Monday, 7 June 2004

thos entry is just for ADELINE HO...firstly, i never thought i was chio...i look into mirrors practically everyday...i find nothing wrong coz all i see is my reflection...and...i NEVER thought guys are crawling all over me...i NEVER wanted to...you say i pushed you away? i won't wanna even TOUCH you...pls lorh...you ought to be pushed away...you wanna see me in the grave? eeeeew who wants to get into the same grave as you? i'd rather go hell...you think me as a match maker? is that a joke? or...it's a cold joke...yeh...COLD JOKE...laugh my ass out man...maybe i should matchmake you huh?...you want a huge mirror that spells out the truth to me and smacks it right into my face? i'll wait till you invent that mirror then...maybe you won't last long enough to invent that mirror...i don't need YOU to tell me the truth...you never tell the truth...you tell LIES...you're everybody's fool...right evenascence? haha! get my nose out of the air? then how i breathe? you want me to die arh? oh...even if you want me to die i'll wait for you to die first...i'll see you SUFFER...you think i don't have the guts to kill ppl? i'll juz cry and rely on self-pity? oh haha! another cold joke...it's coz i DON'T kill ppl...maybe you la...but what the hell? why would i wanna dirty my hands and waste my time on you? my god no way...you describe me as yux? haha BIG COLD JOKE...i think you're much worse...and oh aren't you sad i'm not les? haha...i think you used daryl to drown your feelings to get over the heartbreaking news i'm not les...even if i WERE a les, i won't wanna les with YOU...YUCKS...you think i should look into the mirror and realise i'm not that great and guys are definitely not going crazy over me? when did i ever say i was great? i never thought so...and when did i ever say guys are going crazy over me? haha...i NEVER thought so...you think i'm a bitch and a flirt huh...well...bitch...in wad way? pls make yourself clear and TESTIFY your answer...and...flirt? haha...wad bout you? i bet you didn't know daryl well enough...daryl ask you for stead you make him wait for 2 weeks? come on la...you're just trying to act big...daryl was just blind to choose you...coz you fooled him...wad to do...now YOU're the fool...i've changed...i admit i WAS a flirt...but no more...now i SOCIALISE not flirt...unlike you...flirt NON STOP...ppl like you juz misunderstand la huh? admit it...you don't even know i've changed and you still call yourself my friend? no thanks man...and if you're thinking..."when was i ever friends with de xin?!"...all i have to say is THANK GOD!!!!!...haha! you just insult ppl non stop la huh...you dun understand yet you still insult them...pls lo...i know sometimes i do...but i do apologize...like i apologized to sebastian...but YOU? i never even heard you say "SORRY" sincerely before...you say all is joke? then where's your "just joking"? not everyone treats you as a joke you know...everyone treats you as a FOOL...you're everybody's fool...now just fuck off alright? F-U-C-K O-F-F

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