Sunday, 9 October 2005

HASH(0x8e4787c)
Your Angel is lonely. Some other Angel has said
hurtful thing to this Angel and now she has
constant pain. If you look in this Angel's eyes
you see nothing.WING TIPE= small with color
loss ELEMENT=air ANIMAL=dove COLOR=brown
NAME=Zoe

What kind of Angel is inside of your heart ( awesome pics)
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smiley condoms
The Smiley Condom!!You enjoy being a tease. You like to be chased. You
are very flirtaous and the attention you get
feeds you self-esteem. You are not sure of
yourself in many areas and even in this one you
tend not to know exactly where you stand, so by
playing hard to get you assure you are wanted.
rejection is too hard for you and you are
typically scared of failure.Best Position: The Spoon ( him behind her on thier
sides)

Condoms!! what is your kind of condom AND what does it mean?( with pics not dirty sheesh!)
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Guy- DeonGirl- Katheryne

What name suits your personality?
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ballerina
You Are A....Gothic Ballerina!-dark
-beautiful
-kind

What's Your Halloween Costume? .:with pics:.
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sad
your angel cries because of your greed. you are the
greed it so consues you. it is not always money
either, it could be things but you are very
materialistic any way. your greed has caused
you to do some horrible things to yourself and
other people. the best way to fix this is be
generous. dont be so stingy. Your poor angel
hurts so bad, she/he is lucky to be alive. they
are not called the seven deadly sins for
nothing...your element:darkness

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Wow, you're a perfect match. You're everything I
wanted in a lady. Message me, and also, If you
rate this quiz a 5. It would take you to a link
where you could see my picture. Enkoy ;).

Would I date you? (Ladies Only)
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Calm
Dominant Personality: Calm
Good Traits: You prefer to be exclusive,
limiting yourself to only a few good friends
that you've probably known for a long time. You
don't date around either; you settle down with
one guy, and you never get used to heartbreak.
Bad Traits: You're someone who doesn't want
to be bothered with everyone else's problems.
You'd rather kick back and enjoy life at a slow
pace. You tend to fall behind and procrastinate
from being too laid back.
People see you as: Shy, slow to catch on,
and a daydreamer. People think you're in your
own little world and are tenative to approach
you.
You're Most Like: Fear. You distance
yourself from the people who aren't in your
circle. The difference is that you aren't
paranoid about this.
You Need More: Understanding. There are
other people out there worth knowing. It's okay
to broaden your variety.

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HASH(0x8d00d7c)
A heavenly princess

what you should see in the mirror
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HASH(0x8b05a90)
Red Pollard- Reds loud, bossy, and short-tempered.
But once you get past his rough exterior you'll
find out what a great guy he really is. He
loves to laugh and tell stories, but he loves
to make other people laugh even more. He's a
jockey so he has not only a low paying job, but
a dangerous one. As you can imagine life is
tough for Red and all he really wants is
someone to love him. A hopeless romantic he'll
love and adore you for the rest of your days.

Which movie character is your true love?
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50% BLONDE.You're a sorta average blonde. You're not totally
ditzy, but you're not really clever either!

THE BLONDE TEST
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Sherry got some eraser for herself..
I like the pig with its ass facing at us.
Muhahahaha..
Yeah! Simplicity works for me!
It's $1.90 man...Good things doesnt come cheap.
Now that's Mr. Billy Mayah.

Krystal, please don't tell that stoopid idiot I've got pictures of him here.

Mummy bought three crabs for chilli crab tonight! They are alive!

Look! I'm eating ya tonight, dude!

Your Blog Should Be Purple
You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything.You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey.You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say.

The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are flexible and ready for anything!
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

Slow and Steady
Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.
They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.
It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.
They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

Tommy Lee Shares Your Taste in Music
See his whole playlist here (iTunes required)

I don't even know who he is lol

C-
You tend to notice the big things in life...But the details aren't exactly your forte
How Observant Are You?

Your Hidden Talent
You're super sensitive and easily able to understand situations.You tend to solve complex problems in a flash, without needing a lot of facts.Decision making is easy for you. You have killer intuition.The right path is always clear, and you're a bit of a visionary.

In a Past Life...
You Were: An Arrogant Chief.
Where You Lived: Cyprus.
How You Died: Consumption.

How You Life Your Life
You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is.You say whatever is on your mind. Other people's reactions don't phase you.You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.

Your Band Name is:
The Bionic Geishas

omg..

Your World View
You are a happy, well-balanced person who likes people and is liked by others. You question whether many conventional views on morality are valid under all circumstances.You are essentially a content person.
Sometimes, you consider yourself a little superior. You are moral by your own standards.You believe that morality is what best suits the occasion.

Your Brain's Pattern
You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy.You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts.People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused.But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.

You Are 50% Weird
Normal enough to know that you're weird...But too damn weird to do anything about it!

Your IQ Is 105
Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average
Your Verbal Intelligence is Above Average
Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional
Your General Knowledge is Average

bwahahahaha

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I thought I could forget how it feels like to dance. The feeling of freedom where my problems fade away when I dance.



I was wrong. Terribly wrong.



I chanced upon this idol series. Yes it's all about love, love, love and relationship. The only difference is, it evolves around ballerinas. I see the grace in their dancing, see the dance steps, see the studio, and lastly, see the shoes.



I miss the times where i step into the studio and danced freely when no one notices. I miss the times when my toes hurt from all the pointe works. I miss the times when everyone marveled at my flexibility. I miss those times when only ballet was important to me. I miss those times when I thought ballet was more important than my studies. I miss the feeling of having my ballet shoes on my feet. I miss so many so many..



I've realised that I can't do without dancing. Dance has become the most important factor in my life. Dance has become something that thrives me on. Dance...



farking off~ICE

Saturday, 8 October 2005

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.
How Boyish or Girlish Are You?


weirdly the same as maddi



How You Are In Love
You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.
You tend to take more than give in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You are fickle and tend to fall out of love easily. You bounce from romance to romance.
How Are You In Love?


actually...I give in a lot in a relationship..Hmm..



Your Hair Should Be Purple
Intense, thoughtful, and unconventional.You're always philosophizing and inspiring others with your insights.


same as Maddi's again!!!!!



You Should Get a JD (Juris Doctor)
You're logical, driven, and ruthless.You'd make a mighty fine lawyer.
What Advanced Degree Should You Get?


woah! lawyer leh!



Your Musical Tastes Match: Jennifer Garner
See her whole playlist here (iTunes required)
What Celebrity Matches Your Taste in Music?


I didn't concentrate while I was doing this..hehe



You Are Likely a First Born
At your darkest moments, you feel guilty.At work and school, you do best when you're researching.When you love someone, you tend to agree with them often.
In friendship, you are considerate and compromising.Your ideal careers are: business, research, counseling, promotion, and speaking.You will leave your mark on the world with discoveries, new information, and teaching people to dream.
The Birth Order Predictor


im an only child la pls



Your Career Type: Artistic
You are expressive, original, and independent.Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art.
You would make an excellent:
Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer Dancer - DJ - Graphic DesignerIllustrator - Musician - Sculptor
The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.


woah not bad not bad



You are a Believer
You believe in God and your chosen religion.Whether you're Christian, Muslim, Jewish, or Hindu..Your convictions are strong and unwavering.You think your religion is the one true way, for everyone.


erm...I'm a free thinker and I'm not prepared to join any religion just for the sick of marriage. Uh huh, no thanks.



Your Kissing Purity Score: 77% Pure
You've hardly ever been kissed
But the kisses you've given are very missed
Kissing Purity Test


wowowowowowowowowowow



What Your Sleeping Position Says
You are calm and rational.You are also giving and kind - a great friend.You are easy going and trusting.However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?


huh



You're a Romantic Kisser
For you, kissing is all about feeling the romanceYou love to kiss under the stars or by the seaThe perfect kiss involves the perfect moodIt's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet
What Kind of Kisser Are You?


hmm...



Your Blogging Type is Kind and Harmonious
You're an approachable blogger who tends to have many online friends.People new to your blogging circle know they can count on you for support.You tend to mediate fighting and drama. You set a cooperative tone.You have a great eye for design - and your blog tends to be the best looking on the block!


Ooo..



Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage
You've dated enough to know what you want.And that's marriage - with the right person.You're serious about settling down some time soon.Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to!


Aah..



Your Seduction Style: Prized Object
The seduction game you play is tried, true, and still effective: hard to get.You know that the best seducers turn the tables - and get their crush to seduce them.The one running has the power, and you're a challenge that is worth the chase.
You are a master of enticing and pulling back. Giving a little and taking some away.You are controlled enough to know rewards come after a long seduction dance.Even though you want to call, email, or say "I love you" first - you don't!
You're style is the perfect mix of hot and cold - so much so that you have many suitors.Think Holly Golightly from Breakfast at Tiffany's ... or any of those creepy guys from the Bachelor.You're skilled at inspiring a chase. The real test is picking the person to slow down for.
What Kind of Seducer Are You?


muahahahaha



farking off~ICE
School life had been quite boring without Bonkapi.
No monkie to deprive me of studying.
Even Tina's piggy seems lonely
Sigh..
Uh Oh..
Haha she/he looks like he/she's in a daze..



farking off~ice




Jon Bon Jovi also not bad looking lah. Feeling frustrated again. My head is spinning damn terribly.I knew I shouldn't wake up late anymore. Dang. Talk to my hand.



farking off~ICE
GUESS WHAT I FOUND ON GOOGLE EARTH!!!!!
My house is circled in BLACK. Can you just compare my house with my neighbours'?! Now are you still gonna say I'm rich?
There I found my school. Didn't know my school would be that big...if only...NVM.



farking off~ICE

Friday, 7 October 2005

Ain't really in the mood for blogging actually...Was supposed to blog something new to lift my mood and spirit but today had been a tiring day for me.



School wasn't that bad afterall. Dozed off during some lessons. It's quite queer to find myself feeling so dead for one whole week. I couldn't concentrate during lessons and I could just fly to dreamland in minutes after i flopped into my bed. It used to be the slouching during lessons, unable to sleep no matter how hard I tried, and the toss and turnings in bed that irritated my mum.



After school my parents and I headed down town to get my Visa done. Signed papers, applied through net and now guess what? I have to go through a thorough medical check which includes a full body X-ray. Never in my life have I had an X-ray! Ok lah got lah. But that's only the jaws man, dammit, jaws.



So many movies, so little time. Movies like Into The Blue, Corpse Bride...blah blah blah. O's are round the corner and I'm being forced to study for it. Asking me out for a date or two is out of the topic now. Half an hour of computer usage. How is that possible?! One hour is not even enough! O's is such a terror. Useless and agonizing.



The day I've feared of has come. I'm getting pretty sick of uploading pictures. So my greatest apologies for those wordy and lengthy entries I've posted recently.



What can I say? SIGH. What happened to those carefree and monotonous days where you just farm day in day out? Look at Xie Shao Guang. It's rather obvious he's retired for a month or so. Where is he now? Back in Johor caring for his little kids(young goats). What's his definition of retirement? "To live for your job/ambition/work, and not work for a living." I'm waiting for my day to come where I can use my hard-earned money to get a piece of (huge)land and start farming. Instead of rearing sheeps or goats, I can rear horses for an exchange due to my undying love for horses.



I don't know how to end off, seriously. Here's something to lighten up your day a little:



10 VERY POLITE WAYS TO SAY YOU NEED TO POO

1. Excuse me, I'm going to warm the royal throne.
2. Oh dead, I have to go sink your canoe.
3. Ooh, I want to make a wish in your fountain.
4. I need to meet the bomb squad, please.
5. I'm going to do as Romans do. Hee hee.
6. Uh oh. I need to drop the anchor, matey.
7. Don't mind me - I'm going to plant a tree.
8. Don't peek! I need to hide the Easter egg.
9. Good Lord! The Huns are breaching the gate!
10. My apologies, but I simply must unload the refugees.


[8days]



So if one day you hear me say one of these words, pardon me. =)



farking off~ICE

Thursday, 6 October 2005

Change



With his fingernails sinking into the nape of my neck, and his thighs locking my waist securely, I couldn't escape. I wouldn't dare to. The snipping of the scissors was all I could hear. Strands of hair fell to the ground. Father was very much drunk again, doing what he thought could let him get what he wanted.


"There you are, the boy I ought to have had." Father's every breath smelt of alcohol. With that, he collapsed onto the ground, with the scissors still held tight in his hands. Father had changed me into a boy.


"Come here, my child," Mother said in a weak voice. With my head still hanging low, I inched forward until I could feel my mother's breath on my hairless head. A drop of blood sploshed onto Mother's slippers.


"Oh God! You're bleeding!"Mother cried. I could only wear one ear ring from then on.


"Why is it a girl again?!" Father's cries could be well heard from the whole village. A sister, Ling, came along. Drunk, as usual, Father grabbed Ling by the neck and yanked her on the floor.


"No! Please, I beg of you! Stop! She's just a small girl!" Mother threw herself forward, her fingers clamming Father's ankle.


"A girl indeed! Move away, you useless woman! Or I will not spare you either!" With that, Father took out the same pair of scissors and started snipping off Ling's beautiful and soft hair. Ling was also changed into a boy under the hands of Father's. Only when we changed into boys with our short hair did Father's mood change slightly for the better.


Soon, the village was filled with six girls. The boys would not play with us as they thought we had a disease. The change in "hairstyle" did not bring us closer to the boys but further instead, due to the cuts and bruises.


"Just hold still. Bear with it. It's just another hair cut. Do not struggle and the cuts will be minimal" was all I could say as my third, fourth, all the way to sixth sister suffered the same torture. They, too, were changed.


One evening, Father did not come home. Mother carried on with dinner like Father was present. That very night, there was a knock on the door. A policeman came to tell us about Father's whereabouts. Mother pulled six of us out of the house, emotionlessly.


In front of us lay Father in the half-frozen lake. Needless to say, Father was dead. The tiniest of us went up to Father.


"Father's blue!" she screamed, running back into my arms.


"But we're not," I smiled at her.


With that Mother pulled me aside and whispered into my good ear, "I went to the clinic yesterday and the Doctor said I was carrying a boy finally. When Father heard of that news, he was overjoyed and got himself drunk. He was so drunk that he jumped into the water and instantly killed himself".


I stared at Father's body. How could he be spared just so easily?


My brother had not been born but he had changed the lives of Mother, my five younger sisters, and me. There was no more hair cutting routine.


There was no more Father changing us into boys.
This post is to prove Marcus wrong.



Yesterday I was ranting on/to Marcus about the waiter being transferred to Causeway Point's Pastamania and the departure for Australia slipped out of my tongue. He said this:



"i think i might miss you when ur gone"



WOAH?! I rubbed my eyes vigorously to check if Marcus Teo said those words and no my eyes weren't tricking me. So I said I thought I would be a nuisance to him with all the nonsensical jokes and disputes.



"its all in a days worth of fun and laughter"



"are you tearing already ?"



Yes, you asshole, yes.



"yea but im still gonna miss you"



"and you better not put this in your blog"



HAHAHA



farking off~ICE
I'm obsessed. TERRIBLY OBSESSED! I LOVE RICHIE SAMBORA!!!!!




I mean just check him out! He's just...my type! WOOHOO! NICE! ARGH!


If you think you have his attitude or looks, you can always contact me at splittingicearena@hotmail.com

Here are the terms and conditions:

1. You have to be an Australian(not Bon Jovi related but heck)

2. You have to be single.

3. You have to accept my race.

4. You must love me XD.

Muahahaha


farking off~ICE

Am I supposed to be scared just because you checked on me and found out i lied to you? Am I? I'm not. Disappointed? I don't give a shit.



What happened to the trust you're supposed to have in me? What happened to all those fark shit counsellings that was supposed to make you trust me deeply from the bottom of your stinking heart?



You should know I am one who will turn more rebellious the more you check on me or try to control me. So why are you still giving me all these shit?



I am in the wrong for lying to you but are you trying to say your actions are far from despicable?



I know I once promised you not to visit the cinemas till O's end but that was BEFORE I got the letter of acceptance from Canning College. Now O's means nothing to me.



You can say I will need it when I'm coming back to Singapore. But did I say I'm coming back? The more you want me back, the more persistant I will be in getting my PR in Australia.



I know you want me to study for my O's just because you payed for the damned exam. But let me tell you this, I'm not in for this kinda game. It's not my fault you guys signed me up for O's blindly. You should have thought twice. Apparently you didn't. I only study when I see the need to. But with this type of pressure on me, I'll turn out worse.



You mean after sixteen years of nurturing you do not even know how I succeed?



I know you love me and all that shit. No doubt, you gave me the family love I lacked two years back. But you failed to be a good mother, an understanding mother, a mother with trust.



Let me repeat this: I live a life of MY OWN, not for others.



farking off~ICE

Wednesday, 5 October 2005

"HEY! How come you haven't been around in Pastamania for so many weeks?!"



"HEY! Oh I'm gonna be transferred soon.."



"WAD?! TO WHERE?!"



"Causeway point.."



"CAUSEWAY POINT?!?!?!?!?! WHY?!?!?!?!?!"



"Weeell...this kinda things do happen.."



"But that's so darn far! I wouldn't be able to see you ever again?!"



"Tell me about that. We can still keep in contact what. Handphones are made for a purporse!"



*hands over name card*



"Thanks =)"



"So where are you heading off to?"



"I've been eyeing on Bon Jovi's latest album but I'm short of 90cents.."



"I'll throw in the 90cents!"



"NO! HOW CAN THAT BE?! I'LL FEEL BAD!"



"Naw c'mon."



"Haha"



*buys album*



"My friend's wife's birthday's round the corner...wonder what to get her.."



"It all balls down to what type of a person she is and how old is she."



"She's about...27 or 28. Ah! I can get her a t-shirt from OP!"



"Haha ok OP's just down two levels."



"Yep. Hey do you wanna get a drink or something? We can catch up on each other."



"Sigh I've got tuition, dude. Another time okays?"



"Oh oh..okays then. So I guess you've gotta get going?"



"Yep. I'll cya around yeah?"



"Sure! Oh yeah by the way what's your name?"



"De Xin. Argh just call me Rynetta =)"



*shakes hand*



"Okies then you better get going. I'll chat with you on msn. =)"



Both parties: "Bye!"



I'm so gonna miss him. Ricky Charles. You made my meal times in Pastamania so different. Now that you're leaving...I dunno what to do anymore. Sigh.



farking off~ICE