DANCE...

Alright don't mind this post but...

I'm fucking pissed at myself for having made a fucking lousy decision by going to Australia and end up losing out in ballet. I'm a whole fucking year behind and I'm not any happy at all. I'm supposed to have done the intermediate exam but here I am, waiting to go back to fucking Australia, not doing any ballet exams for at least another 3 more fucking years.

How cool is that.

And if you think THAT is nothing, I'm sorry but you have to just fuck off. Ballet is my LIFE. I nearly gave up my studies for it. I nearly went into Laselle Sia. Fuck man. Can I fucking go back in time and not go to Australia at all?

I feel so fucked up.

signing off~DE XIN