i'm so so pissed...this two kids...come in...first thing they did, changed the channel of the tv...i mean...wad the fuck? hello? this is NOT your house k? THIS IS NOT YOUR HOUSE...rights...i got so pissed i diao them then took my hp and pencil, went up to daddy's room and watch harry potter...and then you know wad they do? they went to the toilet and didn't flush the toilet bowl...then they used my comp without permission...when i was away they used the comp without permission...wtf lo...then they fuck the whole minesweeper game up...then they took my teddy bear...played the piano...i mean...wtf lo...THIS IS NOT YOUR HOUSE...then they go off...i told my dad how irritated i was n my mum overheard it...then she started nagging...until now she still nagging...she thinks i dun want her...if i really dun want her i would be in the streets now living alone...and she thinks my attitude sucks...wad bout her? when she has a headache she can sleep like a big fat fucking pig but when i've got a headache i can't even sleep a single second...wtf lo...gerard says i can watch FRIENDS...i have no mood to watch any fucking show now...i told him wad happened last month...i told him i dunno if i actually got any true friends...he said he wanna be my true friend...i'm touched...i truely am...but i'm sorry...i dun even know if i can trust you...sorry...i'm pissed...i feel like breaking down now...i may be crying...but tt's not coz i'm sad or scared but coz i'm angry...i dun wanna break down coz i'm gonna prove to my fucking mother i know how to tolerate...if i break down...i just aint gonna go for any counselling anymore...if my moma doesn't know i love her then wad's the point? wad's the point of living in a fucking family where your mum doesn't trust you doesn't believe you doesn't know you love her? i've had enough...i'm tired...tt's it......