why.

why must he?

why must he break my heart a whole year ago n now make me high for hopes yet again?

for the whole day in school and tuition i couldnt concentrate.

the whole day i was thinking of him.

his face his actions his everything just kept flooding my mind.

its very dream haunting.

i want to talk to him.

i so do.

i wanna tell him "wad if i say i still love you?"

i wanna get him back.

i dun wanna let him go again and again.

wad's worse, i met gary today.

he's eurasion n he's cute.

but who do i love?

bro just asked me "so u like 2 guys now?"

no.

n yes.

n i dunno.

wtf is going on with me?

didnt i promise sherry i'll concentrate n do well n get my ass out of singapore?

why are my feelings doing this to me?

what should i do?

cry myself to sleep?

message him n tell him?

wait for him to come online?

oh God how long more do u wanna play with me?

don'y you ever get tired?

im tired.