can dance)

I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.

I have a lot of friends.

I am currently single.(but not available. at least not in singapore)

I have pecked someone of the same sex.(hor? maddie?)

I enjoy talking on the phone.

I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.

I love to shop.

I enjoy window shopping.

I would rather shop than eat.

I would classify myself as ghetto.

I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.

I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.

I don't hate anyone, I just dislike them.

I'm a pretty good dancer.

I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.

I have a cell phone.(I DID pay for them)

I believe in God.(all, infact)

I watch MTV on a daily basis.

I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.

I've rejected someone before.

I currently like someone.

I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

I want to have children in the future.(D-R-E-A-M O-N)

I have changed a diaper before.

I've called the cops on a friend before.

I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.

I'm not allergic to anything.

I have a lot to learn.(you never stop learning when it comes to dance)

I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.

I am shy around the opposite sex.

I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.

I have at least 5 away messages saved.

I have tried alcohol or drugs before.

I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.

I own the "South Park" movie.

I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.

When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.

I enjoy some country music.

I would die for my best friends.(dream on. not even for my loved ones)

I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.

I watch soap operas whenever I can.

I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.

I have used my sexuality to advance my career.(I don't need to work. Love my money suppliers)

I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.

I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".

Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.

I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.

I have dated a close friend's ex.

I like surveys/memes.

I am happy at this moment.

I'm obsessed with guys.

Democrat.

Conservative Republican.

I am punk rockish.(not anymore)

I am preppy.

I go for older guys/girls, not younger.

I study for tests most of the time.

I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.

I can work on a car.

I love my job.

I am comfortable with who I am right now.

I have more than just my ears pierced.

I walk barefoot wherever I can.

I have jumped off a bridge.

I love sea turtles.

I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.

I believe in prophetic dreams.

I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.

I'm proficient in a musical instrument.

I worked at McDonald's restaurant.

I hate office jobs.

I love sci-fi movies.

I think water rules.(with surfing and swimming, of course!)

I went to college out of state.(going to)

I am adopted.

I like sausages.

I am a pyro.

I love the Red Sox.

I have thrown up from crying too much.

I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.

I love kisses.

I fall for the worst people.

I adore bright colors.

I love Dear Abby.(Abby's my friend =D)

I can't live without black eyeliner.

I think school is awesome.(NOT CHUNG CHENG. I meant Canning College)

I think pigtails serve a purpose.(for me to pull)

I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.

I usually like covers better than originals.

I don't like multi-textured ice cream.

I think John Cusack is adorable.

I fucking hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.

I watch Food Network way too much.

I love coaching youth sports.

I can pick up things with my toes.

I can't whistle.

I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.

I have ridden/owned a horse.

I still have every journal I've ever written in.

I can't stick to a diet.

I talk in my sleep.

I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.

I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.

Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.

I have jazz in my blood.

I would not be friends if they weren't family.

I wear a toe ring.

I have a tattoo.(soon, baby)

I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.

I am a caffeine junkie.

I know who Santos L. Halper is.

I read trashy romance novels and I am ashamed.

I love wrestling.

I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.

If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.

I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.

I have been to over 15 conventions.

I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.(I'm not a rag and bone)

I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.

I'm an artist.

I have a goal to collect every Johnny Depp movie ever made.

I have an unhealthy Taco Bell obsession.

I have had a crush on a cartoon character when I was a kid.

I have spent more on anime and manga than many spend on computers or other high end products.

I only clean my room when necessary.

I sing when showering.

farking off~RYNETTA

Should I Blog?

Hmmm...I guess so. I really hope I can get my hair dyed again before I leave. I like Joe's service. Gentle..er..friendly. Thank God he ain't cute or I'd have fallen for a gay xD. I don't think mummy's going back to her friend's salon anymore. You want to know the difference?

Cut and Curl
Loreal Professionals
Knows what style/colour suits you best
Charges you at 14 bucks for cut and blow
Don't have long nails sinking into your scalp
More spacious

Mummy's friend's salon
Aunty with experience only
Cuts only according to what you want them to
Charges you at 10 bucks for cut and blow
Have terribly long nails sinking into your scalp
Terribly tiny shop

You see? I think mummy quite like Joe(Oh God, of all guys she likes a gay). I prefer Joe's colleague. He's got cute eyes. And I like the way he stole glances at me.

xD okok the last sentence was rubbish. Yesterday's facial was disastrous. I cried the most for facial ever! The girl was TERRIBLY "gentle". I forgot what I wanna blog. HOW.

Myren still smokes. So I guess we'll meet up on christmas day while my parents shall stay at home to recuperate(we will have a party on christmas eve, counting down for christmas, which will normally last till very very late). God knows where Myren and I will smoke. I'd most probably wanna design a shit that goes "Me Smoking Is NONE Of Your Business" on both sides. Sponsors anyone? =D

So...Aaron has school till six, Kenneth is not sure what his exam in three weeks is on(sia la ownage can), Myren lost weight and ain't happy about it and Christine is showering.

THANK YOU GOD FOR LETTING ME HAVE A SLIM BIRTHDAY THIS YEAR! I'VE LOST THE 5KG I GAINED DURING AUGUST. I'VE LOST 5KG IN FOUR FREAKIN' MONTHS!

farking off~RYNETTA

birthday wishlist

Here goes my birthday wishlist!

1. A brown Adidas Jacket that has a material similar to leather.
2. 50cent's album.
3. Black Eyed Peas album.
4. Gwen Stefani's album.
5. Simon Webbe's album.
6. More ciggs.
7. More beer.
8. ORGASM!

Ok the last one was quite irrelevant. The FIRST one's a priority by the way. =D I'll update on my birthday wishlist after every post. =)

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Mummy was asking me to help her with the washing of clothes. I was sms-ing Aaron halfway and the sleeping bug has caught him so I didn't want him to sleep on me again so I brought my phone along. Mummy went "woah! so high class ar! you got so many lobang meh?" Then Daddy came behind with two umbrellas and went "high class maid cannot be under the sun one"

THIS was what he did.

HUR somehow reminds me of the musical "Singing in the Rain"

Damn farnie lar the bamboo pole was blue, so were the two umbrellas.

Enjoying the last view =\

And this is Daddy! Ahaha he seems proud of the hat I got him. He looks darn cute lah!!!

farking off~RYNETTA

Want more pics?

Tonight.

farking off~RYNETTA

What A Friend You Are

If you're Mummy's friend, and you're reading this, then you'd better OPEN YOU BLARDY EYES BIG AND READ THIS FOLLOWING POST BLARDY FARKING WELL. Because, it concerns YOU.

So what if you caught ME smoking in town with Lyndon the other day? What has it got to do with YOU?! MY decision on smoking has NOTHING to do with Mummy. NEITHER does it have ANYTHING to do with YOU. I know smoking kills but I doubt it'll break apart families. If my parents and I were to break apart, the reason would have to be YOU.

Mummy has a friend(I don't know if it's you but if it is, you better LISTEN) who's blardy paranoid about her son turning bad. In her eyes, her son is like an angel who's cute and doesn't turn bad. But in the cruel reality, her son skates(nothing much on that but heck), SMOKES, has a girlfriend(for God's damn sake) and is a gang leader. I don't tell my mum. I spill no farking beans. Why? 'Cos I don't want a family to break apart just because of my ignorance.

SO YOU better watch what YOU are saying before YOU regret what will happen before YOUR eyes.

farking off~RYNETTA

Eye Feasting Pleasure

Alright here goes the pictures. Are you ready? You sure? Very sure? Definitely sure? Okok here you go.

HE came up with the hand sign not me lol

I quite like this one the best.

love this too.

He's darn tall now!!!

He asked me to pose this theme too.

OI I'm not Ju-on! Bah this neoprint reminds me of those days where I loved to puff my face up just for neoprints.

It-was-him-not-me-I-did-nothing-wrong pose.

I quite like this one too.

FOR ONCE no double chin. *wipes cold sweat*

This one not very good hur?

Bleargh.

The pole...pretty huy? I decorated this ok. Lol.

He wrote that!

*speechless*

Tired of this farking fast machine.

HAHAHA we both look like monkeys.

HE WROTE THAT! I SWEAR!

I bought this book, by the way. It's 654 pages THICK! Blardy hell God bless me. But at the rate I'm going, I'd most probably be able to touch on that book before I fly off. Nights can never be as boring. But life has never been better. I'll most probably be meeting Aaron. Er...another Aaron. A far more responsible guy. And not so dwarfed. Talking about responsible guys, Eng Kwan's the second responsible guy I've met so far. But he's blardy taken. God bless him and his girl. But his cute cousin's a gay. DAMN!

farking off~RYNETTA