Monday 31 October 2005

Imagine

Imagine you're three years old and your parents just signed you up for nursery school. When you stepped into class, everyone says hi and wants to be your friend. But after a few months or weeks, they isolate you because you've been spoilt by your parents without choice.

Imagine you're 7 years old and you've just enetered primary school. Poeple say hi and want to befriend you but after a few months or weeks, they isolate you because you've been terribly spoilt by your parents when you don't know no shit.

Imagine you're 12 and you enter a new class. You've just barely came to your senses as you've reached puberty and you still do not know how to control your brat behaviour. Everyone immediately calls you brat/fat/anything nasty. You leave your primary school at the end of the year thinking you're gonna have a fresh new life in secondary school. You've always thought of secondary school life because you thought the people in secondary school would be more friendly and interactive.

Who knows when you enter Secondary one, a boy immediately starts teasing you and make everyone isolate you, including the girls. Secondary two life wasn't any better.

You then thought you'll get to know a new bunch of friends in Secondary three. But God didn't spare you again. You still don't know much about controling of temper and those sort. People think you're bitchy/fat/ignorant/stubborn/spoilt when you only want things best for everyone. You got so sick with life and you tried ending it and you got caught and your classmates tease you more for that.

At the end of secondary three you found your two best friends in life and hoped for the best out of the friendship. In secondary four you're seperated from your two best friends and you only grew closer to one. You've tried controlling your temper but sometimes at the slip of the tongue you say things you didn't mean to say.

Who understands this girl's feelings? This girl who tried so hard for almost 12-13 years to find her best friend but year after year hurt her best friends without knowing. I say, this girl's a failure.



And



the



girl



is



me




farking off~RYNETTA

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