Wednesday, 5 November 2008
What if I suddenly said I don't feel like going? What if I suddenly decided I'm just not going to continue this path? What if I drowned myself with alcohol? What if I chose to be all alone again? What if I suddenly just disappeared from the face of this Earth?I don't know what's getting into me. Job went through so much and none of his friends listened before they adviced. I'm feeling like shit and now I finally understand how Job felt. All alone in the darkness, reaching out for just a helping hand (ear) but instead receiving daggers of advice.I only have one hope. For God's light to shine again in my path. It is said His light will shine when it's time. And that's the only thing I'm longing for right now. For I am all alone in this darkness and only God knows. Only God understands. Only God listens. Only God aches.
"everlasting...your light will SHINE when all else fades"
ReplyDeletecheer up gal! God will definitely shine thru for you! He always does! :):)
xoxo. audrey
Haha Audrey! Thanks =) Oh wells. Maybe love from back home is really different.
ReplyDeleteawwww but love from God anywhere is the same! :):)
ReplyDeleteLOVELOVEEEEEE. x)
audrey.
Haha that's true for sure =D
ReplyDeleteMaybe stop focusing on yourself will help. Life is not just about YOU =)everybody goes through the emotions. Don't dwell on it
ReplyDeleteWhy, that's not very helpful. Like as if you know what's going on.
ReplyDeleteThou yes we don't know what you're going through. But remember it's how you react to your situation that makes the difference.
ReplyDeleteThe choices you make depicts your maturity.
You know your comment(s) is/are just proving my post even more right. I didn't even say what kinda shit I'm going through and neither did I say what I plan to do/react.
ReplyDeleteTo cut the story short. I now know what God's trying to tell me.