i juz realised i have not found true hapiness...i found true love in me and my parents...i found true care and concern between me n my friends and my teachers but i have no found true hapiness...yes stanley, you can say we have to find our true hapiness ourselve but you think i've not tried? i'd tried so hard but the problem is God was unfair...did you realised that most people around us managed to find true love, care, concern and hapiness so easily yet for us we had to try so hard? i'm sure you know how it feels like...so does arthur...well...kk...fine ya ya ya i didn't blog yesterday coz i was like...busy watching the snow angel vcd...so touching xia...but no tears came out...surprising to me too...well...yesterday was racial harmony...i wore my tt black costume...lessons were as usual...then...we took pictures...i only appeared in one or two or a few coz i was asleep n apparently i wasn't awake to know they went to take picture and i thought they were in the toilet having fun...lol...well...i thought assembly was gonna be a long and boring one but i juz dunno why it seemed to end so quickly...well...after sch i went back with moma...then i went to watch the vcd tai you lent me...snow angel tt is...damn touching k...i watched 7 discs? fast eh...then...i go tired and went to sleep...by then it was around 10? went to bathe and stuff larh...then by the time i sleep it was around 11.00...early to some of you but...you know...i'm trying to sleep earlier so i will have enough sleep and i won't start falling asleep in class although i know tt would be kinda impossible so yeh...then woke up at 6 this morning...actually no...i woke up at 5 then i thought weekend then i continue sleeping...silly me...rights...then...today sch as usual lorh...blah...then...nothing much larh...well...i got 29/30 for a maths...highest in class i think...juz wanna thank mr kwek and mr ng...=)...then...aaargh...must tell mr ng the good news...well...then...wad else...go home lorh...then...watch snow angel larh...then...not enough time to watch finish the 3 last vcds then have to go tuition...ofcoz i bathe larh coz got PE mah...oh PE got 2.4...failed by abit...coz last week didn't really climb the stairs so yeh...i was thinking if i didn't bathe i could finish the vcd but i have to bathe coz i stinked really badly...then tiution...physics...surrounded by jokers like glen and si xuan or something like tt...then sarah-ann add in the fun...the whole class was damn fun...lol...then...i kept messaging arthur...gonna have a date with him on next thursday...to you guys not counted date larh...OK FINE i'm juz having a lunch with him happy?! haha kk...well...yeh...i still feel so sad for neglecting his feelings tt time...hai i'm so so sorry...rights...well...then arthur also said he could train running with me if he had the time...and arthur, if you need my help i'm more than willing to help so don't forget to scream "I NEED YOUR HELP!!!!!" rights i'm going crazy...well my comp went bonkers juz now...settled it in quite awhile and here i am...li tong was laughing at my nick...the...
 
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i'm actually gonna take back my words...it's not really my words la but anyway i'm gonna do tt coz...it's not fair to arthur and the other fellow ex-classmate of mine kenneth la huh...so yeh...and OMG...i really need to get a pressie for germaine real soon...hope i could give her a surprise or something so yeh =)