Thursday 7 September 2006

SLIPPED AWAY.

Feeling all so jaded again.



Maybe the best way...is still to keep my mouth shut. To close myself up. To not let others know how I really feel inside. Maybe I won't even talk to people online about my problems. Maybe this would also be the last time I'm blogging about my problems.



Maybe that way, people won't be worried for me. Maybe that way, I won't say things I ain't supposed to say. Maybe that way, people will think of my as the no-worries-girl.



I miss her. I don't want her to leave me. Although she'd be in a better place if she leaves. Although she won't feel anymore pain if she leaves. But I can't let go. She's more than just a Greatgrandma to me.



She's everything to me.



signing off~RYNETA

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