Sunday, 15 May 2005

tomorrow will mark the end of mid year exams in chung cheng high school man (the freakin boring school). im having a maths paper 2 n listening comprehension.



AAAAARGH DUN TALK TO ME BOUT A MATHS!!!!! IM DEVASTATED ENOUGH!!!!!



no ballet today. yep! no ballet today again. no mood la. thank God im not taking elementary (they call it intermediate now) this year. coz if i do, i'll have to go twice a week. no time for homework, no time for tests, no time for exams, no time for "O"s, no time for relaxing. WHAT'S THE POINT?!



i met a new guy yesterday. well, not really met but at least i found out his existance. his name is Barnabus. unique huh. it seriously is. he was sitting right infront during a maths tuition yesterday. he's got a baby face. n good sense of fashion (at least MY type of fashion). but nopes. i ain't gonna fall for him.



reason: he's skinny



i've said it before. i dun like skinny guys. he can just be an eyecandy.



mr ng was stealing my fries. haha n i told him not to steal my chilli. sour cream n inion pretzel was superb. juz a lil too...powdery. yep.



i had a terrific dream last night. before i slept i was abit petrified by the thunders. but i somehow managed to fall asleep n dream of swimming n cycling. wonderful dream. i dreamt that i had a cycling race with my ex-primary school mate, marcus, in a jungle n on the high ways n yep, i won. it was super fun. then we swam to a swimming pool n *plunge* we swam. then i swam to my swimming lesson. had a race with my swimming coach n i had muscle cramp n i drowned n i got saved n i broke my ankle. dun ask me how did tt all happen in one dream. it just did. the freakin swimming coach was terence chow. yucks. dunno why in the dream i liked him. eeew. wierd.



oh well today shall just be another boring day.



WHY DO WEEKENDS PAST SO FAST?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

Friday, 13 May 2005

sigh i dunno why but i have no inspiration on wad to write but yet i still have the urge of blogging. watching the nine o-clock show. last epsiode.



AAAAARGH wth m i saying?!?!?! i really got nothing to blog.



sherry n i watched kingdom of heaven today. we didnt know it was nc16 until we saw those posters. i was like, "SHERRY WAIIIIIT!!!!!!!!!!" then i showed her the rating. she also had a shock. then we tried our luck n picked the person we think will let us in at teh counter. woah really leh. we just got the ticket like nobody's business. sherry IS 16. im the one who's not 16 till 26th dec. but the woman at the counter looked like she was having headache or something. God's on my side!!! x))



the movie was nothing though. violence yes but i've seen worse. gross? well...a pool of beheaded heads, a disfigured face, blooding oozing n squirting everywhere, burning of bodies, blah blah blah. i didnt dare to see the upclosed pool of beheaded heads part while sherry didnt dare to see the disfigured face lol. but i thought the bloody scenes were REALLY cool.



didnt go to tuition today. why? coz physics exam is over n i dun feel like going.



e maths was a freakin disaster. DEVASTATING. i couldnt finish the never ending paper!!!!! i lost bout 22 marks. so did jia qing. NO i didnt copy jia qing nor did jia qing copy me. i dunno bout him la coz he was behind me. AAAAAAAAAARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



but geog paper one was ok though. got only one question wrong for the map reading questions. i dunno bout the rest haha. wonder if i'll get at least 30/40. I DOUBT. i seriously do.



only 7 out of the 27 people in my class passed for a maths paper one. i passed. i was among the 7 people. but wth i only got 35-36 marks. no NOT out of 40 marks. but 60 marks. SIXTY. S.I.X.T.Y. S-I-X-T-Y. chun chen calculated that he had to score 54 for the next paper. which is the same for me. the highest was doris with the score of 36.



AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Revenge killer

You kill for
revenge.

That is because you have lost something or
someone you held very dear. Now you can't seem
to get over the loss that marked your soul, and
the only solution is to go after the one person
who brought all this pain to you. Chances are
you are angry inside and you bottle everything
up and don't talk to anyone about it. People
may want to help, but you think that they can
never understand your pain and only get
frustrated because of this. But it is important
to see all that you have left and be thankful
of that even if you have lost something great.
It may not be true that Times heals all wounds,
but with time and talking about your feelings,
maybe the hurt will ease.

Main weapon: Yourself
Quote: "You can close your eyes to
reality but not to memories" -Stainslaw J.
Lec
Facial expression: Gritted teeth and
teary eyes



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Thursday, 12 May 2005

yawn. sigh. got bitten twice by my two hamsters. ashley bit me coz i held her too long i think. then she got freaked out or sometihng. but that xiao bai had no farking reason to bite me. she was like throwing her tantrum here n there n i got so pissed i hit her (not really HIT her with all my force but genlty) n took her out of the cage. then she bit me. asshole. i was vexed by then so i took my glove n pick her up n gave her a small squeeze before throwing her back into her cage. look at ashley. she's so freakin tamed. aaargh crazy hamsters.



english was quite a disaster. it was quite tough. i couldnt find the points for summary! k la there are some points that are straightforward but the criticism one i only found two freakin points. i dun even know if those were the points n i only wrote like wad? 106 words? omg since that bombastic headed mabel yee became the eng HOD all the eng papers were like so farkin crazy la. at least there was a link between passage A n B. she seriously deserve to be called a setter. nope its not one who sets the paper. go check the dictionary.



physics was ok on the other hand. i could manage it. i was supposed to do 2 out of 3 question for section C but i blindly did all. baaah. im too smart. so smart i went blind.



crap got tuition later. u know why i dun feel like going? coz there's an asshole there. the guy who cheated two of my good friend's feelings when he has a girlfriend. how many farking affairs he want? chee hong gia. french kissed one of my friend some more. bet my friend's feeling damn frigging disgusted. he matter not piss me off later or i'll give him hell. n if he gives me the urge to slap im i'll slap him. n he retaliates i'll seriously kick his dick. nope im not dreaming im planning my day ahead.



today after we were dismissed i was like disgussing the answers with some guys. then i realised i got one of the mcq question wrong n i went "oh fark" under my breathe. rit was like RIGHT beside me n he was like "wad? wad did u say??" then i went "NOTHING!~" haha oopsie!



i shall go get the zippo for daddy later at stege. im just so proud of myself that i've actually planned ahead wad i wanna get for him for father's day. im getting daddy a zippo for father's day (as i've said), a pair of boxers for his bdae, i'll get daddy to buy mummy peach roses on mummy's bdae, n to top it all off, mummy n i are sharing an MP3 player for daddy for his bdae. hence, mummy only give half a present. lol im crapping.



yawn.

Wednesday, 11 May 2005

okies. i dunno wad happened but i know another species of nothing worthies came to my blog n didnt like it n tagged insults on my tag board. he/she/it may be the same nothing worthy or another but i dunno except God (oh God). it just shows the nothing worthy is nothing but another nothing worthy. i dun seem to make sense but in actual fact, i do. n thanks to huan yuet for defending me when i was not around.



ballerinas? sluts? oh come on. ballerinas ALL have PRIDE n DIGNITY. n muscles, that is. TRUE MUSCLES. u see their calves? u see the way they point the toes, the arch? u see how they lift themselves? their body posture? their tummy muscles? they are not skinny. but proud to have a unique built. n i do mean proud. if u think u've got all those (from pride to diginity to true muscles to calve muscles to arch to lift to body posture to tummy muscles to unique built) u're seriously living in self-denial n need a professional councilor to council you and change ur gullible thoughts.



so this is wad nothing worthies think of themselves. i see i see. interesting huh. very, indeed.



but im simply to lazy to bother bout you nothing worthies. yes, im a lazy person. huan yuet, christine, arthur n yong xiang all know that coz they know me well. if not how did i gain the name "honey piggy"?



let's talk bout today. Mr billy mayah was very pissed with our heck care attitude today. but hey, it wasn't me. i was abit reluctant in doing work but hey in the end i still did my work coz i know i have english paper two tomorrow *aaargh damn hot!*.



uh nopes the "aaargh damn hot!" has got nothing to do with the english paper two tomorrow.



interesting topic we did today though. oh n yes i've finally found another person who also thinks everyone (YES EVERYONE INCLUDING YOU) lives in self denial. yep, me too. it happens in everyone's sub conscious mind where everyone is not aware about it. that's sad, isn't it? u better say "yep" or i'll slap you. esp the part "to death do we part" or something like that in the vow of marriage or wad so ever. that is wad my billy maya n i seriously agree on.



it IS sad to say everyone is having this trait of behaviour in this 21st century. everyone just follow blindly to the orders given by the authorities without realising they're either going against human rights or doing the wrong thing! it's happening around you right now. YES RIGHT NOW. n i do think it's gonna be worse in the next century.



GOD SAVE US.

Tuesday, 10 May 2005

Your Political Profile

Overall: 30% Conservative, 70% Liberal
Social Issues: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal
Personal Responsibility: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal
Fiscal Issues: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
Ethics: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal
Defense and Crime: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal

How Liberal / Conservative Are You?



The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?



Your Mexican Name Is...




Doña Guadalupe









Your #1 Match: ISFP


The Artist
You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now).You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children.Simply put, you enjoy bueaty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life.Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs.
You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer.

Your #2 Match: ISFJ


The Nurturer
You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.A good listener, you excell at helping others in practical ways.In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for.
You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.

Your #3 Match: ESFP


The Performer
You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others.A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic.You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally.You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic.
You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor.

Your #4 Match: ISTP


The Mechanic
You are calm and collected, even in the most difficult of situations.A person of action and self-direction, you love being independent.To outsiders yous eem impulsive, surprising, and unpredictable.You are good at understanding how all things work, except for people.
You would make an excellent pilot, forensic pathologist, or athlete.

Your #5 Match: ESFJ


The Caregiver
You are sympathetic and caring, putting friends and family first.A creature of habit, you prefer routines and have trouble with change.You love being in groups - whether you're helping people or working on a project.You are good at listening, laughing, and bringing out the best in people.
You would make a great nurse, social worker, or teacher.



Your Birthdate: December 26
Your birth on the 26th day of the month (8 energy) modifies your life by increasing your capability to function and succeed in the business world.
In this environment you have the skills to work very well with others thanks to the 2 and 6 energies combining in this date.
There is a marked increase in organizational, managerial, and administrative abilities.

You are efficient and handle money very well.
You're ambitious and energetic, while generally remaining cooperative and adaptable.
You are conscientious and not afraid of responsibility.

Generally sociable and diplomatic, you tend to use persuasion rather than force.
You have a wonderful combination of being good at both the broad strokes and the fine detail; good at starting and continuing. This birthday is practical and realistic, often seeking material satisfaction.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?




Your Taste in Music:

Adult Alternative: High Influence
R&B: High Influence
80's R&B: Medium Influence
90's Hip Hop: Medium Influence
80's Pop: Low Influence
80's Rock: Low Influence
90's Alternative: Low Influence
90's Pop: Low Influence
90's R&B: Low Influence
90's Rock: Low Influence
Classic Rock: Low Influence
Country: Low Influence
Dance: Low Influence
Hair Bands: Low Influence
Hip Hop: Low Influence
Old School Hip Hop: Low Influence



American Cities That Best Fit You:

65% Seattle
60% Austin
50% Honolulu
50% Miami
45% Atlanta

Which American Cities Best Fit You?



Your True Birth Month Is December



Logical
Patriotic
Ambitious
Not egoistic
Loves praise
Loves to joke
Fun to be with
Not pretending
Loves attention
Short tempered
Hates restrictions
Loves to socialize
Loves to be loved
Loyal and generous
Impatient and hasty
Changing personality
Good sense of humor
Honest and trustworthy
Influential in organizations
Takes high pride in oneself
Active in games and interactions

haha!



Your Japanese Name Is...




Chika Kawashi

ice!



Your Linguistic Profile:

30% Dixie
30% General American English
30% Yankee
10% Upper Midwestern
0% Midwestern

What Kind of American English Do You Speak?



You Are 35% Normal
(Occasionally Normal)



You sure do march to your own beat...
But you're so weird, people wonder if it's a beat at all
You think on a totally different wavelength
And it's often a chore to get people to understand you

How Normal Are You?



You Will Die at Age 76
76

You're pretty average when it comes to how you live...
And how you'll die as well.

What Age Will You Die?



You are


What Rejected Crayon Are You?



Your Brain is 73.33% Female, 26.67% Male

Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?



Your Seduction Style: The Natural
You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen.Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people.You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find!People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast.

What Is Your Seduction Style?



You Are 18 Years Old
18

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?























ICE
I is for Industrious
C is for Classy
E is for Excellent
Robin
You are most like Robin! A leader and fearless by
nature, you tend to dive straight into
something without thinking. You have a hard
time trusting your friends sometimes and you
are extremely serious when you have to. You
don't like being compared to someone you are a
rival with and sometimes your temper gets the
best of you. Out of all of your friends you
might be the one who dreams to be leader or is
the leader. Whatever the reason sometimes you
need to look before you leap.

Which Teen Titans Character Are You?

tah dah! yep i did myself a quiz.



i've decided not to blog bout tt nothing worthy (oops!) because anything related to her(oops!) will make my blog FILTHY. i'll be saying "oops!" whenever i type something related to her(oops!) non intentionally.



well, well, well. where have all my "..."s gone to? ever since i posted an entry about that nothing worthy(oops!) i realised my habits of typing "..." is gone! i wonder if i should be rejoicing or cursing that nothing worthy(oops!).



oh well. geography paper two is FINALLY over. FINALLY. and yes, i mean FINALLY. but tomorrow there's history n chinese. oh crap just my day, just my luck. what can i do? i made the wrong decision of coming into this crappy boring school. boring ccas, boring people, boring building, boring activities, boring EVERYTHING. with people with terrible sense of organisation. they simply dunno how to set the timetable! geog n a maths? chinese with history? excellent people. EXCELLENT.



arthur seems happier today. haha. not surprising when he's got ME! honey piggy n polar bear. what happens? polar bear turns into honey bear n sticks to honey piggy. gross but tasty (its seriously sweet). blah!



i realised how many fools there are in the sec 4 cohort. they think they are really big. they think they attract the most attention. ok fine maybe they do, but the WRONG attention. only fools will look up to them. n only intelligent people will LOOK DOWN ON them. im not an intelligent person but at least im not a fool looking up to them. EEW. gross the hell out of me. it is good to be pretty or sexy but not when u attract the WRONG ATTENTION.



now lets talk bout acting cuteness. if you people think i act cute, oh COME ON. open your eyes BIG (n i do mean BIG) n look for yourself. can't u differentiate acting cute from...from...not acting cute? when i lie or rest my head on the table i am NOT acting cute. my head's simply too heavy (just look at its size) n im just too TIRED. what's with the acting cuteness? u guys are stoopid. PLAIN S-T-O-O-P-I-D. n if i look "innocent" or "blur" or WAD SO EVER, i am again, NOT acting cute. im just either stoning or day dreaming or minding my own business. now you guys have a life of your own right? LIVE YOUR OWN LIVES N STOP BEING SUCH A BUSYBODY. get the facts right, n FUCK OFF.



uh, nopes so far recently no one said i acted cute but i just had this urge to voice out my opinions. think before you speak man. bustards.



eh, im not in a bad mood. just wanna voice out my thoughts, as i've said. so u bustards out there better READ. R-E-A-D. R.E.A.D.



thankyou.

Monday, 9 May 2005

http://www.balletfreakkkme.blogspot.com/



there u go. the bitch. oh i'm sorry to myself she's not the bitch. neither is she a bitch. she dun deserve to be anything. let alone ballerina.



how can she be a ballet freak when she caused all the earthquakes in indonesia n japan? oh boy. she's seriously a disgrace to all ballerina. including me.



how long does she know arthur? as long as three years? i doubt. n since she doesn't know arthur THAT well, wad rights have she to call arthur a male chauvinist? or a gay?



she's such a flirt. she just broke arthur's heart n not only does she not feel hurt she actually continue flirting with a guy by the name of joel. oh well, this goes to show she's truely a flirt.



wait.



i think i remember myself saying she DUN DESERVE TO BE ANYTHING. yep. she's nothing. NOTHING. not even shit.



i wonder how she got her ballet certs. she must have bribed the poor examiner. she thinks having certs is everything. did she start learning ballet at the age of THREE? T-H-R-E-E? T.H.R.E.E? i doubt again! n even so, was she seriously inspired by ballet or was she just being forced by her mum to take ballet like most of my friends? i AM inspired by the ballerinas at parkway yamaha at the age of THREE, T-H-R-E-E, T.H.R.E.E. most trustable prove, my mum.



God why did u create such a despicable, contemptible, vile, worthless, detestable, disgusting, mean, wretched, disgraceful, disreputable, shameful, repobate, nothing close to admirable nor noble piece of nothing? why did u make her a FEMALE?! or even male if she/he was a transexual, OR EVEN A HUMAN?! A MANKIND?! its seriously a disgrace to all females or males or humans or mankind.



i know why. because you dun want him/her to be a plant as the plant might just wither. u dun want him/her as any other animal as he/she will be left out. u want him/her to be a human or man kind so that he/she can lie/bluff his/her way through n teach all the gullible mankind out there not to believe this kinda bluff. oh GOD save us. save us from all his/her claws! aaargh



oh one more thing. the more he/she wants to get rid of arthur or me, the more i'll make her life miserable. joel come if u dare. i've got many LEGAL back ups. COME.

Sunday, 8 May 2005

dear mummy,



Happy Mothers' Day! Nopes. It is not just today that is Mothers' Day. Everyday's supposed to be Mothers' Day too. Why? Because everyday, I'm loving you more and more! Everybody tells me, "Woah! Your mother so good one! You're so lucky!" Yep! i do feel lucky to have you as my mummy. Which mummy would be able to tolerate my nonsense, my tantrums(bad temper), my bad results and so on, like you do? Only you managed to do so. I cannot imagine life without such a great mummy like you.



Other children always complain "why is my mummy so old fashioned? Why is my mummy so fat? Why is my mummy so old? Why is my mummy so irritating?" Why this and why that. But i told myself, i won't complain. I love mummy just the way she is. I don't need my mummy to be into fashion, slim, young or not irritating. I personally think those mummies who try to keep in fashion are ugly. Those who go to slimming centres are shameless. I know mummy nags for my own good. I am proud to have a mummy like you.



When people say "you're looking more and more like your mother!", i feel proud. At least i look like someone i love, someone i respect, someone pretty.



People always dislike their mummy's cookings. They pass sensitive remarks. Mavis's mum is one very good example you know. However i love my mummy's cooking. It's super heavenly. My mummy's cooking seems the best. You know recipes others don't. You managed to please me nd daddy and fill our tummies round.



To me, you are the perfect mummy. The prettiest mummy. The most loving mummy. There is no other mummies in the world like you.



I love you. Now and forever. I can't live without you. I shall now tell the world i love you.



I LOVE YOU, MUMMY!!!!!



With lots of love,
De Xin

Saturday, 7 May 2005

la la la...i seem crazy today...again...yep again...i woke up at 12.15 today...moma bought me laksa...oh man im loving mmummy more n more...but i couldnt finish it...oh and daddy was kicking up a fuss too...scolding my mum for going to foot massage so oftenly...i dunno if he was doing tt coz he cared for mummy or because of the money...i think its more of the money la..idiot shit...tomorrow's mothers' day yet he's still so harsh on mummy...so i whispered "DUN CARE BOUT HIM!!!" to mummy...in chinese ofcourse...



well i went burger king with mummy for dinner today...it was supposed to be dinner but i dun think it was for mummy...i had double swiss mushroom burger or something n my mum had that...turkey bacon or something...then i went for tuition...



i and saleena n charmaine were still as crazy as ever...madison didnt go for tuition coz she was sick...oh man u better take care babe...mr ng was saying how muscular ballerinas are...n for one moment i was so proud of myself...only my calves n my tummy have a lil muscles la thighs...on the way! but i still have a bit butt...not saggy thank God...then he kept trying to speak in hakka...i couldnt understand a shit coz although i am a hakka i dun speak nor listen hakka heehee...then he told me he was a teochew...crap...after tuition go home lo...



daddy n i have made plans on where n when to get the mother's day cake for mummy...coz i remembered once mummy told me the cake shop beside joo chiat cc has nice cakes...so i shall buy a cake from there...even if its expensive...coz it's worth it for a mum like mummy...im not getting daddy to give mummy peach roses yet coz im gonna do that on mummy's birthday instead...yep!...im writing a letter to mummy now...hope she gets touched by it tomorrow...love her lots



huan yuet is seriously heart broken now...what the hell...that bustard...that chee hong gia...make hy so high in hopes n then smash it all over...making her so devastated...u may not have feelings but others do ok...dun come n talk to me during tuition...i'm gonna ignoring you...TOTALLY...this is the result of your actions...do some reflections...DO...you're a disgrace to males...total disgrace...



other than that, miss you arthur! dun ever forget how to write ur chinese name again...take care of ur face...dun make it swell all over lol...miss me!

Friday, 6 May 2005

yes! finally! finally social studies is over!!! but nopes, its not all over yet...i still have to meet my greatest fear...geography...but to think about it again, i feel no fear no stress no nervousness...yep...im having this "fret not!" attitude...wait...did i spell it the right way? aaah heck..al i have to say is, im gonna flunk this social studies paper...the source base was freakin difficult...they were all views from palestinians n one extra from america...grrr...aaargh...chinese? ok la...lucky thing i read that small filthy book...i dun mean literally but chinese is a disgusting subject to me...today is compo la...so not much of a bump to me...so far (other than that social studies paper) it's still smooth sailing...yep only one small storm...over come it already...



monday...e maths n chemistry...chemistry...chemistry...cheMiSTRY...CHEMISTRY...honey piggy's traumatized...crap...it's not a big storm compared to social studies, geog n histoyr coz chem u only need to answer in short sentences...



oh! i cant wait for english compre to come...but dun ask me why...i dun even know what will tested on the rest of the days...failer...gonner...that's me! i hope not...i seriously hope to improve compared to the last common test...not just for a new phone but also...*whispers* i can use the mid years results to go over seas...haha! no la...i'll have to go through "O"s...crap...



singapoer's educationg system is nothing but a small spot of shit on the floor in one corner...i mean...it's SERIOUSLY PATHETIC...they want to implement H1, H2, H3 maths in JC next year yet they haven't even set the friggin syllabus! how proud i am of singapore's education...



i am NOT going to JC if im staying in singapore...not even if my marks can qualify for VJC...furthermore combined science students are not allowed to take up science courses in VJC...so i'll have to take arts...FAT HOPE U FAT ASS...unless it's performance arts...n i'll take dance...temasek poly...yep...tts the school i'll be going if im staying in this stinking country...it's too much of a craddle...making it too comfy for singaporeans...dun know how to escape from emergencies...dun know how to take up challenges...crap man...all i have to say it...GET OVER WITH THIS FREAKIN MID YEARS AS SOON AS POSSIBLE SO THAT I CAN READ MY STORYBOOKS AGAIN!!!...grr...



talking bout ass...i just realised how big chen li ren's ass was...dun talk to me bout how good her teaching is...im NOT interested...she's so disgusting...disgusting looks n disgusting butt...eew...get out of my life...dun ever greet me coz i'll just do this --> ooloo n say "fark off"...same to marcus quek...sucking blood out of me...yucks...worse than leeches in actual fact...



n talking bout dance...rit is taking up yoga...i wanted to so many years ago but my mum never allowed me to coz she says if im not careful (which is very me), i'll fall n injuries will make its way to me n i wont be able to continue ballet! or not so easily tt is...



one more thing...i dun want belly piercing anymore...firstly its coz i'll be toning on my tummy muscles so if i were to get one now it'll hurt the hell out of me...n i wont be able to tone my tummy till the pain goes away n by then i'd have lost alot (stamina not weight)...secondly, jasmine has it...yep tt...wadeva...has it...she's so...eeew...cant stand her...yucks...thirdly, arthur told me not to...haha!



arthur arh...take care of ur...face...man...msg ya later...buais...off to studying...n christopher u MOFO DUN talk to me...flirt like shits...go die la...

Thursday, 5 May 2005

i wanted to blog last night...but i only manage to settle down at 9.45 at home...then i had to do my daily spot check on my hamsters...yep im very close to them...or at least ashley..then by the time im done with my hamsters, it's already 10...then i checked my mail n friendster n post bulletin n it was 10.30...i still had to do work out so i said aiya forget it la blog tomorrow...so here i am blogging...oh my god im beginning to develop this habit of typing silently n quickly...i actually manage to study finish china for history...tt stoopid crap country...now studying social studies...yep i dun have my sec 3 social studies textbook...arthur wanted to lend me but if he were to really lend me, he'll have to wait till i reach home which is at around 1.30-1.40...didnt want him to wait so i told him never mind...yep im gonna screw up my social studies...for chinese? it shall jsut depend on my inspiration....if i have the insipiration then i'll write narrative...if not i'll do bao zhang du hou gan...which is something real stoopid...it IS easier to score but hello so many ppl will be doing it! but narrative very difficult la...my chinese vocab is like shits so i think i shall not do narrative unless my inspiration decided to threaten me...n i can't believe chemistry exam is next monday...NEXT MONDAY...e maths ok la...although it may be tough but the most i'll just aim for a pass but...CHEMISTRY...the best i did so far is 21/50...i hope i can at least pass this time...tomorrow i shall buy the guide...that small pocket book...I HATE CHEMICAL ANALYSIS but who knows i may study till my brain shuts on me n i'll still flunk the whole exam...the problem is, im not even in the mood for exam! i dun even feel the nervousness! i just study without feeling tensed...sherry too...hell heck good luck to both of us then...at the mean time i'll just browse through the sec 4 social studies textbook n please pray for me that among the options for social studies test tomorrow there'll be an option on sec 4 topic...then i can at least pass...the remark mr soon passed on me the last time was super demoralising..so im determined to do well this time...if not, i think i shall just cry my heart out...actually not la coz i dun even intend to do well for social studies this time...no motivation for social studies...i have motivations on chem n history instead this time...i dun think i'll have the time for geog...maybe i'll study 75% of the sec 3 work n tourism n population for sec 4...coz for paper two we'll also be given the freedom of choice between 8 questions...to choose 4 tt is...tough choices but im sure there will some on my side...good luck to me...may God bless me...



good luck to polar bear too for his exams...wonder how was his maths today...wait...i think it was geog...

Tuesday, 3 May 2005

today was a crappy day...i just realised how much more i have to learn for geography n chemistry...tt's seriously very very crappy coz mid year's coming...n geography n chemistry are two freakin big subjects...oh well...fine...off to studying...miss ya!



snort...stoopid polar bear...snort...good luck for ur exams...snort...

Monday, 2 May 2005

haha! honey pig's snuggling up beside polar bear...X))...mmmmm...comfyyy...



*honey piggy walks up to polar bear n snuggles beside him*



*polar bear begins to snore...Zzz...puts paw around honey piggy...Zzz*



*honey piggy covers polar bear's mouth to stop him from snoring*



*mufph* Gaps...Cannot breathe...*



*use ur nose la stoopid polar bear*



*block nose la...haha! goes back to sleep... ZzzZzz...*



*honey bear continues covering polar bears mouth n continue snuggling up beside polar bear*



....::::hours later::::....



*hey wad r u doing to my hand (the hand covering polar bear's mouth)...ey dun lick it...oi...stop nibbling me...hey u...HEY! WAD THE HELL DID U DO TO MY HAND?! WHERE IS IT?!*

*buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuurp* (polar bear)

Sunday, 1 May 2005

i've made myself a quiz! go try out x))



Take my Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com!
no ballet today! yay! haha its not that i dun like ballet or wad...its coz i woke up this morning n went...damn today got ballet...haha maybe today not in the mood for ballet...i just totally forgot today's labour day heehee...btw...im on cloud nine!!! haha u know why? the last message arthur sent me was "okay... i'm gonna start studying. msg me if anything comes up okay? <3"...<3!!!!!>

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Saturday, 30 April 2005

omg tong hua's like stuck in my head like since 3 freakin nights ago!!! aaargh..ok...today's tuition's mad as ever...wad can i do whenever there's madison around? nothing but laugh! haha...right...mr ng was like a pregnant woman though...taking so many of my suan1 mei2...haha stoopid idiot...



wonder if arthur still remembers that time when i filled my whole blog with his name...haha i shall do it again!



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Friday, 29 April 2005

hello! lol ok tt sounded retard..wads love man...X)) oh no...im starting to use "X))" like huan yuet now! yikes...ok...today had e maths test la...lucky benjamin thinks the paper is ok if not i'd really be a lousy teacher haha! anittha sat beside me today...just like a bodyguard haha! then went 7-11 with her too..didnt get the magnet coz i only bought big gulp...1.50..lol...

arthur thinks asking me out after mid years n on christmas is not considered booking me -.-!...SORRY BUT IM BOOKED BY ARTHUR...haha....chatting with him now..bye~

Thursday, 28 April 2005

omg i haven't blogged for eons...so i've decided to blog today...today...after school i went to parkway to meet huan yuet...then we went to stege n get our ear pierced...again..yep again...so i've got 3 piercings now...yep i know its pathetic but...no money to pierce two more la...haha...next time...but the uncle in stege is like...damn nice n friendly la...then huan yuet n i went to the lib...study...i did my homework she sutdy *wonder why she doesn't have homework*...then finally kiwi came...he was so shy la -.-"...then in the end he finally dared to meet hy...then three of us spent our time in the lib until 4.42..then hy's mum pick her up n me n kiwi walked to tuition...then we went to the pet shop again so tt i can buy bathing sand for tt stoopid woman ashley...then we go up for tuition...omg by then my eyes were already itching like mad...super cant stand it...during tuition i was like...woah...cannot concentrate coz of my eye...then tt stoopid kiwi didnt bring his specs so i have to copy everything for him...humph...then after tuition, jennifer tara n forgot the other girl's name thought tt kiwi is my bf *pui pui pui* but haha he's not...next week i better sit back with tara if not later they talk again -.-!...



arthur asked me out...he say he wanna meet me after exams...i said no problems...but i dunno where i wanna go...then he said he has plan...so i said...ok then! i'll meet u after exams! haha...he's also gonna ask me out on christmas to some...mass...i think...yep...so friends, im booked! too late la...this guy like damn kiasu lol haha...but cant be helped...he's a good friend of mine...so i cant turn him down! =]

Friday, 22 April 2005

oh man im having eye irritation..n its damn stinging pain...mom said it could be eye infection...aaargh...but im hoping it is la haha so as not to go to school haha! oh man...so bored...my eyes...stingingly irritating...grr..stoopid old aging sagging soggy bro...pass the virus to me...