i bloody hell failed my a maths...hai...totally devastated...the only results i'm happy wif is my e maths...holy cow...okok...shhh...i should be an angel...uh...bit difficult...lol rights i'm so so sorry i didn't go online and blog yesterday coz by the time i was home it was 10.30pm ++...and i was damn tired...so yeh...i should start from yesterday...well...i woke up at 10...and had half a bowl of mee siam...and received a msg from lao po asking me out...woohoo...so yeh i went to orchard with lao po...lao po just finish church service and she could not get a cab...so i had to wait for her at the mrt control station...it was orchard station by the way...then i met her n her hair was like...giving her a total new look...she look so...JAP...haha...quite kewl actually...haha...then we walked in wisma atria...then went ngee ann city...i went to kinokuniya...i bought two books...one is <> by meg cabot and the other one is...i forgot haha but both are good books...cost me $40++...wth...kk...then we went top shop...the clothes there are so PUNK...omg...it's like so darn kewl...we looked at the tongs...at the shirts...skirts...pants...and there was this skirt pants where you wear your pants under the skirt so i went up to the model and pulled the skirt up haha...ofcoz no one was looking except for lao po...wonder if she had a swollen eye haha but so wad...wad could be seen was just the pants wad...lol...then went to top man...then saw real cool caps and flip flops...haha...but i didn't buy...yeh...then use the comp...and entered that entry below haha...well...then we walked around...and said go back parkway for lunch...or dinner...or in between wadeva...then went back...the rain was so heavy we had to take a cab from the bustopwalked around...went to eat in pasta mania...i ate the creamy prawn or something like tt and i still prefer creamy chicken...yeh...then walked around...moma called to check if i'm at ballet...well ofcoz i ain't coz i dun wanna go...the rain's like so heavy and i've practically lost interest in ballet so how do you expect me to be there...so i gave the excuse the rain was damn heavy...then moma said to buy an umbrella or take a cab...i only had $2-3 left...so i said i will take cab...then dad called...he said to wait for the rain to stop...ofcoz i would wait for the rain to stop...then i went mos burger wif lao po...i was like over there hoping for the rain to fall heavier...haha...then met alison...she's such a cute chubby cool punk girl k...my god...she's so hip! woohoo! then myren came along...kk...i think...i won't have anymore grudges on him anymore...maybe...both of us has changed...for the better haha...yeh...but still...a lil against him but still can accept him la...haha...then yeh...at 6 go home...nono...not go home...daddy went for karaoke competition...at kallang bahru there...yeh...then go home...10.30++ already as i've said at the start...then today...go to sch...got back my a maths...28.5...holy cow...and doris got 44.5! the full marks is 60...wth...doris...hai...nvm...then...physics...i got 34...so the total marks i'll get for science is 67...wei feng got 55.5 haha...his physics got 25...we were like...woah! 25! very high leh! so clever! haha...then go home...then go shopping wif moma...it was like...poof! we went all around parkway in search of clothings for da gor gor's wedding...i bought mine at a shop called Kiyo...i tell you tt lady...she damn nice and cool...she matched all my clothes for me...i love my clothes!!!!! yay! then went U2...bought some pants and a tube...so darn cool...then walked up and down...from isetan to john little...bought some stuff...i tell you my legs are hell pain...then moma and i had lunch at yoshinoya...damn nice...then saw some guys from my sch...2 from scouts...1 from ncc...i think...not too sure...then...went giant...bought the BBQ pit! oh my god! i'll be having a mass invitation man! yeh! haha =P

guess wad!!!!!!!!!!! i'm in orchard now wif my lao po...haha...in top shop...as in top man la haha...so cool rights...they've actually got a comp for their customers to use! gosh haha...me and lao po shopping like siao but i dun like the keyboard coz the space bar is like...got a lil problem so yeh...my god...it's sunday! time to be wild! haha cya guys tonight! after ballet ofcoz haha...

......i failed my english...wth...i was hoping i could at least just pass my eng...in the end i failed by 2 or 3 marks...but miss chan didn't mark one question...even if i had full marks for tt question it is still impossible for me to pass...hai...i had no time to read and i get this type of results...nvm...i'm gonna read real hard this holiday...i'm gonna even bring my book to korea to read...aaaaargh...i wonder if i can get a good book in korea...my dad expects me to read books but the good books are always quite expensive and he thinks the best books aare from lib which i think is very untrue...kk...then e maths...i lost to doris haha...doris i gonna beat you next time! hehx...haha...i got 48.5/60...i careless 6 marks...holy cow...could have gotten 54.5...nvm nvm...then go home...i changed then moma and i go people's park shopping...my moma did the final payment for the korea tour and then went to the "ma la la mian"...the food there is no diff from shit...aaargh...nvm...then we went to the moma's fwen's saloon...i layered my hair and had a hair wash...so cool...then moma perm her hair then had her hair washed...then when she came out with her hair wet her hair looked like the horse head behind that hair haha so cute...it didn't look ugly at all actually...it looks like christine tt hairstyle but a lil longer...something which I do not prefer...as is I (not i haha)...then we went shopping...shop until very very HIONG...haha...i saw this shoe...those high heeled shoe with those strap tie-ing around your ankle...but moma say buy the clothes first...haha...as in dress...oh! it's for my big cousin's wedding...woot! sho happy! da gor gor congrats!!!!! haha...yayie...haha...then we shopped quite alot...went almost every single shoe and clothes shop...haha...then daddy came to fetch us...wanted to watch movie one but moma don't want...IDIOT!!!!! >.<...hmph! then go eat...i want to eat somewhere peaceful and quiet lorhx...whole day outside so noisy and stuff...but they want to hawker centre...I.D.I.O.T.S!!!!! >

kk...i'm really really sorry to write those stuffs down there...weel what i've got to say now is that i've found the light of life...not one...but a few...but i'm only gonna say one of the lights...tt is...no matter how badly you've done in your grades or anything, you still have the chance and space to improve...what i'm trying to say is...i shouldn't have been so devastated bout my marks...coz...there is still chance and space for me to improve...that is, to work harder for the next half year...i dun believe i can't improve...to make everyone who expected someone from me to be proud of me, i'm gonna work real hard for the next half year...i'll study every single night from the start of term three...i'll do every single homework on time...i'll study for every single test whether or not the tests are counted in the CAs or end of years...coz i know tt would be for my own good...and for sebastian and those guys out there, sorry for being harsh...i was in a bad mood...it is my fault...but...i hope you guys would stop saying bout me and gerard anymore...kk...juz now i went running...i was like...totally no mood to run at all...so i ran bout 1.6 and i stopped...then on the way back i ran somemore so i thk i ran bout 2km...but i derpoved...so yeh...tomorrow i'll swim my heart out...kk...i'm tired...worn out...argh......

......i've seen the lights of my life...one of them is you......

......sorry for tt terrible entry i posted last night...coz i was in a really bad mood...with 2 ppl irritating me trying to match make me with some guy...and i also had this deep secret in me i can't tell some guy...coz...if i tell, everything will be over...the fun will come to a stop...everything is gone...so...i shall just keep my mouth shut and have fun with him at this moment...it's not related to sch...not at all...well...early in the morning 10 am...those 7 guys went out for movie without me...and sebastian won't want me to go with them at night...i mean...wtf...kk...i will be vulgar for just this entry TODAY...kk...yeh...i mean...what rights have he? what rights have he to stop me from going out with them at night? it's my life not his life right? my decision not his...and he dun deserve to control my life...he will never have the rights to control my life...sebastian, i think you know tt answers one question...and...he's not even my dad...i mean...even my dad doesn't do tt to me! if my dad doesn't allow me i understand and i won't go but he allows! wtf...sebastian i've had enough of you...you and your selfish thinking...fine...dun ask me out anymore...i'm not accepting anything from you anymore...but i'm still waiting fo my badminton racket...i shall not go out with YOU anymore...i shall just go out with the remaining 6 guys...but if it can't be helped, the most i won't talk to you at all...i'm sick and tired of you...kk...well back to today...my results...holy cow...my eng just pass 30/60...then chinese add together 45/90...i mean tt's for the compo part...i hope i can get to pass my compre part...just let me pass by one or two marks i'll be much much more than greatful...then chem...33/50...wth...i never expected to get such low marks...i studied so hard yet i get this...kk...i had a few careless mistakes but it's only one or two marks...holy cow...stanley got 41.5/50...he did study more than me...but the marks i got...i look at my papers...the first thing tt came into my mind was "i dun see the need to study anymore if i studied so hard yet get these marks...i've given up...but maybe just for now"...i dun dare to go to sch anymore for tomorrow and next week...i dun feel like getting anymore low marks tt will make me feel real down...i'm sorry...i'm sorry for letting you down...i'm sorry for letting everyone down...i'm pressurized enough...all of you...just...just give me a break...i just wanna be left alone and not care about this whole world anymore...no use comforting me...coz i dun even know how to put my feelings in words...you think i've done so here but no...this ain't my feelings...this is just my...my results of my feelings......

......i dun understand...i just dun understand...why must i go through so much...why must it be me going through all these...i hate what's going on around me...why my i go through so much pain...just bring me to death...i'm tired...tired of everything...tired of living...it's not bout sch...not bout my friends...juz bout something no one would understand...i dun thk i even understand myself...i've totally lost control of myself...i dun feel like myself...i hate who i am now...if things could go back just to where i were in sec 1...i won't experience so much...i won't have met albert...won't have met arthur...won't have myren...won't have met timothy...and won't even have met you...if you know who you are, i'll be more than greatful...but i dun thk you know...you just won't know who you are...it's not bout sch...it aint...the prob isn't from my sch...so much stress and pressure on me...when will it end? i agree...i agree with Mr Kanan...tt the most difficult time of life is when you're a teenage...just bring me back...bring me back to sec 1...everything will start all over again...pls...stop doing this to me...i'll change who i am...i won't be who i am again...pls...stop doing this to me...stop torturing me...pls...i beg you...on my knees...relief my pains...i beg you......

......i collapsed haha...i ran...once i reached home i collapsed...my daddy won't help me up...HMPH! haha...so i crawled the three steps up to the dining room from the living room...then 18 steps up to the toilet from dining room...today my legs start to cramp...holy cow...haha kk...um..this afternoon i was really slacking...as in REALLY SLACKING...i played games on the comp...then watched tv...then played games on comp again...moma played games on the other comp...she actually played games...wow...haha...then i watched tv again...then play hp games...then play comp games again...then...dinner...dinner rawks...haha...then...watched tv a while...then 7.30 sharp i went running...here i am now...dieing soon...aaaaarh...nono...no more competition...i'm tired...poof...heeeeelp...no more haha...no more...sorry......

HEYHEY! rights i dunno y these few days i get so excited starting a blog then after writing it, i feel lazy to write another in the afternoon or night...ahaha...dunno la...this morning 9.15am i was sleeping sooooo sweeeeetly when suddenly sounds of quarels woke me up...i woke up...n i hear them...n realised it was my dad quarreling with the contractor...or the other round...i dunno...actually i knew it long time ago they would quarrel...coz the contractor...on the phone he promised my dad he will do this do that in the end he did only half of it...i mean he hasn't finish la...but when he came tou our house yesterday he told my dad wad he was gonna do and it was exactly HALF of wad he said on the phone...then daddy didn't say anything which was wierd but after they left he was grumbling all the way...then daddy...his temper also quite short (except towards me and our family's friends which includes his friends mummy's friends and my friends) and he abit stubborn ma...so yeh...they quarrelled...hai...daddy...cool down...you've got a sickness with you...although you are still strong and healthy but precautions need to be taken...right? then yesterday night...watch american idol...i tell you it was damn kewl...so long never watch le...gerard say very nice...he say "if i like sumthing...i would crawl even though i damm tired.....i belive u can do it hahahaha...."...lol...k......haha...so i watch lo...he promised to sms one...he got la...but he replied soooooo sloooooooooowly...haha...nvm...rao le ni...lol...kk...here's the competition again! h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h
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gerard, see how you beat this...

hey not fair! haha stanley's blog can have title for every entry mine cannot...coz i signed up so long ago...i thk this title thingy came out just only...haha...um...hmm...yeh...the renovation guys are gone...getting pretty bored coz i've got no tuition and i've been home since 11am...no one asked me out...as in...not nessecarily a guy but...no one to go out with la...yeh...i sms gerard he never reply...nvm...later his bills burst...so yeh...nvm la...i miss lao po and zhiyin and him...him...he who i won't say his name...haha...somebody knows...stanley knows...but it's not stanley...haha kk...cut the crap...i still won't say who i'm missing...i won't say anything bout him coz once he knows who he is it won't be fun anymore...yawnx...yeh...juz now iron clothes...not clothes la...my uniform only...coz i did something to my uniform...i did it until my moma dunno how to iron it...it's a secret recipe man...only jc ppl know how to do it...my fwen told me and showed me...so i know haha...zhiyin know also...i told her...but i dun thk she will use the secret recipe...haha...kk...then i smoke halfway the iron got smoke come out...lol...you know y? coz i spray too much water hahahahaha...kk...i know not farnie...haha...so booooored...h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a h a
gerard, beat this

......yaaaaawnx...today woke up at 5...dunno y so early...then i went back to sleep...then 5.55 moma wake me up...then daddy's alarm clock ring at 6 SHARP then i woke up...then go sch...then geog exam...we didn't know have to go hall...so our whole class was late...then the paper...i sure die...i never study last night =X...got la...a lil...have to say tt if not later gerard feel bad thinking it's his fault...nono gerard not your fault...it's my fault coz it was me who didn't want to study...really...kk...then...but the structured essay questions not tt bad la...haha...yeh...then 10.30 end...then saw zhiyin...haha...then go home...the contractor alrd there...do all those minor renovations...so messy xia...wth...ah bian on tv...he suck lo...if i got the chance to vote i will give him negative votes man...haha...then yeh...yesterday sms gerard from afternoon all the way until around 10...then lao po neva call me...oh! i was supposed to call her instead! holy cow...sorry lao po...=P...haha...kk...so yeh...bored...no lyrics la...dun bother anymore...make my blog so BIIIIIG...haha...kk...bye......

I SMELL SOMETHING SWEEEEET...haha my mom's cooking sweet potato soup...so kewl...mmm...smells so nice...me and my parents ok le la...still having a lil grudge on them...kk...this morning chinese test...didn't bother to study so yeh i dun thk i'll score high marks...then break...everyone's studying geog...tonight thk must pia although i dun feel like doing so...then listening compre...haha tt zi han sho farnie...dun wanna say later i laugh until i peng...k la...not VERY farnie but...duno la haha...then after tt thing go home...my stoopid dad send my stupid lil cousin to school...i mean...y bother send someone who believes in his bitchy sister and hates our whole family? daddy have you actually woken up? kk NVM...no wonder he took soooooooooo loooooooooooooooooooong to come pick me up...then went thai village eat shark fin...woah...so long neva eat le...yummmmm...then go home...tt idiot roger went to give my number to a guy called gerald...dun care la...dun wanna know tt guy...then he call...he want to talk to me then sebastian snatch away the fone talk to me...then talk alot of cock then i was like "yah...mm...ok...ok...yah...ok...bye"...then at 2 i met those guys at the bball court near my house...7 guys...i know roger, sebastian and tt fucking xin hua...then i was wondering...tt guy who got my number...gerard...who is he...then sebastian told me is tt tall guy...omg...he damn cute...kk...not tt i like him or wad but he really damn cute...then you know something? i saw his pants...um...gerard dun angry k...his pants RIPPED!!!!! um...kk...sorry gerard...haha...then halfway i and sebastian went to Shell buy the drinks from the petrol station...then gerard came to me and gave me money ask me help him buy small bottle 100 plus...i was like...y can't he ask sebastian...kk...then he looked at me...woah seh i tell you he look like tt daren from 3IT...ofcoz...gerard's personality is much much better...damn cute and nice xia...kk...then haha...halfway gerard go off...haha gerard told me is coz he was exercising in xin hua's gym...which is in xin hua's house la...then his pants...ya la...haha...then he go off coz he too embarrassed liao...he wanna join Mavis! omg...kk...i shouldn't be so worked up when i'm not even interested in him rights...haha...but i hope gerard won't be influenced by those guy there...those guys like daryl, danny and so on...coz if he does get influenced by them...then the thought of even being simple friends with gerard can be crushed and thrown into the bin...noticed i said bin not recycle bin? coz things in the recycle bin can be taken out and used again but no...it's the BIN...sigh...kk...my hands dunno y now so shaking...scary...i wanna go le la...roger and sebastian keeping a secret from me again...idiots...haha...kk...the 7 guys were...sebastian...roger...xin hua...gerard...gerald...jonathan...the last one i forgot his name le...aiya dunno la...i wanna go le...buai......


Nelly Furtado - Try Lyrics

All I know
Is everything is not as it's sold
but the more I grow the less I know
And I have lived so many lives
Though I'm not old
And the more I see, the less I grow
The fewer the seeds the more I sow

Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try

I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness
And all the real people are really not real at all
The more I learn the more I cry
As I say goodbye to the way of life
I thought I had designed for me

Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
I'm all I'll ever be
But all I can do is try
Try

All of the moments that already passed
We'll try to go back and make them last
All of the things we want each other to be
We never will be
And that's wonderful, and that's life
And that's you, baby
This is me, baby
And we are, we are, we are, we are
Free
In our love
We are free in our love

I'M FUCKING PISSED OFF WITH MY FUCKING PARENTS!!!!! kk...mainly my dad...my mum also la...wait...they dun deserve to be my mum and dad at this moment of time right now...i'll explain y later...today...afternoon...sleep la...then kena woke up by my mum...no...is Tan Siew Kuan...she woke me up telling me the korea tour is sort of cancelled coz tt day we are going has not enough ppl in the group...i was already bit pissed coz here i am trying to sleep after all tt stress and you over there sounding as if someone juz died...then i juz went down to get the newspapers and flip through...i dropped something and i didn't bother to pick it up coz i'm in a damn bad mood...my mom...i mean Tan Siew Kuan...she tell me to pick it up...i picked it up and smashed it onto the table...she was like "if you not happy then dun go la!"...so i went "dun go dun go la! you think i like meh? you dun want me go then say la! you go yourself la! you think i like to go tour with you izzit? you not happy then you arrange the date yourself la!" then i smashed the bloody newspaper back down onto the table went up to my room and smashed the door real hard and went back to sleep...then dinner...daddy...i mean Chia Shih Thow over there saying non stop about tt stoopid tour...i was damn pissed off k...then i say " if not happy, then arrange it earlier. you want to arrange it later i'm not going coz you guys know i've got a party. you either arrange it on the 10 or 12. if not i'm not going. tt's it."...then daddy...i mean Chia Shih Thow...over there start shouthing how bad my attitude is...pls lo...look who's the one with attitude here...you were the one who said i could have the party and you over here say cancel the party...juz for a tour to korea?! you say wad logic wad 10th must pay extra...it's logic lo...it's such a 'famous' date where lotsa ppl are going ofcoz they want you to pay extra so they can earn more right? you want to save so much money for wad lo...it's not as if you can bring your money with you after you're gone...pls la...then i say he's the one not talking logic he say i bad attitude again...wtf...then i was like..."you were the one who let me have the party! i'm not gonna cancel this party juz for one stupid tour to korea!"...then they say bring the party forward...i said NICELY "i got a friend still in canada at tt time...i can't bring it forward"...then Chia Shih Thow start shouting again...so i SHOUTED back "IMAGINE YOU ARE THE ONE IN CANADA AND YOUR FRIEND IS ARRANGING A REUNION PARTY AND YOU CAN'T GO JUZ COZ YOUR FRIEND WANT TO GO FOR A STUPID TOUR! CAN YOU IMAGINE IT?"...then Chia Shih Thow say he did not say to let me invite my primary school class mates but only my sec sch ex class mates...i can bet with you $1 000 000 x infinity that if i said it was my sec sch classmate in canada Chia Shih Thow would say he "did not say to let me invite my sec sch ex-classmates but only my primary sch class mates"...pls la...wake up la...you think you very big meh? i dun thk so lo...you think that when you switch off the comp by tt stupid main switch you will look damn big? no lo...tt only shows how STUPID you are to not know how to even switch the comp on or off...how STUPID can you be...then i smashed my mug into the basin...Chia Shih Thow and Tan Siew Kuan should thank me tt my mug did not break into pieces...oh! and both of you should thank me for even writing your names staring with capital letters...i'm waiting for a hell apology...if you expect one from me also then i will wait for you to hell apologize to me then i'll consider whether to apologize or not...juz for one stoopid fucking tour...if it's tt way, i'd rather stay back in singapore and party whole day and night long then go to that stupid fucking tour with both of you childish people...fucked up man

YABADABADOO!!!!! haha...i've gone mad with my moma...haha...later then say why...haha...today morning wake up raining...i was praying so darn hard there will not be flag raising coz i wanna study for a maths...then the exam...woah seh so much easier than shamila's...ofcoz got some i dunno how to do...two questions i dunno how to do...then break...study with stanley and weifeng(shouldn't have)...and rit joined us a lil later...then had so much fun haha...then physcis exam...woot! so easy...hehx...roy i copy your phrase horx haha woot! =P...then walk to the concourse to let my daddy fetch me home...then saw mr queck weihong...or kwek or wadeva...then he said hi...something tt really shocked me...coz he whole day look so glum ever since we failed our a maths class tests...but yeh...then i said hi...which i dun thk i should have coz i should have bowed and say "g-o-o-o-o-o-d m-o-o-o-o-o-r-n-i-i-i-i-i-n-g mr quek"...or kwek or wadeva haha...kk then go home...eat noodles...haha...then moma n i gone crazy...i was like making her feel guilty for scaring me luz night...haha...you know wad she did??? she got me to go brush my teeth...then she hide in my dad's room...waiting for me to go out and brush my teeth and she suddenly !POP! her face out...wad's worse is it was damn dark...i got a fright of m life xia...haha...then me and moma over there laugh and laugh and laugh and laugh and laugh...then juz now tried to make her feel guilty but we laughed even more instead...lol...yeh...tomorrow chinese...muz study real hard le...


Michelle Branch - Till I Get Over You Lyrics

Every time I feel alone
I can blame it on you
And I do
Oh you got me like a loaded gun
Golden sun
And the sky's so blue
Oh we both know
That we want it
But we both know
You left me no choice

Chaque fois que tu t'en vas
You just bring me down
Je pretends que tout va bien
So I count my tears
Till I get over you

Sometimes I watch the world go by
I wonder what it is like
Oh匱o wake up every single day
Smile on your face
You never try

We both know
We can't change it
But we both now
We'll just have to face it

Chaque fois que tu t'en vas
You just bring me down
Je pretends que tout va bien
So I'm counting my tears
Till I get over you

If only I
Could give you up
Would I want to let you out?
From this soulbuzz baby

We both know
That we want it
But we both know
You left me no choice
Chaque fois que tu t'en vas
You just bring me down
Je pretends que tout va bien
Oh so I'm counting my tears
Till I get over you.... oh
Chaque fois que tu t'en vas
Je pretends que tout va bien
Oh we both know
That I'm not over you
La de la de aye ay

I'm not over you

I'M SO NERVOUS!!!!! haha...dunno y i feel so nervous for tomorrow's exam...it's a maths and physics...i dunno y i juz suddenly feel the pressure...maybe becoz these are the two subjects i have no most faith in...i mean not faith...how to say...um...i just give myself too much pressure on these two subjects...not only these two la...i give myself the most pressure on a maths, chem, phys, social studies and chinese...yeh...sigh...chinese haven't even examed yet...stress strESS STRESS...lol...rights...ballet...i wasn't doing quite well today...i guess i will only do well when i dun feel hyper...hyper as in...talking hyper lol...haha...the Grand Jete...i was like shit...haha...then after ballet went to tt hakka coffee shop...they call it a restaurant but i only call restaurants restaurant when there is an air-con...but that hakka coffee shop aint got one so yeh...then damn nice...haha...got home...bathe...here i am...wanted to watch tv...got movie...but daddy say either comp or tv...hmph! >.<...comp lo...if not i won't be here letting all of you read wad i typed right? lol...the good movies always show on tvs and cinemas during exam period...holy piece of shit...or crap...or wadeva...oh! and during ballet i saw tt fucking bust...i mean asshole, daniel...he sho stoopid xia...his sis deborah already left like eons ago...he still over there sitting like a BIG CLOWN...and fool...thinking deborah is in class...how stoopid can he be...aiya can't be blamed when someone's juz born plain stoopid right? lol...yeh so here i am...trying to study real hard for physics now coz i've studied for a maths in the afternoon and yesterday...pray hard tt subset and proper subset for sets dun come out...and...functions dun come out too...no drawing of curved graph too!!!!! >.<...exam stress...aaaaargh...kk...i go study le...must study real hard to get good maarks to make mr kalai proud of me! mr kalai wait till you see!!!!! >.<...hehx......

from now on i shall not scold tt word bustard anymore coz if tt guy deserved a hell good scolding from me, i should not pull his parents down the water...i should only piss him off...rights?

yawnx...this morning went tuition...met pei yao on the way up...then...tuition lorhx...dai yu like sian sian one...he play comp from 12++am till 5++am...he siao eh...lol...then he no money...steven came in with a pack of coffee when mr fadhil already had one...so daiyu took it...woah...he like so poor thing...then break...christopher bloody qian bian lo...kk...dun tok bout him...then pei yao is like...he dun look good today...i dunno y also...then i sms him...he say he last night dunno do wad then never sleep then he got misunderstanding between his friends...sigh...poor thing...now his turn...hope i can be there for him all the while...dun misunderstand...me n him nothing one...just fwens...as a fwen...i care...yeh...so...then...haha when he answer questions damn farnie...but he damn poor thing la...then after tuition...mr fadhil talk with me again lo...he ask me how is it between me n christopher...then i was like...no good la d-uh...i then dun want such a friend like him...he's not welcomed in this class lo...kk...then mr fadhil say he wouldn't recommend christopher to me...he would recommend daiyu...i was like...WAD THE HELL??? i said "haha dunno la...i can't be bothered...i not interested in anyone n i dun wanna be interested in anyone either'...he say daiyu seems as if he likes me...bullshit la...we friends only...i then dun want anything to happen...even if any guy really likes me i will also reject him...i dun wanna be in love anymore la...after tt three makor heart breaks this year...yeh...then mr fadhil say he wanna help me ask...woah biang...like tt very pai seh lo...aiya...dunno la...he wanna ask then ask la...can't be bothered wad...so yeh...


Atomic Kitten - Tide is High (Get the Feeling)

Never give up
Never give up
Yeah, yeah

The tide is high
But I'm holding on
I'm gonna be your number one

I'm not the kinda girl
Who gives up just like that
(Oh no)

It's not the things you do that tease and hurt me bad
But it's the way you do the things you do to me
I'm not the kinda girl who gives up just like that , no
Oh no

The tide is high
But I'm holding on
I'm gonna be your number one
The tide is high
But I'm holding on
I'm gonna be your number one
Number one (Nu-number one)
Number one (Number one)

Every girl wants you to be her man
But I'll wait right here 'til it's my turn
I'm not the kinda girl who gives up just like that
(Oh no)

The tide is high
But I'm holding on
I'm gonna be your number one (The tide is high)
The tide is high
But I'm holding on
I'm gonna be your number one
Number one (Number one) (Nu-number one)
Number one (Number one)

Every time that I get the feeling
You give me something to believe in
Every time that I got you near me
I know the way that I want it to be
But you know I'm gonna take my chance now
I'm gonna make it happen somehow
And you know I can take the pressure
A moment's pain for a lifetime pleasure

Every girl wants you to be her man
But I'll wait right here 'til it's my turn
I'm not the kinda girl who gives up just like that
Oh no (no, no, no)

The tide is high
But I'm holding on
I'm gonna be your number one
The tide is high
But I'm holding on
I'm gonna be your number one (the tide, the tide is moving on)

Every time that I get the feeling
You give me something to believe in
Every time that I got you near me
I know the way that I want it to be
But you know I'm gonna take my chance now
I'm gonna make it happen somehow
And you know I can take the pressure
A moment's pain for a lifetime pleasure

had a loooooooooong nap...then woke up and bathe and change and got ready for tuition...i didn't eat for the whole day i was damn hungry i bought KFC popcorn chicken meal...its alot to me...its very lil to you guys i know but i dunno y it just seem alot to me...then tuition...mr ng dun look and sound like himself today lol...he shirt seems a lil smaller than the shirts he normally wear...it's not tight la...but looks smaller...maybe it's his pants la...coz his pants looks kinda small...=P...haha...dunno la ...then linear law...i finally understood...and its like damn easy but i didn't bother to do coz it's not in my mid years...so yeh...haha...then mr ng was going on bout tt singapore idol thingy again...lol...mr ng u have my support! ;)...haha then go home...pick daddy up then go Hai Nan Ren there eat dinner...got on table full of cute guys haha...but can't be bothered la...after tt 3 major things i have no feelings for any guys anymore...i dunno y also...i was telling madison tt during tuition then she was like "oh ok...then wad are you now? neutral or gay?" i went "i'm not gay i'm lesbian!"...she got so freaked out i had to say "stoopid la...ofcoz i'm not...if not i'll be all over you and sarah-ann by now...i'm just neutral...lol"...then yeh...suddenly got one women bring a dog in for dinner! the table of cutes guys were like staring with their jaw dropped all the way down to the ground coz tt lady also quite sexy...haha yeh sexy babe...arh! i've gone mad...kk...then go home...here i am...yawnx...tt sebastian gave my e-mail to a girl called litong...haha she quite nice la actually...but he dare give my e-mail to a guy i'm gonna whack his ass darn hard...kk...breathe easy...lol...aiya dun wanna type anymore la...fingers tired liao...so much writings...lol...buai......

today history paper...source base damn easy but the structured i die...haha...then hor...the sun damn nice one worx...but my fucking parents pick me up late...damn pissed...then the black clouds come out liao...wtf...then go homw...daddy over there nagging bout my clothes...how untidy i am...hello? is tt my room or your room? my clothes or your clothes? you not happy dun go into my room la...wtf...kk...suddenly realised the power of three alphabets - w,t,f...haha...then i black face lo...juz coz i untidy he dun allow me listen radio...i dun care i went to switch then he switch back then i took the whole radio to my side and switched back...then i dao him all the way...then change and everything then go swimming...when i went there no sun...then i swim bit then the sun come out...WOAH...damn SHIOK...haha...then after bout 7 laps...which is 7 x 2 of the length of the pool, the sun disapear...i got rather bored so i went up and change...then go home...then i dao my dad again...i diao him somemore...my moma also...coz she hor...sometimes on my side sometimes on daddy's side...wtf lo...kk...then now...still dao-ing and diao-ing...pissed with tt adeline also...say sarah-ann's and my bad words behind our back...you watch out...you and daryl both watch out...kk...cya!

people who made me pissed...for more than a day...means he and she will never be let off...i mean it...

Usher - Yeah

[Usher] Peace up, A-Town down
[Lil J] Yeah! (yeahhh!!) okay! (okayyy!!)
[Usher] Usher (Usher Usher Usher..)
[Lil J] Lil Jon!!
[Usher] Yeah (yeah) yeah (yeah) yeah (yeah) - yeah
Yeah (yeah) yeah (yeah) yeah (yeah) - yeah

[Verse - Usher] (w/ Lil Jon in background)
Up in the club wit my homies, trying to get a lil V-I
Keep it down on the low key (low key)
You should know how it feels (hey!! hey!!)
I seen shorty she was checking up on me
From the game she was spitting in my ear
You would think that she knew me (knew me)
I decided to cheat (okay!!) Conversation got heavy! (hey!)
She had me feeling like she's ready to blow! (watch out!!)
Oh! (watch out!!) She's saying "come get me!" (come get me)
So I got up and followed her to the floor
She said "baby let's go"
When I told her (let's go!!) I said

[Chorus - Usher & (Lil Jon)]
(Yeah!!) Yeah - yeah
Shorty got down on me, said come and get me
(Yeah!!) Yeah - yeah
I got so caught up, I forgot she told me
(Yeah!!) Yeah - yeah
Covering my girl, she be the best up on me
(Yeah!!) Yeah - yeah
Next thing I knew, she was all up one me screaming

[Bridge - Usher & (Lil Jon)]
(Yeah!!) yeah yeah (yeah!) yeah yeah - yeah!
(Yeah!!) yeah yeah (yeah!) yeah yeah - yeah!

[Verse - Usher] (w/ Lil Jon in background)
She's all up in my head now
Got me thinking that it might
Be a good idea to take her with me
Cause she's ready to leave (ready to leeeeaaavvee) (let's go!!)
And I got to keep it real now
Cause on a 1 to 10, she's a certified 20
But that's just ain't me (hey!!)
Cause I don't - know, if I take that chance
She swears he's gonna leave
But what I do - know, is the way she dance
Make shorty alright wit me
The way's she's Getting Low!!
I'm like yeah, just work that out for me
She asks for one more dance, and I'm like yeah
How the hell am I supposed to leave? (let's go!!)
And I say.

[Chorus]

[Bridge - Usher & (Lil Jon)]
(Yeah!!) yeah yeah (yeah!) yeah yeah - yeah!
(Yeah!!) yeah yeah (yeah!) (Hey hey heyyyy!!!! Luda!!!)
Yeah yeah - yeah!

[Verse - Ludacris]
Watch out, my outfit's re-di-culous
In the club looking so conspicuous
And RAWR!! These women all on the prowl
If you hold the head steady, I'm a milk the cow
And forget about game, I'm a spit the truth!
I won't stop till I get em in their birthday suits!!
So gimme the rhythm and it'll be off wit their clothes
Then "bend over to the front! and touch your toes!!"
I - left the Jag I took the Rolls
If they ain't cutting then I put em on foot patrollll (oww!!)
How ya like me now?
When my pinky's baguette over three hundred thou-sand!
Let's drink, you the one to please
Ludacris fill cups like double D's
Me and Ush' once more, and we leaves em dead
We want a lady in the street, but a freak in the bed that say.

[Chorus]

[Bridge - Usher & (Lil Jon)]
(Yeah!!) yeah yeah (yeah!) yeah yeah - yeah!
(Yeah!!) yeah yeah (yeah!) yeah yeah - yeah!

[Outro/Bridge - Ludacris]
Take that and rewind it back
Lil Jon got the beat that make your booty go (smack)
Take that, rewind it back
Usher got the voice make your booty go (smack)
Take that, rewind it back
Ludacris got the flow to make your booty go (smack)
Take that, rewind it back
Lil Jon got the beat that make your booty go (smack)

bad mood k...fucking pissed off by some bustard from st. pats...kk...i shall mention this later on...today got eng and chem paper...eng paper is quite easy...as in...not easy la...but compared to those practises i get from sch and tuition, this passage is much easier but the questions also easier la but not so easy...summary sure die...then break i went down for chicken rice...damn nice wor...hehx...then chem...the paper...not easy and not difficult...some question not sure...sigh...then go home...had ching tng...then waited all the way until 2.30...went to meet sebastian...then roger called...then xin hua took the phone and said "you mother die arh? you father no dick arh?"...wtf...you got balls come to my parents and insult them la! no balls then dun come act smart insult my parents on the phone...oh sebastian and roger and xin hua from st. pats...and that bustard i was talking bout is xin hua...ya...back to the subject...go suck your dick la wa lao...oh i forgot...not only you've got no balls you've got no dick also la...kb la u...kk...then took the britney album then dao sebastian...he said hi then i was like...hi la wa lao wad u want...i really pissed lo...kk...then i walk back home again...then yeh here i am...still pissed with tt bustard...pls lo...kena punched by a 10 year old when you're sec 2...wad ball's have you got? always show off think ur bball damn good...pls lo...you SUCK at bball...doesn't mean i'm good at it...i suck at it too but i dun go around thinking i'm damn good at it...but you go around showing off thinking ou damn good but pls lo...you've got not a single skill at it...although i hate wee yong too but wee yong is like dunno how many time MUCH BETTER THAN YOU...dun come and show off la...you've got no balls and no dick so you dun deserve to show off la k...kk...peace...

anyone who insults my parents will NEVER be forgiven...no exceptions...which means xin hua will NEVER be forgiven...even if he comes right up to me and apologize into my face i might not forgive him either...xin hua, FUCK OFF...

......yeh babe......


Kimberley Locke - Eighth World Wonder Lyrics

Woke up early this mornin'
Made my coffee like I always do
Then it hit me from nowhere
Everything I feel about me and you
The way you kiss me crazily
Baby, you're so amazing

Seven days and seven nights of thunder
The water's rising and I'm slipping under
I think I fell in love with the eighth world wonder (yeah)

I guess I'm just falling
Deeper into something I've never known (Yeah)
But the way that I'm feeling
Makes me realize that it can't be wrong
Your love's like summer rain
While it's flowing along the way

Seven days and seven nights of thunder
The water's rising and I'm slipping under
I think I fell in love with the eighth world wonder (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

It's only been a week but
It's more than enough for me
You're making me believe that
You're the one for me (yeah, yeah, oh no, ooh, oh, yeah, yeah)

Seven days and seven nights of thunder
The water's rising and I'm slipping under
I think I fell in love with the eighth world wonder (yeah, yeah, yeah)

Seven days and seven nights of thunder
The water's rising and I'm slipping under
I think I fell in love with the eighth world wonder (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

Seven days and seven nights of thunder
The water's rising and I'm slipping under
I think I fell in love with the eighth world wonder (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

Seven days and seven nights of thunder
The water's rising and I'm slipping under
I think I fell in love with the eighth world wonder (yeah, yeah, yeah, hey, oh, yeah)

wassup! haha...today had my e maths and social studies exam...e maths...to me is quite ok la actually...only the painting of the model thingy i dunno how to do...the rest i know...you all can say i proud i show off but no lorhx...i'm just trying to voice out MY views in MY blog...haha kk...then halfway i stomache ache...woah seh...first time exam halfway got to go toilet juz coz of stomach ache...haha...but at least got time la...then break...glance through the social studies notes only...hehx...then exam start...woah seh damn difficult lehx...but managed to write quite alot of section a of SEQ only...section b can die...then the SBQ i sure DIE arhx...woah seh...cannot cannot...must pass if not history fail my humans die liao...ARH!!!!! okok...then after tt...want to go zhiyin house zhiyin say dun want...HMPH! haha jkjk...then go home lo...then moma cook bee hoon...sho shiok haha...then eat already i went to sleep...from 2-6.30pm...so shuang...hehx...kk now must pia already...so gtg yeh? yeh...haha...

tt sec 2 ger...when she "THINKS" she has "FRIENDS", she kicks all those true friends aside and treat those new "FRIENDS" like emperor...but when her "FRIENDS" left her (for good), she tries to stick back to those true friends but they have all left her...and one of them is me haha...

Will Smith - Black Suits Comin' (Nod Ya Head)

Come-come on
Come on, come-come on-on
(MIB)
{The black suits comin'}
{The black suits comin'}
I'm comin', I'm comin', I'm comin', I'm comin'

I am the man in black
I'm back breakin' the back of the random attacker
So can the flack, yo'
I'm dangerous, I've been trained to bust
When a stranger fuss, tryin' to endanger us
Praise me, y'all, don't nothin' phaze me, y'all
When they see me they gage be all crazy y'all
They say I'm a myth, trust me if somebody rip
Out of the depths of your imagination appears Will Smith
Black suit, the black shades, the black shoes
Black tie with the black attitude
New style, black Raybans, I'm stunnin', man
New hotness, pitch black, 600, man
Don't you understand, what you thought I wouldn't come again
Leave you hangin' without bringin' you the fun again
Tanglin' with the alien scum again
Mind your manners or the black suits runnin' in

Nod ya head {The black suits comin'}
Let me see you nod ya head like this {The black suits comin'}
Let me see you (Nod ya head) like this {The black suits comin'}
Let me see you bop ya head, nod ya head, come on

(Nod ya head) {The black suits comin'}
Let me see you (Nod ya head) like this {The black suits comin'}
Let me see you nod ya head like this {The black suits comin'}
(Nod ya head...head...head...)

Check it, yo'
There's this chick right
Serleena makin' me sick, right
Earth is worthless to her, she be trippin' like
Threatenin' me and my mens, tryin' to get the light
Thinkin' she's superwomen, the black kryptonite
Finishin' whatever you start, son
The best looking crime fighter since myself in part one
Better act right, play nice and sing along
'Cause Kay is back and he hyped, what, bring it on

Uh, wanna brawl with me, tryin' to brawl with me
Uh-uh, what-what
Yo' {Black suits comin'}
What-what
Let me see ya just, come on

Just come on and nod ya head like this {The black suits comin'}
Let me see you nod ya head {The black suits comin'}
Let me see you nod ya head like this {The black suits comin'}
Let me see you (Nod ya head, MIB)

Let me see you nod ya head {The black suits comin'}
Let me see you (Nod ya head), come on, come on
Let me see you (Nod ya head) like this {The black suits comin'}
Let me see you (Nod ya head...head...head...)

Check it, check it
Yo', case closed, erase my foes
Chase the wave out of black suits, shades, and clothes
We above the law, feds can't touch me y'all
Highly ranked, black blank I.D. cards
So disregard what you think you saw
Put that phone down now, who you think you callin', huh
One little flash then, goodnight dear
Just open your eyes, honey, look right here, thank you
Mission completed, I mean it, we won't be defeated
You seen it, we did it, even with weapons depleted
Galaxy defenders, don't act like you don't remember
Takin' contenders and provn' they only pretenders
Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls
The men in black is back to protect the world
When the enemy is near, the elite is here
So have no fear

Just let me see you nod ya head {The black suits comin'}
Come on nod ya head like this {The black suits comin'}
Let me see you (Nod ya head) like this {The black suits comin'}
Let me see you (Nod ya head, MIB)

(Nod ya head) Woo (MIB)
(Nod ya head) Uh {The black suits comin'}
(Nod ya head) Yo' (MIB)
Yo', yo' (Nod ya head...head...head...)

If you wanna rock then say (Hey, oh)
Tell me if you wanna rock then say (Hey, oh)
If you wanna rock then say (Hey, oh)
Come on, if you wanna rock then say (Hey, oh)

Yo', if you wanna rock then say (Hey, oh)
Tell me if you wanna rock then say (Hey, oh)
If you wanna rock then say (Hey, oh)
Tell me if you wanna rock then say (Hey, oh), huh

(Nod ya head...head...head...)

MUMMY COME BACK ALREADY!!!!! MUAKMAUKMUAKMUAKMAUK!!!!! wave goodbye too all the chores except ironing coz i LOVE ironing...dunno y haha...hmm...in the afternoon i study halfway i fell asleep...hehx...then 5.30 wake up and change for tuition...then go tuition...linear graph thingy...so sucky...i never listen...then lesson end already...go home have dinner...woah seh...sho nice...sho long never eat good food...buy one la ofcoz...past 10 days daddy n i lazy to go out and eat needless to say buy home...then got satay leh!!!!! woohoo!!!!! oh ya! talking bout tt i got bbq party at my house in june hols leh! pls see the "news" section on the left! tell everyone bout it and invite THE WHOLE WORLD!!!!! woah i'm too excited...=P...hehx...

I LOVE DADDY MUMMY!!!!!

Wilson daddy + Sylvia mummy + Ice baby = happy family

i didn't go to school today...in the morning i woke up with a terrible headache...then at first i wanted to go to sch but i thought again, "what for go to school when i know i will sleep all the way coz of my headache? must as well stay at home and take care of myself and study for tomorrow"...in the end got scolded by my dad...ok le la...but we quarrelled quite badly...so yeh here i am...at home...studying like mad...listening to 98.7...AAAAARGH!!!!! BUSTED!!!!! AIR HOSTESS!!!!! the mtv of tt is damn cute leh...but cannot...i'm not gonna on the tv...yeh! lol...i'm bored...rites...i go study le...yawnx...STRESS

back to tt sec 2 ger...her seniors from band ALL dun like her...lotsa ppl dun like her...my classmates call her banana...haha!!! i dun even think she got any figure...no boobs either...passed down bra? must be too big for your boobs yeh? =X

Busted - Air Hostess

(Let's go!)
(Yeah! Alright!)

Walking through the terminal
I saw something beautiful
You left, for your duty call
Next I'm getting on the plane
That's when I see you again
I can't get you off my brain

(Let's go)
That uniform you're wearing
So hot I can't stop staring
You're putting on an awesome show
The cabin pressure's rising
My coke has got no ice in there

[Chorus:]

Air hostess
I like the way you dress
Though I hate to fly
But I feel much better
Occupied my mind
Writing you a love letter
I messed my pants
When we flew over France
Will I see you soon
In my hotel room
For a holiday romance?
Air hostess

Throwing peanuts down the aisle
Stupid but it made you smile
You came over for a while
Then you whispered in my ear
The words that I longed to hear
"I want you to thrill me here"

You can't because you're working
The paparazzi's lurking
You didn't know I'm in a band
In England people know me
One photo's worth a hundred grand

[Chorus:]

Air hostess
I like the way you dress
Though I hate to fly
But I feel much better
Occupied my mind
Writing you a love letter
I messed my pants
When we flew over France
Will I see you soon
In my hotel room
For a holiday romance?
Air hostess

Na, na na-na
Na, na na-na
Na, na na-na
Na, na na-na
Na, na na-na
Na, na na-na
Na, na na-na

That uniform you're wearing
So hot I can't stop staring
You're putting on an awesome show
The plane has almost landed
So tell me where I'm standing now

[Chorus:]

Air hostess
I like the way you dress
Though I hate to fly
But I feel much better
Occupied my mind
Writing you a love letter
I messed my pants
When we flew over France
Will I see you soon
In my hotel room
For a holiday romance?
Air hostess

Cos' you're my air hostess
I love the way you dress
Air hostess
My air hostess
I love the way you dress
Air hostess

cme...halfway mrs yeo take over...i was like dammit...i was doing my a maths so i didn't really know what happened...then chinese...BLEH...then physics...haha...mr gan was sho farnie...then recess...i ate the rice and vegetible store...eew...i'm not eating from tt store anymore...or stall wadeva...then a maths...i thk...then...aiya dunno le la...then after sch...supposed to go pizza hut wif daddy...in the end he dun want go...so i say i wanna go parkway...then sarah-ann at town with her moma...hmph! haha jkjk...then i ate pasta mania...ALONE...then went to ALL the sports shop...then went marks and spencer...ice lemon tee...bought fake tattoo...then go watsons...bought the nice suntan lotion...then bought lip gloss...damn cool k...then went to Mavis...saw weeyong...pissed with him...another guy with he and his childish thoughts...so i go staircase...nearly fell asleep then sarah-ann suddenly call me...gave me a big fright...then we go parkway...go into sembawang...the beeper keeps beeping...all thx to the stupid buttons...or is it not? dunno la...then go marks and spencer...aiya...then john little...then adidas...saw tt fucking coward myren...ooops! i juz insulted and disgraced cowards and juz made my entry filthy...kk...then he and his fwen run away from us worx! LMAO...kk...then go tuition...adeline diao us...diao diao la...wtf...you thk you very chio meh...all bones only...and your clothes SUX ok...dunno wad did daryl see in you...thk he really blind...BLIND...kk...then coz we early release then lao po and i go macs...saw tt shuai ge...both of us were going gaga...but...i dun feel the same...i feel...not interested...but dunno la...he quite cute actually...smiled at us...=P...haha...dun talk bout him le...then saw some bunch of vjc guys come...my impression on them was actually ok one...then one stoopid orange tee guy diao me...he was like looking at me...i looked away...he still looked at me...then i looked back with tt "yes?" look...then he diao me...then lao po and i were pissed with him...so we went up to him then i diao him and then we said "didn't even offend some ppl dunno y the fuck they diao"...i mean...ok la...i admit i was a lil rude...but i mood alrd bad enough then come this bustard...kk...nvm...i shall not scold anymore...dun wanna be too rude...promised myself...kk...

harloe! k tt bitch...she's 15...or rather 16 this year and she still needs her maid to bathe her and apply cream on her UPPER thigh near her...AHEM...so yeh...guess how SPOILT she be...tsktsktsk...

Artist: Avril Lavigne
Song: Don't Tell Me

You held my hand and walked me home I know
While you gave me that kiss it was something like this it made me go ooh ohh
You wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears, why did you have to go?
Guess it wasn't enough to take up some of my love cause you're so hard to trust
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that?
You're the one who gives it all away

[Chorus:]
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that I was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way

Don't think that your charmin the fact that your arm is now around my neck
I got you in my pants I'll have to kick your ass and make you never forget
I'm gonna ask you to stop, thought I liked you a lot, but I'm really upset
Get out of my head get off of my bed yeah thats what I said
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that, you're the one who, throws it all away

[Chorus]
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that I was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way

This guilt trip that you put me on won't, mess me up but you're no wrong
Any thoughts of you and me have gone away

[Chorus]
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that I was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way

Better off that way
I'm better off alone anyway

heyhey wassup...haha...well today...nothing much again lorhz...first lesson is social studies...mrs wong was doing revision with us...quite fun...i finally understand...then i heard she dun like JT le...hai...lucky she still likes our class...hmm then a maths...MR KWEK FINALLY AGREES TO REVISE WITH US!!!!! wait...izzit kwek or quek? aiya nvm...then recess...zhiyin and i go down i ate laksa...die...cannot eat too much...last night eat so much...lol...then physics...e maths...i fell sleep coz last night slept at 1...very tired...kk...then assembly...i was having a BIG waterfall on my head...woah seh very hot leh...then early release then go home...then daddy tell me to sleep...for the very first time i heard a parent encourage me go sleep...then sleep wake up eat dinner...not nice one...today daddy's instant noodles dunno y not nice...kk...then now here i am...daddy say must study...he never see me when i study one lorhx...sigh...nvm...i sian diao...today i got Everybody's Fool's Lyrics...rights...

kk...you know something? EVERYONE in TKSS hates germaine tt bitch...only except her blind friends...i'm not saying ashley's blind but she's germaine's childhood friend...maybe germaine was just trying to put up an act so she can get at least one or two friends...but i heard they aint as close anymore...HAHA...and you know something? even her own crush HATES her...i dun mean dun like lehx...HATE...as in really HATE...HAHAHAHAHA!!!!! oh here's her e-mail...go ahead and di xiao her all you want...germainetan@hotmail.com ...

EVANESCENCE
Fallen
Everybody's Fool

Perfect by nature, icons of self-indulgence
Just what we all need
More lies about a world

That never was and never will be
Have you no shame, don't you see me?
You know you've got everybody fooled.

Look here she comes now -
Bow down and stare in wonder.
Oh, how we love you
No flaws when you're
But now I know she -

Never was and never will be
You don't know how you betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled.

Without the mask
Where will you hide?
Can't find yourself,
Lost in your lies

I know the truth now
I know who you are
And I don't love you anymore

Never was and never will be
You don't know how you betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled.

Never was and never will be
Not for real that you can save me
And somehow now you're everybody's fool.

rights here i am! hehx...just now ballet...i felt really down...miss chew noticed it and asked me what's wrong...i shall not say y i felt down...k...then i nearly cried 2 times...sigh...it's not about love...not about family...hmm...nvm...then i suddenly felt as if i've no interest in ballet anymore...dunno la...finish grade 8 then see if i should continue...most probably i won't...kk...then after ballet i went grandma house...celebrating moma's day...or rather grandmoma's day...haha...then if i had known tt bitchy germaine was there i would have worn my spaghetti stripes shirt...nvm...then daddy and i overthere hou lian tt both of us lose weight...haha...she so jealous she diao my daddy then walk off then i diao her back and called her bitch under my breathe...haha! then chilli crab!!!!! my uncle cook one...woah seh he damn pro...he also cook satay...woah seh he can go open restuarant alrd la...damn nice lorhx...i ate a whole mountain of it...germaine lose to me...lol man...last time always show off she can eat very spicy eat so much...ya lo...no wonder so FAT...whole day say wanna be on diet yet whole day eat curry and chocolate...pls lo...you slim also no use...look at your DISGUSTING legs...eeeeew...haha then drank beer...i drink alrd then uncle take out wine...wth...i prefer wine lorhx...nvm...haha...but quite cool la...germaine DUNNO how to drink...aiya drink alrd drunk also nobody want to take advantage of you one la...look at you...POOOOOI...kk...then finally that bitch and her bitchy sister and asshole brother and father go home...then we...as in WHOLE big family sat down chatting and watch tv...like really loving...ofcoz la...that bitch not there family sure turn loving...kk...then grandma gave me egg tarts...bet tt bitch dun haf coz wad to do i'm my grandma's fav granddaughter...rights then have to go home and iron clothes...bored...go home...iron clothes...i was taking my time then in the end now my legs hurt...dammit...kk...then now...here i am...stoopid stanley didn't reply my sms...dun care him le la...kk...

rights tt bitch i was talking bout up there...how did i end up being a foe of hers? or rather how did SHE and up a foe of MINE...there was once i NICELY went to talk to her and asked her a question...then OUT OF THE BLUE she SCOLD me...then you know wad? she went to tell her parents and everyone that it was ME who scolded her...wad holy fucking shit lorhx...nvm...then she went to put ALOT of words into my mouth lorhx..then everyone went to believe her...EVEN MY PARENTS...no matter how hard i tried to explain they just wont believe me...tt's y i did tt thing to myself n kena counselling wasting so much of my time but ever since then me and my parents are like so close...look more like siblings instead...see? thankyou man...thanks for wad you did...really thx alot...now EVERYONE'S against her...thankyou my FRIEND!!!!! LAUGH MY ASS OUT

rites this morning tuition first time i on time haha...then yeh...chris come in alrd never sit with the guys go sit with michelle...flirt lorhx...i mean...i'm not jealous...wad for rites...then michelle very impatient lorhx...then he say he go toilet...then i change place with christopher...he dunno la...then michelle was like damn happy...then both of us were like telling mr fadhil how flirt he was...then he just nice come back then heard...he sat down then the fight goes like tt:
Christopher "you good la! say my bad words!"
Me "ya so? not happy arh?"
Christopher "YA! not happy! wanna fight?!"
me "FIGHT THEN FIGHT LA!!!!! YOU THINK I SCARED YOU IZZIT?!"

then before christopher could rebutt mr fadhil scolded him for being harsh on me...hmph! looks who's talking man...then break time i went down with pei yao, steven and xiang feng...then christopher looked at me like jealous and angry like tt...pls lo...you must be thinking i'm flirt right? you and your childish thoughts...coz you dunno me you dun understand me and you dunno the inner side of me...i HATE guys like you...y can't i get close to a guy as a FRIEND?! is it a crime?! i'm so close to pei yao so close to edward so close to stanley so close to so many guys as friends...pls lorhx...and if you think i wanna know you coz i like you, FAT HOPE MAN!!!!! i wanna know you coz i wanna know y you say i cute...you blind izzit? say i cute...kk nvm...then after the whole tuition michelle and i talked to mr fadhil...even mr fadhil thinks he is a flirt...he see michelle chio he wanna jio michelle...i told him gracecia chio he wanna jio gracecia...he saw michelle's friends in friendster chio he wanna jio them...pls lo...wake up la...you no looks at all...no one likes you...although i agree with you tt jun han and myren sux but you sux too ok...flirtatious bustard...kk...nvm then go home...now at home...daddy's cooking damn nice...for instant noodles only hehx...then now using comp larhx...later have to wash clothes and iron clothes...moma...come back soon...miss ya...*muakx*...

rights...that ger...too many things to say about her le la...lets change to germaine tt bitch...she fell in love with my uncle...k i admit i did too...but i realised how childish i was then i did not anymore...but she continues to like him...then when my uncle talks to me as a friend ofcoz she gets so jealous k...tonight i shall say wad she fuckingly did to me...

Jet - Are You Gonna Be My Girl

Go!!

So 1,2,3, take my hand and come with me
because you look so fine
and i really wanna make you mine.

I say you look so fine
that I really wanna make you mine.

Oh, 4,5,6 c'mon and get your kicks
now you dont need that money
when you look like that, do ya honey.

Big black boots,
long brown hair,
she's so sweet
with her get back stare.

Well I could see,
you home with me,
that you were with another man, yea!
I know we,
ain't got much to say,
before I let you get away, yea!
I said, are you gonna be my girl?

Well, so 1,2,3, take my hand and come with me
because you look so fine
and i really wanna make you mine.

I say you look so fine
that I really wanna make you mine.

Oh, 4,5,6 c'mon and get your kicks
now you dont need that money
with a face like that, do ya.

Big black boots,
long brown hair,
she's so sweet
with her get back stare.

Well I could see,
you home with me,
that you were with another man, yea!
I know we,
ain't got much to say,
before I let you get away, yea!
I said, are you gonna be my girl?

Oh yea. Oh yea. C'mon!
I could see,
you home with me,
that you were with another man, yea!
I know we,
ain't got much to say,
before I let you get away, yea!
Uh, be my girl.
Be my girl.
Are you gonna be my girl?! Yea

rites...today tuition sat with madison...i went nuts...then didn't do anything coz very tired...all the brain juice gone to the examintion pads...then after tuition...uncle chan pick me up then go to a CC at Ang Mo Kio...singing competition...daddy sing damn best worx...hehx...then very sian...call lao po she busy...hai...then sms stanley...and you know something? i didn't have any proper mea today...morning only had one cup of tasteless milo my dad made for me...then recess and lunch no appetite...then tuition ate one large fries...then buffet at the CC i also no appetite to eat...dunno y these days always no appetite one...hai...then go home lorhx...now lorhx...haha...

rites let's talk bout tt ger again...she always insults people whom she dun like when those people didn't even offend her in any way...then until those people fight back and bully her then she CRIES and apologizes...if you think you very big then why apologize and cry? act big only lorhx...kk...nvm...

......yeh babe......

weeeee!!!!! today i had my eng and chi compo...for eng...my compo sure pass unless it goes out of point which i dun thk i did...then the report thingy i prepare to fail coz i dunno the format >.<...then chinese the compo sure either juz pass or FAIL...coz i dunno wad to write >.<...then the letter writing sure pass coz i know the format!!! yayiex! then in between the paper got break ma...then zhiyin and i went 2HM...go find yiqing...ah pon...haha...then saw albert...sigh...okok...happy mood!!! cannot be affected...then blah blah blah...after the papers actually want to go watch movie with stanley they all one but daddy on his way to fetch me le...so...aiya...nvm lo...sobx...kk...nothing le...let me see...today i' having Beyonce Knowle's Crazy in Love Lyrics...hope you guys enjoy! ;)

rights now that girl...she's a BIG flirt...first she likes albert but albert ended up with me...then break nvm...then she jio a guy in her class...then she jio yen yang...then she jio wilson...woah like non-stop one lorhx...i mean...she jio nvm la...but once the guy told her "i dun like you" she change another victim...as in real victim...sigh...pity those guys...

......yeh babe......

Atrist: Beyonce Knowles (Feat. Jay-Z)
Album: Dangerously in Love
Song: Crazy in Love

[Intro - Jay Z]
Yes!
It's so crazy right now!
Most incredibly, it's ya girl, Bee,
It's ya boy, young.

[Intro - Beyonce:]
You ready?
Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, oh no no
Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, oh no no
Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, oh no no
Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, oh no no

[Intro - Jay Z]
Yea, history in the making,
Part 2, it's so crazy right now

[Verse 1 - Beyonce]
I look and stare so deep in your eyes,
I touch on you more and more every time,
When you leave I'm begging you not to go,
Call your name two or three times in a row,
Such a funny thing for me to try to explain,
How I'm feeling and my pride is the one to blame.
'Cuz I know I don't understand,
Just how your love your doing no one else can.

[Chorus - Beyonce]
Got me looking so crazy right now, your love's
Got me looking so crazy right now (in love)
Got me looking so crazy right now, your touch
Got me looking so crazy right now (your touch)
Got me hoping you'll page me right now, your kiss
Got me hoping you'll save me right now
Looking so crazy in love's,
Got me looking, got me looking so crazy in love.

Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, oh no no
Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, oh no no
Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, oh no no
Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, oh no no

[Verse 2 - Beyonce]
When I talk to my friends so quietly,
Who he think he is? Look at what you did to me,
Tennis shoes, don't even need to buy a new dress,
If you ain't there ain't nobody else to impress,
The way that you know what I thought I knew,
It's the beat my heart skips when I'm with you,
But I still don't understand,
Just how the love your doing no one else can.

[Chorus - Beyonce]
Got me looking so crazy right now, your love's
Got me looking so crazy right now (oh crazy)
Got me looking so crazy right now, your touch (you're in love)
Got me looking so crazy right now (love!)
Got me hoping you'll page me right now, your kiss (hey!)
Got me hoping you'll save me right now
Looking so crazy in love's, (hey)
Got me looking, got me looking so crazy in love.

I'm Looking so crazy in love's,
Got me looking, got me looking so crazy in love.

[Verse 3 - Jay Z (Beyonce)]
Check it, let's go
Young Hov y'all know when the flow is loco,
Young B and the R-O-C, uh oh, (oh)
Ol' G, big homie, the one and only,
Stick bony, but the pocket is fat like Tony, Soprano, (oh no)
The ROC handle like Van Axel,
I shake phoneys man, You can't get next to,
The genuine article I go I do not sing though,
I sling though, If anything I bling yo,

a star like Ringo, roll like ??
Crazy bring ya whole set,
Jay Z in the range, crazy and deranged,
They can't figure them out they like hey is he insane, (oh no)
Yes sir I'm cut from a different cloth,
My texture is the best fur, of chinchilla.
(Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, oh no no)
Been dealing with chain smokers,
But how you think I got the name Hova?
(Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, oh no no)
I been realer the game's over,
(Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, oh no no)
Fall back young, ever since the label changed over
(Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, oh no no)
to platinum the game's been wrap, One!

[Bridge - Beyonce]
Got me looking, so crazy, my baby
I'm not myself, lately I'm foolish, I don't do this,
I've been playing myself, baby I don't care
'Cuz your love's got the best of me,
And baby you're making a fool of me,
You got me sprung and I don't care who sees,
'Cuz baby you got me, you got me, so crazy baby
HEY!

[Chorus - Beyonce]
Got me looking so crazy right now, your love's (oh love)
Got me looking so crazy right now (lookin' crazy)
Got me looking so crazy right now, your touch
Got me looking so crazy right now
Got me hoping you'll page me right now, your kiss (baby)
Got me hoping you'll save me right now (baby)
Looking so crazy in love's, (whoa!)
Got me looking, got me looking so crazy in love. (whoa!)

Got me looking so crazy right now, your love's
Got me looking so crazy right now (your love)
Got me looking so crazy right now, your touch
Got me looking so crazy right now (your touch)
Got me hoping you'll page me right now, your kiss
Got me hoping you'll save me right now
Looking so crazy in love's,
Got me looking, got me looking so crazy in love.

k...this morning...hmm...first lesson was eng...then chem...hai...chem...miss sim...she shout very loud leh...as in she teach very L.O.U.D...then very hard to listen and understand...lucky i already understand wad's necessary...if not my chem sure die...then i heard miss wan coming back...YAY!!!!! she was the one who made my chem improve!!!!! then a maths...NVM...then recess...then chinese...the test i never study...haha...but i know some larhx...so is either just pass or fail by a few marks...then e maths...listen one period then second period i fell alseep...i think variations i will die...i only know the basic...those difficult questions dunno how to do...sigh nvm...then geog...mdm rose use ppt presentation revision...then i watch half way fell asleep...dunno y today keep falling asleep...hai...then mdm rose gave us sweets to keep us awake...ok la...at least i managed to stay awake...then after school daddy pick me up...then he go karaoke...with those old ppl i dun like...they whole day over there talking as if they know everything and as if they are the best no one better than them...then they think they can sing very well...they ALL sing off tune and off beat ok...i had a hard time doing my work...then daddy bought crackers for me...i was eating whiel doing my work then halfway one auntie SNATCH the crackers from me WITHOUT telling or asking me...i mean...if you ask me or at least tell me then i dun mind ma...but SNATCH leh...wtf...okok...then she dun like the taste you know wad she say? "aiyo...y so not nice one...spoil already la...throw away la..." then i SNATCHed it back from her, diao her then say "it's NOT spoilt"...then they FINALLY finished singing then we went to have dinner...one say go eat teo chew food...then set off already dunno which bitch or asshole suddenly say wanna eat bak kut teh...you think you are the king or queen arh? you want wad means wad ar...dun understand y they so selfish lo...at least spare a thought for other ma...i dun mean me but EVERYBODY agreed to go eat teo chew food alrd you come and ka jiao...kk NVM...then go home...bathe and everything then go chem tuition...actually dun want to go one...coz tomorrow eng and chi compo mah...but nvm la...coz chem also coming so go lorhx...then nobody go leh...dorcia got chalet(pang seh me)...then ruyi and weekeong dunno y never come...only left gracecia, jiahui and me...then i over there talk and talk and talk to mr kalai...mr kalai also very against myren leh! he say wad i totally opposite of him...ofcoz man...lol...see! even mr kalai, who used to have a good impression on myren, NOW has a BAD impression on him...come on la BOY...wake up from your wonderful dream...nobody likes you anymore...everyone HATES you...stop thinking everyone likes you...you're no longer welcomed in this universe...so just fuck off...then other than that...nobody talk one leh...so sian...nvm...then go home...finally...today i got the lyrics of "the last thing on my mind"...gonna sleep soon...very tired...buai......

rights talk bout tt ger...she's a BIG cry baby...just coz someone is talking bad about her or juz coz teaching arrange her to sit with someone she dun like, she cries...waaaaaaaaaa...i hear a baby crying...

......yeh babe......

Last Thing On My Mind Lyrics
by Ronan Keating
*featuring LeAnn Rimes

Four o'clock in the morning
My mind's filled with a thousand thoughts of you
How you left me without a warning
But looking back I'm sure you tried to talk it through

Now I say it so clearly
We have been together but living separate lives

So, I wanna tell you I'm sorry
Baby, I can't find the words
But, if I could
Than you know I would, yeahhhhhh

No, I won't let go
No why we can be
I will watch my life crashing down on me
As I had it all right there before my eyes, yeahhhh
Girl I'm sorry now you were the last thing on my mind

You carried me like a river
How far we have come still surprises me

Now, I look in the mirror (look in the mirror)
Staring back is a man I used to be with you
How I longed for you

No, I won't let go
No why we can be
I will watch my life crashing down on me
As I had it all right there before my eyes, yeahhhh
Girl I'm sorry now you were the last thing on my mind

Girl I'm sorry I was wrong
Couldn't be there, should have been so strong
So, I'm sorry

Ohhhhhhh
No, I won't let go
No why we can be
I will watch my life crashing down on me
As I had it all right there before my eyes, yeahhhh
Girl I'm sorry now you were the last thing on my mind (on my mind)

I will watch my life crashing down on me
As I had it all right there before my eyes, yeahhhh
Girl I'm sorry now you were the last thing on my mind
On my mind (on my mind)

yawnx...this morning i received moma's reply: "hi darling i'm fine but heavy rain and very cold. how's your flu? i'll buy some. bye"...she meant buy some gums...then i replied: "hey mummy! heavy rain and very cold? better wear more clothes k? my flu is much better now...almost gone...anyway, take care k? miss ya! (",)"...hehx...copy gor's sign...sorry arh gor XP...then in sch...today got 2.4 trail...actually i was running good one...then the cramps come...i'm not supposed to run la actually coz i still sick ma...n i got...nvm...then the cramps were like really terrible k...i couldn't walk properly...i took a long time to reach the gate...then when reached the bench i sat down then i was like...in total pain...i never felt so pain before...then slowly ppl come in...yiting lost to chunchen...hai...but she not bad la...14 mins ++ leh...woah seh...haha...she still say no good...i must really start training again le...ofcoz not now la...now exams coming then not enough time...june holidays MUST train real hard...then i lose weight leh...from jan 55.4...april 53.1...now 52.6...n it's not on purporse or anything...i didn't expect it lorhx...i even thought i gained weight coz i ate so much these few weeks esp during the kota tinggi trip...aiya dunno la...since i'm like tt...isn't it great? haha jkjk...i have britney's lyrics here...hope you guys can enjoy...oh n i hope sebastian gets the correct britney album for me...i want the album "in the zone" k? thx alot!!!!!...rights got nothing to say anymore...i started with a yawn...i'm gonna end with one too...yawnx

i shall not talk about tt freak today...coz i dun wanna dirty my entry with his name anymore...i want to dirty my blog with HER name now...she's a sec 2...i dun wanna say her name out...i'm not very straighforward type...so until she finds out that i'm talking bout her, i'm not saying her name yet...as what my friends said, she has NO sense of ORIGINALITY...no use copying ideas from books like "All American Girl"...ever heard of something called copyright? oh before i forget, my things are copyrighted too. it applies to only her though, not to my friends out there ;)

......yeh babe......

Britney Spear's Toxic:

Baby, can't you see
I'm calling
A guy like you
Should wear a warning
It's dangerous
I'm fallin'

There's no escape
I can't hide
I need a hit
Baby, give me it
You're dangerous
I'm lovin' it

Too high
Can't come down
Losing my head
Spinning 'round and 'round
Do you feel me now

With a taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic
I'm slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic
And I love what you do
Don't you know that you're toxic

It's getting late
To give you up
I took a sip
From my devil cup
Slowly
It's taking over me

Too high
Can't come down
It's in the air
And it's all around
Can you feel me now

With a taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic
I'm slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic
And I love what you do
Don't you know that you're toxic

Don't you know that you're toxic

With a tast of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic
I'm slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic

Intoxicate me now
With your lovin' now
I think I'm ready now
I think I'm ready now
Intoxicate me now
With your lovin' now
I'm ready now

i was like playing gold miner on this comp for an hour plus...wow...then woke daddy up...then daddy cook porridge while i went to shower...daddy's porridge not nice one hehx...=P...haha nvm then go tuition...cedar paper...starting few questions damn easy then gradually getting difficult...hai...my a maths sure die liao...mr ng...hai...then mr ng say he wanna join singapore idol worx! then everyone was over there suan-ing him...very pityful lehx...imagine you and your ambition...hoping to get some support...in the end what you get was lousy remarks...then he asked me...say wad i was his last hope...i said "as long as you're not scared of losing"...then see he so ke lian i sms him "as long as you're not scared of losing and you have the confidence, i'll be behind your back supporting you (",)"...then he was like damn touched...lol...jia you! haha then after tuiion go home lo...like wad else then yehx...bored la...

myren's loyalty to his friends is on off on off. when he's happy he sticks to you like super glue, unable to brush him off. when he's having mood swing he just treats you like shit and kicks you to a corner without caring a single shit bout you. think about it. is he worth to be a friend?
no.

......yeh babe......

heya! haha hmm...sch today nothing lo...during chinese reading it started to rain so we went back...cool rites lol...then recess hor...piss with zhiyin again...take so long to come up then say dun want go down...like wa lao...u thk u princess meh...always have to find you always have to wait for you then now u liddat...wad shit are you man...kk...nvm...then after school now at home...go look at my wish list! alot man...hehx......

here is hoobastank's The Reason...can't add the song here so i'll just let you guys have the lyrics...hoobastank rulex!

8. The Reason - (3:52)
I'm not a perfect person
as many things I wish I didn't do
but I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
and so I have to say before I go
that I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
to change who I used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
it's something I must live with everyday
and all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
and be the one who catches all your tears
that's why I need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
to change who I used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you
and the reason is you
and the reason is you
and the reason is you

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
and so I have to say before I go
that I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
to change who I used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
a side of me you didn't know
a reason for all that I do
and the reason is you

ok my legs are like close to breaking now...in sch...nothing much la...dunno y nowadays i dun really like to go to sch...my e maths got 13/25...didn't look through the paper for careless mistakes...can't be bothered...then a maths got 9/25...mr kwek say not bad at least i got the foundation...careless by 4 marks leh...if not can just pass...hai...nvmnvm...then mrs wong neva come...hai...muz take care...tsk tsk tsk...then after sch daddy send me to parkway then i met up with sarah-ann lao po and we walked around parkway...we went Sembawang...lao po wanted to buy Maroon 5 album but out of stock...i can't buy any cd coz obviously i'm broke due to mother's day...i got $15...$5 is what i've left for the day and $10 is borrow from stanley one...then this week i wanna clear my debts la...next week work on the wilber concert ticket money then return geraldine...then next next week work on father's day...kk back to parkway...then dun haf Maroon 5 so lao po n i go Lemon Tee...the stuffs in there are so cool...i only saw the section on the left but today saw the section on the right...i'm so gonna get moma to get me the clothes from Lemon Tee...kk then we went to Pasta Mania for lunch...lao po had Presto and i had Creamy Chicken...both spaghetti la...wad to do...haha...then saw my ex-seniors...then lao po saw her discipline mistress...hmm...after tt we slow walk to marine parade lib...we went to the bball court...we went to the roof top...had so much fun...playing "soccer"...irritating each other haha...then got one cleaner come up and kaopei us say wad we dirty the floor...wad fucking shit lo...we reach there already tt way wad...wa lao...nvm...then we go off and diao the cleaner...she whole day over there nag nag nag...this is not ur house la...you want you go home then nag...then lao po n i slow walk back to parkway...we had a drink at mos burger then we went to watsons...i couldn't find the lip gloss i wanted so i got a nail polish...lao po is damn filthy rich with 300 freaking dollars...she bought spray or deodorant i call it and nail polish...copy me...haha jkjk...then she go taxi stand daddy pick me up then i go tampinese...me and daddy ate dinner there...daddy was so damn pissed with the stall owner there coz they put ketchup in daddy's mee pok...i bo bian see daddy so ke lian so i gave one row of poh piah to daddy...got two rows wad...so i take one daddy take one since i wasn't so hungry...no...i wasn't hungry at all...then daddy n i walked around...as in really WALKED A.R.O.U.N.D the whole area...then i saw the bag i like but it's $29.99 and the quality didn't look good so i didn't buy...not worth the money rites...then walked SOMEMORE...then bought slippers...then go back to daddy's car then i change to slippers...i buy slippers not to change la...coz my this hawaii slippers...not hawaii la...hawaii DESIGNED slippers quite long liao...so get this one...so now i got TWO pairs of slippers! yippie! kk i'm mad...then daddy n i continue walking walking walking then saw some sec 3 guy from CCHM one then saw christopher...i n him walked pass so quickly we didn't know until we turned around to look at each other then i over there laugh like mad...my daddy was like having tt wierd look on his face lol then around 5 to 10 minutes pass 7 i went up then daddy go home...went into the classroom...woah...i sat down as if i've never sat for ages...imagine all the walkings today...hell man...then do the work fadhil gave us...today one was easy la...fadhil always gives the easy paper to the tampinese branch but they muz do summary...but i find it easier to concentrate at tampinese...dunno la...then christopher transfering to parkway one...dunno y i've got no feelings for christopher...if i were who i was in sec 1 i'll be all over christopher by now but no...no...i dunno y...maybe it's because of the THREE BIG MAJOR happenings this year that made me totally lost trust in love...aiya dunno la...all i know is the ppl i love dearly now are only ZhiYin dear, sarah-ann lao po, jin wen gor, daddy and mummy...serious...kk...then come home...i wash my errr...ummm...underwear...OOPS =X...kk...then i have to iron my clothes on friday...coz moma not in singapore n i dun thk daddy knows how to iron and even if he does...i dun thk he will give a single shit bout it...haha jkjk...then tt's y i'm online late today...well...me getting tired le...no more shopping until after my exams...i hope...maybe can't manage la...but at least i still study rites...hehx...kk i wanna go le...buai......

myren backstabb sarah-ann infront of me behind her back and he backstabb me infront of sarah-ann behind my back...wad a "FRIEND" he is huh.

......yeh babe......