Friday 27 March 2009

WORST FRIEND EVER

How more selfish could she ever get?

She who broke the heart of a guy who was so much into her, willing to give up anything just to get his passport to visit her at where ever she is now. All because she so selfishly held on to her own dreams, thinking he won't be able to marry her young, having only her own aging parents in mind, or provide her at least a comfortable future based on her own dreams when all that guy probably ever thought was to just give her as much love as he could.

She who left one whole bunch of peoople without a word just because of a main group friends who disappointed and hurt her for over 2 years. Did she even think about those who really care? Or those who had not even have not chance to get to know her better?

She who walked out on dance practice just because she nearly got knocked in the face 4 times due to space constraint, got upset just because gossip that got to her ex cell leader and because no one listened to her when she was trying to help some people get the dance move right. Could she have perfected her moves while she was out? Did she realise how some of her friends were so worried for her?

She who can only go home and rant at a poor friend of hers for DAYS and didn't even bother to think how his days were.

I can't even think how worse she can get. Don't make friends with the author of this blog. This is the best warning she can ever give.

signing off~DE XIN

1 comment:

x said...

It's normal for people to think about themselves more than others. Don't feel so bad about yourself. :)

If you feel it's not okay to remain like this, then maybe try putting yourself in other people's shoes for awhile and see if there's anything you could do to make them feel better. If there's just a little adjustment you could make to your lifestyle or plans, why not?