......today i kena counselling again...dammit...like...wa lao...k la...at least get to pon chinese...dunnit to listen to tt xie lao shi talk cock...then blah blah blah...nothing much la today...dunno y i feel a lil down...maybe coz of something...something...something tt i dun wanna say...coz...i wouldn't wanna hurt myself even more...i shall just let everything pass by me like nothing happened...although i'm hurt, i have to pretend i m not...but by saying it out here, i might read it again one day and tt will make me hurt even more...so...i shall just let go...i shall let the butterfly free...let it breathe and fly freely...the burden shall only be with me...and not with any other innocent friends of mine...sigh...and to arthur, sorry for ignoring you for so long...i didn't mean it...i just wanted to be alone...although i was not...but...i still can't make it...i think...you are still too good for me...and to my friend...if you know who you are, i'm not close to her anymore...i can't help you...i always wanted to help you...coz i know you're my friend and i really do wanna help you...but now...i'm not close to her anymore...so it's abit difficult for me to help you...the least i can help now is to give you the support...give you the luck...i will be behind your back seeing you advancing step by step closer to her...so...good luck...now...sigh...dunno la...i've got another friend, he just broke up with his girlfriend of 4 years ++...hope he's ok...cheer up my friend...i'm not sad for the whole day...just tt...i dunno la...when i'm happy i'm truely happy...but now...i really dunno......