Received both my parents' and God's blessings.

Ok where did I stop from the last post? Oh um...Yep, we met Nicholas at the bus stop and his arrival was really loud due to his japanese thongs. Nicholas led us to the lecture theatre and we waited outside. As usual, we missed EduCell. While we were waiting, we bumped into Yuki, Vivienne and Viki. How cool eh? We stood outside chatting and greeting people we knew in excitement.

When we could finally go in, we shooked Jasper's hands at the door and took the pamphlet from him because he was ushering that day. We sat down at the third last row(the last row was for the AV crew) and looked at other people's arriving, anticipating for more people we know because I already bumped into alot I know. For example, Makalipani. We saw Rafai, Gerwin and a lot more Canning College students.

The service started with worship like always. For once, I sang out loud like nobody's business. Drama was nice. Unique setting + lighting. Michelle got slapped literally. I felt the pain man. But then again, it's drama. BUT it still hurts! Argh nevermind. Sharing was interesting, and so was the speech by the pastor.

During the speech by the pastor, he asked those who's accepting Christ for the first time to raise their hands(or something like that) and I did. So during worship, me, along with all the others who rose their hands, were asked to go to the front and the leaders prayed for us. While making the decision, I couldn't hold my tears and so I started crying. There wasn't any reason to it...it was just...I don't know! The tears just came all so suddenly. Then worship continued as per normal.

OH guess what? Sean's in Curtin's Zion's choir team! I was like...HUH?! Something very VERY unexpected la can?! The choir team did a great job, though, aha.

After service, dinner was served outside the lecture theatre. There was curry, vegetable, fried wanton, blah blah blah. Overall: GOOD.

After dinner was TEA FUSION! Edwin took Annsley, Eline, Ye Teng and I there. I ordered my usual taro smoothie with oreo and sago again. Boon Whye saw and he told me that banana berry smoothie with avoe cado cubes is nice too. The whole gang, Eline, Ye Teng, Edwin, Annsley, May and Yuki played Dai Di. Of course, they took turns. Then Jason came. He won two games consecutively lah! Ok Jason IS pro. Then Dorcus came and taught them to play 6 people asshole DaiDi. They played like mad sia! Can scream some more!

Halfway through Edwin saw I had nothing to do(because I don't know how to play Dai Di) so he asked if I want to go to Time Zone. I said OK! and we went. I didn't go back emptyhanded! I caught a brown winnie the pooh! Oh man if only my internet would allow me to post pictures. Sigh. So yep, when I got back, they were still playing 6 people asshole Dai Di.

Nicholas joined in. They went on and on and on and on until 10++pm. What time did we reach Tea Fusion? I think around 8.30...yep. Power man. Transport home? Edwin sent us home (= Us would be Annsley, May, Vivienne and I. Great day man.

SUNDAY. Woke up with blocked nose with a terribly sore throat. I already had blocked nose during Church service but I didn't think it would get worse because I thought it was just sinus. Turned out differently. =\.

At 1pm, Felix, Annsley and I reached Kawara's KFC. We were supposed to meet Michelle at 1pm for a religious talk. Because of this talk, Aunty and Uncle talked to me twice about how I should think of my parents before I accept Christ and how I shouldn't be so...how to say...shouldn't just accept Christ because of influences. And because of that, I emailed my parents on saturday night.

Ok back to Michelle. Michelle was 15 minutes late so we met her at 1.15pm but only Michelle and May came out of Michelle's car. So Annsley went "eh? Where's Yuki?" And Michelle went "Oh shit I forgot to pick her up!" and asked us to wait for her inside KFC while she go and pick Yuki up. Lol Smart la ahaha.

So May, Annsley, Felix and I stayed in KFC stoning. Firstly because May and I were sick. Secondly because we were too....stoned out. Yep. When Michelle finally came back with Yuki, we started. We did something like bible study with three pieces of paper to fill answers in. It was intellectual, of course. Answered a lot of questions that has been bugging me since...God knows when. Not much restrictions. My parents are stonch Buddhists remember? So I still have to pray to my ancestors and eat what's used to pray to them. It's allowed because it's just paying respect to my ancestors and not worship. Phe-ew.

After Michelle talked to us, Michelle sent May and Yuki home while Felix, Annsley and I went to the CITY! Wait no we picked Vee Jun up halfway first. I was actually quite lethargic because of my sickness already but ya I still wanted to go to the city.

At the city, we went to Tea Fusion first and I bought the banana berry smoothie with avocado cubes. WOAH DAMN NICE SIA. It hit me like...BAM! Now I know why Boon Whye introduced that to me. Just that the next time I'll be having it with sago instead of avocado cubes. It was also the first thing I had for the day because I was so sick that I couldn't eat anything. I just felt nauseous.

When Annsley got her bubble tea, we walked to the city centre and started to look for my phone. We walked round and round and round and almost went to every single phone shop and every single phone shop didn't have my phone and I was about to give up when I remembered this alley had a phone shop so we went there.

YES THEY HAD THE PHONE I WANT! SAMSUNG E770! ARGH! IT WAS FOR $549 INSTEAD OF $600!!!!! Then Felix helped me bargain until $539. AND YEP I GOT IT. WOOHOO!!!!! Felix was playing with it like a small kid. After buying the phone, I went to withdraw money because I had no more money in my wallet. My card nearly got retained I tell you. My heart stopped beating for like a few seconds. Thank God it wasn't retained. Thank you God!!!

Then we walked around a bit more until I couldn't make it and we went home. My head was really close to bursting. When I reached home, I immediately jumped into my bed. I felt hot and cold at the same time. Hot because I felt feverish. Cold because of the fever. See how ironic fevers can be. For dinner, I only had three scoops of porridge. I just felt too nauseous to eat any further. Then I ate two panadols and went to sleep again at around 7.30. Woke up at 9 and realised I couldn't sleep any further.

When I checked my email, I GOT MY PARENTS' BLESSINGS! THEY EMAILED ME SAYING THEY'RE OK WITH ME ACCEPTING AND BELIEVING IN CHRIST JUST THAT I HAVE TO PRAY AND EAT WHAT THEY PRAY LIKE USUAL BACK IN SINGAPORE!!! ARGH!!!!! THANK YOU GOD! THANK YOU!!!!!

Ok I shall stop again. Yep, tired. I'm STILL sick. Just that not as sick as before, which is why I blogged a bit more. I think. Ok bye.

signing off~RYNETTA

Sick beyond belief

Ok you canNOT blame me for not blogging because I've been busy + sick. So many thing have been happening! From potbless, to Easter church service to buying of new phone. Phew! And I'm still overwhelmed by the fact that my parents are actually ok with me accepting and believing in Christ when they are such stonch Buddhists.

Lets start from where we left the last time, as usual. Friday. Met Nicholas and Petrus at the Curtin University bus stop. Surprisingly, Da Yong and Derek were there too. We took bus 72/75(can't remember la) to the city. I helped Nicholas carry his backpack because he had lots thing to carry. His guitar, effects set and his backpack full of things.

We met Shelina and Jay at the Esplanade bus port and we started walking around to find shops that are OPEN. However, because it's Good Friday, EVERYTHING in the city centre was closed. So we tried our luck in northbridge. Nicholas went to find for Moon Cafe but luck wasn't on our side; Moon Cafe was closed as well. So we walked round and round and round NorthBridge and finally decided to pop into Saigon for lunch. Dominic came. I had my fried beef hor fun. Mmmmmmmmm. Haven't tasted fried hor fun for EONS man. Some had rice, some had noodle soup. Saigon's food is/are damn nice.

After lunch was TEA FUSION. I ordered my usual taro smoothie with oreo and sago. HEAVENLY. Mmmmm. Then they played cards. I only started playing when they played Black Jack. After a while, Derek, Da Yong, Jay, Dominic and Shelina went off for movies. Then Nicholas, Petrus, Annsley and I stayed a while longer before we headed off for Time Zone.

Nicholas played the racing car one as usual. I did my usual stuff too; catch Winnie the Poohs. Nicholas and I caught a total of six. Out of six, four were repeats; red ones. So I got one red one, Annsley got one red one and there were two left. Then at around 4 something, we left Time Zone to take the bus to Michelle's house for cell.

Cell was 5.30 instead because we were gonna have potbless so we pushed worship to an earlier time. We did our usual worship(singing) and the 40 Days of Community just that the songs for worship were different because Nicholas was leading instead.

Oh but before worship, Sumy and Nicholas had prepared games for us. We were divided into two teams. Each team has to send one representative and Sumy will show the representative a movie title and the representative will have to act out the movie title. I had tough movie titles! The first one I got was Independence Day and then I got Aviator. =_= HOW TO ACT OUT LAR!!!!! Sobs. Jason, Edwin and Annsley(who were all in my team) had easier titles like Titanic, Chicken Little and so on. SOBS. Ok I shall stop being so emo.

Dinner was nice. Potbless. Jason did fried rice, Averil did teryaki chicken, May did sushi, Wei Xian did salad, Edwin did curry, Sumy did meat balls, Michelle did green tea ice cream and Annsley and I did chocolate coated biscuits/cereal. Never had any better meals other than the ones my mum make everyday in Singapore. Everyone was snatching for the chocolate cookies Annsley and I made. Only one lucky soul got an extra container of the chocolate cookies. I shan't disclose that person's name. =P Oh ya I gave one of the red winnie the poohs to Stephen. The last red winnie the pooh was for Felix ^^. Edwin sent May, Petrus, Annsley and I home at the end of the day. Yep, we managed to reach home safely. Hehe.

By the way, Petrus' lap and shoulders are nice to lie on. I did that during cell. Hehe. Ok wrong, BEFORE cell, in Michelle's house.

Saturday! EASTER SERVICE! Annsley and I met a whole group of people at the Curtin University bus stop at 2.30. Met Edwin(canning college one, not UWA church one), Liong, Ye Teng, Eline, Coby and May. We took bus 75 down to Esplanade bus port and took bus 102 to UWA. Met Nicholas at the bus stop we got off. I immediately knew it was him because his thongs were so darn noisy lol.

Ok I shall continue tomorrow because I'm tired already. Don't forget: I'm S-I-C-K. Ok bye.

signing off~RYNETTA

holidays make me feel fat

Ok I'm really really sorry for the lack of posts again but yeah I was depressed again lol. Now I'm exceptionally high. Ok maybe just now.

Let's start from Monday. Nothing much, skipped economics. Had applicable maths and calculus term 1 exam. Called my parents at night to ask if I should drop economics. Tuesday morning, dropped economics. NO ECONOMICS TEST! WOOHOO! Scored 37/50 for applicable maths exam and 39/50 for calculus exam. Had english exam; summary.

Yesteday, skipped both accountings and english. So I went to school only to play badminton. Bad thing was, I had a headache. Instead of a splitting headache, and instead of feeling like my head was about to explode, my head felt piercing pain. I played badminton periodically. Each time I play, I only play about half an hour. Usually I can play for up to 2 hours non-stop. Even coke couldn't help. The panadol I took only make me feel less pain but not painless.

Went to Curtin's bankwest with Nic at lunch time to get money. Saw Felix. Went down to the same bankwest again after school to get some documents signed because they somehow lost some of my documents. *shrug* This time I went with Annsley and we got lotsa ear rings and we saw Felix again. Stayed in the gym afterwards until 6.

Today, Felix has fever and headache. Sigh. While Felix was in school for his first tutorial, Annsley and I sat at the dining table copying recipes of what we could bring to potbless tomorrow. Then at only 10.30, Felix is back. He refused to go for his 12pm tutorial because his whole body was aching. I could understand how it feels because I felt the same yesterday. Then I got paper cut on my right middle finger. ='( Pain!

At 3.30, Annsley and I left for Westfield carousel. We got lotsa pyjamas at Kmart. I spent $126.60 la! Then I got myself a smoothie. I saw a Samsung E770 and I was very desperate for it I immediately withdrew the cash for it but found out that ALL the mobile phone shops didn't have the phone. Either they haven't ordered for the phone OR the phone's out of stock. ARGH! WHY?! Then I bought my optus prepaid top-up card. Then dinner was sushi with another cup of smoothie. Bumped into Hendrick and he got Annsley and I each an easter bunny chocolate! So sweet la x)

Kk I'm off to prepare food for potbless tomorrow with Annsley. Cya!!

signing off~RYNETTA

blessed

Ok the first thing I did this morning was to switch my laptop on and check if the internet was working and YES it was. I got so desperate, I skipped my emails and came HERE to blog. FINALLY! I'll blog from what happened in the city on friday on because I really cannot remember what happened in school.

After school, Annsley, Shelina, Derek, Dominic, May and I walked to May's house so that May could get her things or put down some thing. Then we walked to Da Yong and Derek's house. We went to see Derek's and Da Yong's rooms. Derek got the master bedroom. Big lar can. Nic was in their house. Then Da Yong, Dominic, Nic, Annsley, Shelina, May and I walked to the Curtin bus stop. Derek didn't come along because he didn't want to go to the city. So anti-social. Haha nah just kiddin'. Then Nic went off to meet Peggy somewhere at the Curtin bus stop(yes it's humongously huge) and the rest of us took bus 72/75(cannot remember la) to the city.

The first thing in the city we did was to drink bubble tea at tea fusion. I had taro smoothie with oreo and pearls. It didn't taste as good as taro smoothie without oreo. Don't know la. May went off to do grocery shopping. Then we played cards. At first they played DaiDee so I sat on the sofa and read magazines. Then DaYong, Annlsey and I played bluff. DaYong lost one round and he got ALL the cards so there was no point in playing anymore. Ok la not all but most of them. Enough to let him know whether or not we are bluffing. We were sitting upstairs, by the way so the whole of second floor felt like it was ours. Then at around 5, we walked towards timezone.

I topped-up 50 bucks as usual and started playing the winnie the pooh machine. In total I caught 5. Gave all away because I have all of those designs already. Annsley has two, Shelina has two(reduced to one..you'll know why later), and May has one. Then Shelina and Annsley played DDR. Then Shelina and I played the car racing one. I lost my touch in all! Argh! Then at around 6.15, DaYong, Shelina, Annsley, May, Dominic and I made our way to the Esplanade bus port.

WE WENT BESERK! We ran all the way to the Esplanade bus port sia! Like run walk run walk run walk. But when we ran, we ran really fast AND walked really fast. But when we neared the esplanade bus port, I stopped running because I buay ta han liao. That's exactly what happens to my stamina after smoking for just 3 months. Argh. We reached our stand all sweaty. Like eew. Yes, eew. And guess who we saw at the bus stand? Stephen! I was dead happy. Missed him so much. He who's been someone like a brother to me.

On the way to Michelle's house in the bus, Da Yong kept bullying me. Then Stephen purporsely acted like nothing happened la! Idiots!!! Then when we got off the bus, we made our way to Michelle's house. There was one place where Da Yong went to walk on risen bricks and he lost his balance and fell and got himself a bruise. Smart la, Da Yong. Lol. After a very long walk, we finally reached Michelle's house.

We did a round of introduction, played the skittles game and started worship. For the introduction, we had to say our names, our favourite band/artiste and how many siblings we have. So mine goes as such: "I'm Rynetta, my favourite band is A1 and Blue. Yes, both bands have split. I'm an only child." If you have siblings in your family, you have to say whether you're the eldest or youngest or whatsoever. I shan't explain the skittles game because it's really complicated lol I just know I got to eat a few skittles ^^.

During worship, it felt..special. I felt God's presence. I felt blessed. 40 day community was as intellectual as ever. We prayed for each other and then, it was DINNER! There was avocado drink as usual, plain rice, potato salad, chicken and mud cake. Nice nice nice! Jason, sitting next to me, bullied me easily. ARGH.

Then Sumy went high. She was desperate to know who her angel was because she hasn't got any presents. She checked her bag and found nothing and went "ANGEL! THIS IS MY BAG AR!" Then she went into Michelle's room because she wanted to wait for her angel to do something. We, obviously, don't know who Sumy's angel was so Nic wanted to put left over paper plates into her bag. Then Michelle said "Wait! Must write something!" Then when Michelle was writing, Sumy jumped out of the room like a monkey to see if her angel was doing anything. It was so so funny that everyone was laughing like...like mad! Then seeing nothing in her bag, she went back into the room "disappointed". Then everything went back to normal. The normal chatting and gossiping. Within seconds, Sumy jumped out of the room again. This time she looked like..I don't know lol but it was really really funny. Everyone couldn't stop laughing already. Jason laughed until his stomache ached then Shelina said Jason looked like he was giving birth then everyone laughed harder. I laughed untl my stomache got cramps sia. Then Annsley laughed until she cry, got stomache cramps, backache and she leaned back and knocked her head on a table and got headache. WA LAO EH funny sia!!!!!

At 10, Crystal came by to pick Annsley, May, Stephen and I up. But Da Yong stayed near May so Da Yong came along instead of Stephen. Oh Stephen took one of the winnie the poohs because he wanted one really badly lol so Shelina got one less =P. On the way home, Annsley was still high. She was laughing at nothing sia! Scary can. Lol. We managed to reach home peacefully. Thank God.

Yesterday was church service day! K that's not supposed to be the start. At 12, Felix said he want to buy KFC for lunch. So Annsley and I followed him because we needed to do grocery shopping. So after Felix finished pumping oil at the petrol kiosk, we went to Coles and did grocery shopping. We went to every row and we were shopping really slowly. This is what happens after not shopping for weeks: $173.70. Smart hey? Yep, smart. Of all things, I forgot to buy easter cards. SUPER smart me.

We got home and had KFC for lunch. Petrus came halfway and was fed by us too. Haha see our hospitality! Then after lunch, I watched Haunted Mansion. It wasn't even scary, to be honest. I don't see why Singapore rated the movie back then. At around 3.30, Faith and Boon Whye picked Annlsey and I up for church service.

We missed EduCell because we were late. So we only went for church service. Sang, as usual. Then sharings. Then a speaker did the lecture. He wasn't a pastor, though. The lecture was on relationships. What destroys and builds them. After the lecture, some cried. The speaker cried too. And I did feel abit teary. It's hard to explain why. I don't know. It just came. Then songs again. After church service, Faith arranged transports for dinner!

At first Dinner was at some vietnam restaurant that's always packed. With 30++ of us, there obviously ain't enough tables for us. So Crystal changed the venue to Lido. No, not the cinema in Singapore but another vietnam restaurant. You could imagine the amount of noise we produced lol. I made new friends. Jeremy and Gavin. And Dorcus(something like that) and Mary-Ann and so on.

I had beef hor fun. The portion was HUGE man. Gavin and Faith had the same as me just that both of them shared one bowl. Gavin, the big vegetable love, dumped one whole plate of bean sprouts into their bowl when they were supposed to have only half a plate. So they ended up with more bean sprouts than noodles in their bowls. Faith doesn't like bean sprouts so she was like struggling throughout the whole dinner. And for me, I couldn't finish. So I gave the left overs to Jason lol you should've seen his face. He went "waaa this is how loving me cell member is". SARCASTICLY of course lol.

After dinner, Gavin sent Faith, Annsley and I home. I had fun. Real fun. I thought about those childish boys in my school, and realised what life really is. Not DOTA, not zion the lan game shop in singapore but what I'm going through now. I feel really really blessed.

signing off~RYNETTA

Sorry!!!

K I'm really really sorry for not blogging for so long because I was in a really really depressed mood. No one made me angry. It's just like...you know sometimes where you do reflections and you get upset over some issues? Yep, that's exactly what happened to me. AND quitting smoking is NOT easy. At all.

So. Monday...Skipped English because Shu Ling went to visit a doctor and I didn't want to attend class alone. So I played badminton. I got 34/48 for last week's calculus test. Borderline A.

Tuesday played badminton 4vs4. You should've seen it. My team was Nic and I infront, Jay and Shelina behind back up. My group was neat because Jay and Shelina knew when we couldn't receive the balls so we made a good team. Opposite was Derek, Ah Fizz, and the other two guys. All of them wanted to take the ball but they always end up missing and the whole team was messy. It was darn funny. And because Jay and Shelina knew when to hit, they were like "fighting" when they didn't need to play. Farny hell.

Wednesday I broke down. I couldn't stand the depression. I had been putting a happy front on Monday and Tuesday and I got really really tired on Wednesday so I broke down. Halfway through accountings, I left the class and went to find Shelina in the gym. David reliefed my class so he wasn't teaching so it was kinda ok. But ya when Shelina came to me, we hugged and I started crying. Then when I played badminton at lunch, that black guy was smacking me with every opportunity he had. It was farking irritating. I wanted to play badminton to lift my mood a little and ended up being more angry.

Today. Skipped Econs again today hehe. Played badminton with..uh..Annsley, Fizz, Petrus and...I don't know la! But at 5, there was only Nic, Petrus, Annsley and I in the gym. We guessed that everyone else in the college most probably went home to study. The other half of the gang went out to buy food lol and didn't come back. Nic found my weak points and said he can pair up with me best now that he knows when to hit. Learnt quite a few badminton lessons too lol. Left the gym at around 6.15.

Yepyep. That's about it. I'm in a better mood now but not good enough for me to rant rubbish. Cya.

signing off~RYNETTA

Christianity

Church service was fun! At around 3.30 Gary picked Annsley, Dominic and I up at my place. We first had EduCell. Crystal was the "teacher" or something. It was about righteousness. Shelina was late haha. Then we had church service. I finally understood why Annsley doesn't want to sit in the front row. The band was deafening. It was fun, though. Nic and his friends were high. Haha. The songs were nice. I think the songs were by Planet Shakers. *shrugs* The lecture was intellectual too. Teeheehee.

Dinner was at Taka. I had...um...some chicken with omelette thing. It was nice la with all the wasabi and stuff but I was seriously not hungry. I finished only about one third. Dominic and Shelina helped me with the rest =P. Max was like complaining about why his food was late and stuff lol. Pepsi max! After dinner, Gary sent Nic, Dominic, Annsley and I home. Enjoyed bullying Gary. Heh =P

Watched like...three movies today. First was Brothers Grimm(only the second half), then was On The Line with N Sync members in there and lastly Passion of the Christ. Damn depressing. Then Uncle drove us to Bentley centre to withdraw money. Now back at home. Stoning out. Better study tonight. I don't know why but it's just the urge to study. Applaud please. Thank you.

signing off~RYNETTA

hehehe

I bet my life has never been so happening in Singapore before. I doubt any of my ex-classmate's life would be as happening. Remember I went to the city last friday, saturday, sunday and this wednesday? I went again yesterday! HEHEHE

Kk let's start of with thursday first. Once I reached school, Nic and I met up to exchange shoes lol. It felt really really weird because his shoes were really really lose even after I wore a super thick pair of socks. I was already late for my calculus lesson but I couldn't run with the shoes so...I had to walk fast.

Calculus test was quite ok. Didn't know about one or two questions. I think I lost a total of..8 marks? Yep. I've got to start downloading past year's term 1 exam(test actually) papers. Practice time!

After calculus, I went to the gym as usual. I couldn't play badminton because I was still wearing Nic's humongous shoes. I tried playing a while but I couldn't run for balls that were close to the net. When Nic finally came, I exchanged back my shoes...obliviously to his emotions. I finally could play properly but after a while, I saw Nic really really sad. I went up to comfort him. So did Shelina and Annsley. I went to the toilet and got a whole bunch of tissues for him and went "this is enough for you to cry a river! Go ahead! Cry!" Everyone laughed. But him. T_T So Shelina told me to play badminton the ballerina way. I was waiting and waiting and waiting and I finally got a soft ball and did the ballerina way. Everyone, including me, laughed. But him. T_T Then someone let Nic play because that someone had to go or something. He started smashing. WOAH damn scary arh!!!!! I skipped econs because I wanted to try my best to cheer Nic up. So did Shelina. We were like so happy when we finally saw his face crack into a little small grin.

After lunch, I went for applicable maths. Same thing; matrices. It was so easy I just spent the whole lessong pressing the calculator for answers. It WAS what we were supposed to do but we were also supposed to write down workings and answers on a separate piece of paper but I just wrote it on the question sheet. Too lazy la haha.

English lesson. STRESS! REPORT! I went around pulling Sean's shirt going stress stress stress stress, about to go crazy. I was pretty noisy I guess =P Sorry ar. Whene we finally started writing the report, my pen never stopped. I kept going on n on n on n on. Wrote 738 words. Just nice between the limit of 500-800 words. I spent one n a half hour out of the one hour 45 minutes we were given. Heng sia.

After English, BADMINTON! Played with Lani, Hendrick and Eline. Lani was super good. She hold FOUR degrees in University of Sydney ok! Dun pray pray ar! She's really smart sia. She got 98.6 for her TER. *kneels down n worship* But then again, without love, whatever you accomplish means nothing. ^^. Eline and Lani trained me and Annsley. We kept trying to smack. Annsley did about 3-4 time. I did their way one time and my way about 3 times. The smack I can do(back hand), alot of people can't do. But the smack I can't do, ALOT OF PEOPLE CAN DO. SIAN AR.

At 6, we...went home ^^

FRIDAY.Went to school early to play badminton. Only saw Sean. I ate first then went to buy coke. Then when I went back to gym, I saw the aboriginal guy. Uh his name is uh..erm..ah...errrr...ARGH I GIVE UP LA SORRY LA. He was revising for his human biology so I sat down quietly drinking my coke. When he was done, we PLAYED! Then Nic came. Play. Then Eline came. Play. Shelina wasn't in a very good mood. Sigh. I comforted her all the way back to her class. See I so good hor? Hehe. Ok I'm going high. Sorry lol. Then at 10.50, I went for accountings class.

It was about depreciation assets again. I understood abit more this time. Gotta practice later. Didn't do much. Didn't talk much. The malaysian guys behind were gossiping about Nic. Like what the fark they didn't even know the whole situation and they were jumping into their own conclusions. They said all Singaporeans should be damn clever which is utter bullshit. Bah heck shouldn't stoop myself like the way they do.

Lunch! Continued playing badminton. Lotsa people came by. William, Karen, Jimmy, Rio, and some guys from my econs class. RYAN SMACKED ME RIGHT IN MY THIGH SIGH. Fizz was damn happy some more. I-di-ot.

English...I got 13.5/20 for my presentation. I scored damn high for the presentation section but just because my palm cards had too much info then...ARGH. Was supposed to do some questions on convicts but I was too tired. Hehe.

SCHOOL DISMISS! WHO WANNA GO CITY?! ME ME ME ME ME!!!!! In the end only Dominic, Shelina, Annsley and I went. Jay wanted to go with ShuLing. Petrus had to be home early. DaYong and Derek got test from 5-7. William had er his own reasons hehe. At the city, we drank Tea Fusion. I had a large cup of taro smoothie then a regular cup of durian smoothie. Very nice ok. Then went to timezone. Caught three more winnie the poohs! Weeeee! Then we left for Esplanade bus port.

Dominic, Annlsey and I took bus 102 to UWA to meet Michelle. Shelina went off with her friends. We met Michelle at the caltex station and went to her house. We started with a round of introduction. Both Dominic and I are unidentified because we don't know our blood type lol. Then we did a game of who has the coin. Then worship. Then prayers. Then the 40 day community thing. It was enriching. Learnt lotsa stuff. Life, is about love. (=

Dinner was nice. Jason's rice was nice, Avril's tang yuan was nice, Michelle's avocado drink was nice. Didn't manage to try the ice creams =P I also had lotsa fun whacking Stephen and vice versa. There was once I slapped his back and he told me it was painful for a girl like me lol. And I seriously thought it was just a light slap. Hehe sorry la. Then at around 10.30, Crystal sent WeiSian, Dominic, Annsley and I home.

Gonna go for church service today. Shelina too! And May! And Dominic! Yay!!!!!

signing off~RYNETTA

Winnie the Pooh!

I went to school super early again today. When I reached the gym(they call the sports hall gym here), NO ONE was there. I had to call Sean to rush him lol. Then I got pretty hungry so I started to eat my lunch. At 8.30. A bit...too early..you reckon? Yep. Then one security guard came in with a pie and milk. We started chatting while eating. Then Sean came. He asked "Where's your Nicholas?" I was like..."WHAT?! HE'S NOT MINE FOR CHRIST'S SAKE!" Then he said if he saw Nicholas he would also ask "where's your Rynetta?" Dots la can..

May came along and I started playing badminton with her. Then came Ah Fizz. Then KC. Then Gerard. Then Petrus. I tell you I play until legs jelly sia! One bottle of coke wasn't enough to make me energetic. Ah Fizz smacked and the shuttle cock hit my chin! PAIN YOU KNOW! He asked me to be nicer to him then he won't smack me anymore. BUT HE'S STILL SO FREAKIN' MEAN TO ME!!!!! Oh wells it was fun seeing him guilty though xD

I left at around 9.35 to go for interview. Canning College's like my guardian so the student advisors are supposed to like interview me once in a while. Bob asked questions like my name, my nationality, my D.O.B, my homestay, my food, my transport, my marks, my friends and how I'm coping with life. It only lasted for like 5 minutes or so. Then I went back for badminton.

I played until around 10.50 then went for accountings. I went into the class all jelly jelly haha. I understood the first part how you calculate the cost of depreciable goods. But once John started to post ledger and stuff, I cannot digest again. Die liao la.

Lunch time I went back to the gym again. Nic was like trying on my shoes. HIS SHOES ARE SUPER BIG. Ok la still can wear but it's still big lol. Then he said tomorrow he'll wear pink shorts, pink shirt and pink socks and he wants me to exchange shoes with him tomorrow so that he'll be pink from head to toe. Crazy la can! But oh wells I'll give it a try too. Wanna see what it's like wearing his shoes around for a whole day.

English lesson was ok. Nothing much. After school, Nic, Dominic and I went to city AGAIN. TIMEZONE. Within the first 5 minutes, I caught 3 winnie the poohs...of the same design. Sian la can! Then Nic came and play the machine and he cleared the table twice. Got 8 winnie the poohs and one piglet. He gave me two poohs because he used some of my credit also. I didn't take the piglet because I took his eeyore the last time xD I still feel guilty about it ok.

At around 5.50, I left TimeZone because I had to catch the 6.10 bus. I took the long route =_=. I seriously don't know why because my feet just led the way. It was supposed to be a...20-30 minutes walk but I reached the bus stop at 6.08. Phew. The bus came at 6.30. Thanks lar. I reached home like around 7. Dark already. Dinner was nice, though, considering the fact that I ate my lunch super early lol.

I've done my report notes. Annsley and Felix ain't studying today. Oh I gave Annsley and Felix one pooh each...uh the one that I caught 3 of the same design one. Haha. Everyone say awwwww!!!

Super bored now. Tired also. Going to sleep soon. Tomorrow's a long day man. Report plus Calculus test. Ok I'm prepared for death. G'bye.

signing off~RYNETTA(Now I've got 7 Winnie the Poohs, 1 Eeyore and 1 Pluto from TimeZone)

Hurdling

I was listening to a song by Rooster and one of their phrases was about hurdles. I thought to myself: In life, God sets hurdles for everyone. Everyone has a part to play in the hurdling competition. It's not the speed that matters but how you overcome the hurdles. The hurdles gets higher and higer as life goes on. You've got to know how to bounce back to your feet if you fall. And friends? They are the spectators cheering you on when you hurdle. Just like how you cheer your friends on when they hurdle. The hurdles set by God makes you learn and grow up.

Today was funny shit. I didn't play much during the first break but I skipped econs after class so I got almost three hours to play. I played with Hendrick! The indonesian guy! He wasn't on form today, though, and I didnt have any coke yet. But we still managed to play pretty well. After he left, I quickly went to get a bottle of coke zero. It got me energetic finally. I bought another bottle after about 2 hours. Two bottles of coke! It made me super high during calculus. I finished 26 questions in half an hour. Ning thought I was mad lol. Too hyper la. Went to toilet when I was done with m 26 questions and I bumped into May. Fate la wahaha.

After lesson, BADMINTON! We started off ok. Stephen came along and it was better. Then Stephen's friend handed him a table tennis racquet and he started playing with the table tennis racquet in his right hand and badminton racquet in his left. He's right handed so he kept using the table tennis racquet. Jay and Dominic thought it was cool so they did the same. I kept laughing until I could no longer play la!

I went over to the table tennis side and y'know how they're playing table tennis? By going round n round n round the table! Like you hit the ball once then keep moving right and the next person hits the ball. Then I told Nic to go over and see how they're playing badminton because Nic was resting but he didn't listen. Until he wanted to play table tennis again then he saw and joined in. =_=

I had a great deal of fun, though. Bet I burnt off enough energy laughing. I laughed till I have stomache cramps la!

Fun!!!

SMACK!

This few days have been really HAPPENING man! Remember I went to the city last friday AND saturday? I went again on SUNDAY!

I was supposed to catch the 11.56am bus so I started waiting at the bus stop outside my house at 11.50am. The bus didnt come all the way until 12.45. I was DAMN pek cek because I was directly under the sun(there wasn't any cloud in sight). I enjoyed the sunbathing process actually although my right arm is less tanned because the shadow of my head covered it a little. When I finally reached the city library, it was 1.45. Then I tried to study but I had no mood to study because all my stress last week were gone. So I lazed around until about 2.45 Shelina was like buay ta han liao! Go TimeZone!

I topped up another 50 bucks at TimeZone so I got the registration form for goldcard. I topped up 50 bucks but i had 100 credit. Cool shit eh? So I played and played and played. I improved in the car racing thing although I lost some touch on saturday. I got two winnie the poohs and one small pluto. All for only 80 bucks. It's worth it because each winnie the pooh costs about 50 bucks and they're not on market, one pluto about...20? Ya and the racing game was fun.

We met Shelina's friend. One's Jasper...I don't know the girl's name. But according to Shelina, that girl's exactly like Miki. Plays with boys' feelings. Which is why Jasper ain't together with her. Smart move, Jasper. (= So the girl went off and Jasper, Shelina and I went to EasyWay because I wanted my Taro Milk Drink. Woah that drink gives me the adrenaline rush man. I got so super hyper. Then we walked to TeaFusion and Shelina got a cup of Durian Red Brean smoothie with grape jelly. Jasper keeps calling it pang sai xD. Jasper smokes too. It was quite tempting but argh I'm determined. Shelina purporsely put Jasper's pack of ciggs infront of me. I took our my Pluto and made her jealous.

At around 4.30, three of us made our way to the Esplanade busport. On the way, Jasper smoked another stick. It was funny hell because Jasper held it the wrong way(the filter outside). He nearly lit it then I was like waaaaaaaaaait!!!!! YOU'RE HOLDING IT THE WRONG WAY!!!!!!!!!! He immediately spit his saliva la. Lol funny shit. Then...when I got home, I gave Annsley one winnie the pooh because I got that one already. I like seeing her happy (=

TODAY. I thought I skipped econs but in the end Stuart wasn't in school today so it isnt equal to skipping econs. Ah crap. Didn't actually have much fun playing badminton because I kinda injured my leg and my two ankles felt really weak. But after school at 3.45, badminton was fun. My legs still hurt but the indonesian guy I was playing against was really tricky so I was running up and down. Then when Jay came in to take over his partner, he asked Jay to go over because he wants to play with me. Woah I tell you he's under my best partner list already. I don't know why but today Nic and I didn't partner very well. *shrug* But ya that Indonesian guy was like really good as my partner because both of us could catch almost every single ball. I caught one smack also! And smacked about...twice? Yep yep.

Had two tests today. Applicable maths EPW test was quite ok although I delibrately left question two blank. It was only about 4 marks I guess. I so couldn't understand the whole question. Min left question two blank too. ShuLing also. Aha this is funny. Accountings wasn't as bad a disaster as I thought it would be because my brain managed to twist and turn to make what I write make sense. Just that I left the theory section blank again. Hehe. As usual.

Woah piang. Friday, saturday, sunday and monday. Best weekend I've had in Australia. Woohoo!

signing off~RYNETTA

wee!

The last time I tried to blog, I spent an hour blogging and blogger told me there's an error. ARGH. So I better save what I type today.

22nd March, Wednesday:
Went to school super super early to do assignment. Reached school at....8.20? I caught the 8.01 bus(I normally catch the 8.21 bus) but the bus was caught in the traffic so it reached my school only at 8.20. Had to keep Shelina waiting..sorry arh.

I did my research for about an hour or so? Yep..Started at around 8.30. Then I saw Nic and Sean at around 9.20 in the library. Left for badminton at 9.30. Sean crazy sia..He was singing to his mp3 player while playing, and he sang off. Lol. Then Nic played music on his O2 phone. BOTH WENT CRAZY SIA! But it was fun afterall. At 10.50, went for lesson. 12.35, BADMINTON AR! Lesson at 1.15. 3pm, BADMINTON AGAIN AR!. All the way till 6.

Halfway through it was really scary because the whole court was full of pro players. Even the guy beside me. So halfway I buay ta han let Dominic play. The stress very big ok! Then continued playing with the usual gang; Nic, Petrus, Shelina, Dayong blah blah blah.

Not bad a day huh. Reliefed quite alot of stress.

23rd March, Thursday:
Skipped last class, english, to play badminton with ShuLing. =P It was really fun!

24th March, Friday:
Went to school super early to do research again. I didn't exactly plan to play badminton early in the morning because Nic told me the night before that the gym won't be open early in the morning because Ben told him so. Ben is the um recreational centre teacher or something. Argh dunno la. Then I took all my reference books, took out my paper and everything and wrote ooooooooone sentense...phone call. Nic. THE GYM IS OPEN. WTH SIA. I was like ok la ok la go home go online and do research la no time already la.

When I got into the badminton court, two heaters were on. It was freakin cold. Max 23 degrees. Although wednesday was 20 degrees, today was worse. Lower minimum temperature ma. Then we, as in Sean, Nic and I, played. A black Australian came in halfway and joined us. Fun shit man. Then halfway Nic and Sean took a break. Left me and that Australian. I made in run up and down the court. xD Sorry, dude, I swear it's first reaction. Didn't mean to make you run up and down the court. OH I did a few smacks too. Yeepee! Those weren't say as fast as the boy's but HEY it's still a smack so shut up. ^^

Went for lesson at 10.50. Presentation was...good, according to ShuLing and WenFeng. They kept saying I did well. I begged to differ. Jane's visual aid's like two huge cardboards with informations on both sides each. Mine was just a picture of Jack Davis. But that's the only inferior part la. Other than that, I didn't stumble and my speech lasted just nice 4 minutes plus. Our limit was 3-5 minutes. I was just nice in the middle. Phew!

I was so stressed before my presentation because I've never did a presentation for so long and it's so different from dancing on stage. ON STAGE. Where I cannot see the audiences because it's supposedly pitch black in the theatre for a performance. But, oh wells, I got over it.

Lunch time, badminton again. I played game with three guys. I didn't exactly enjoy it because my partner was one of the act cool guys that always miss or hit out. It was really irritating because when it was supposed to be my ball, he took it. He kept running into my space. The best partners I've had so far are Jay, Nic and Shelina. They all know I can't take far balls so they always stand behind in preparation. So obviously I lost the game and then I went for lesson because there was no point in waiting since the next group also played game.

Accountings. I finally understood the lesson. I missed John so much! I seem to understand only John and no other teacher. I missed John's handwriting too. The other teacher's writings were like...scribbles. So small and hard to decipher. I didn't understand the last bit, though. I was so so so tired mentally and physically that I just couldn't take in anything.

After lesson, I met the guys outside library and walked to the Curtin Uni bus stop. We took bus 99 to a train station and then to Perth train station. We first went to TimeZone. I grabbed to Winnie the Poohs! Both blue. Then I played Daytona with Shelina. Sucked. So, it's Battle Gear. I didn't win either but the power steering was so much better. Need to gain more experience in driving x). Might learn driving in the april holidays since it's so long. I WANNA PASS I TELL YA.

When we were about to leave TimeZone, I exchanged one blue Winnie the Pooh for a pink one with Nic. No point having two same ones right. The colour is the colour of the t-shirt by the way ^^.

Rock Climbing. I really REALLY wanted to climb because I've been looking forward to it since wednesday but I couldn't because I had blisters on my big toe. Try playing two hours of badminton every without shoes and you'll know where the blisters come from. We watched halfway and got bored because Nic wasn't climbing. Shelina and I only wanted to see Nic climb upside-down. Hehe.

So halfway Shelina and I left for City centre. I got easyway bubble tea on the way. Taro Milk Drink. Nice man. Shelina got her durian smoothie from Tea Fusion. We reached Myer's and I got my facial products and we walked back. Got Nic's Durian Oreo smoothie and went back to the rock climbing place. Nic hasnt climbed =_=. But guess who we saw! Steven, Derek, Dayong and their friends. Steven didn't climb. No time he said. Dayong and Derek climbed. Then halfway Nic started climbing. He can climb the vertical ones real fast. Then came the horizontal(upside-down) one. He had lotsa problems. Let go a few time(but still hanging because the string was hooked onto the rock as he climbed). After letting go a few time, he finally reached the top. Shelina and I had stiff neck watching him climb lol. But it was worth it because...I don't know. It was something fresh to me aha.

Then Nic's friend..er..I forgot his name..he drove us to another friend's house. He drove a mitsubishi lancer. He driving was smooth. Shelina and I had lotsa fun in the car haha. We reached the house and went in. The people were preparing the food so we were sitting around watching the tv waiting. Shelina and I got bored so we went out and sat at the garden area of the house.

It was dark and cold outside but we sang songs to keep ourselves warm. Steven and Dominic came out to join us. We started off comparing hand sizes. Then Steven was cold and I took off my jacket and lend him because I was quite warm already. My jacket was too small for him xD who ask him to be so tall. Then we started stretching for no reason. Tried to split but my jeans were to inflexible.

After a while, the food was ready so we went in. It was steamboat and it was..nice. Nic's friend kept serving us all haha. I enjoyed the beef and fish maw but overall it was really really good la. The movie they played was good too. I think it's called Prime or something. *shrug* After dinner we lazed around the house again. At around...10? 9.45-10. Yep. We were sent home. Michelle sent Dominic, Shelina, Annsley and I home.

Michelle's driving is superb man. She can u-turn in one hand. Throughout the whole journey she used only one hand la. She drove a toy car. But for a toy car, her car was huge and smooth. EXCEPTIONALLY smooth.

Best day I've ever had. I guess. In Australia that is. ^^

Today:
Woke up at around 10.50. Had vegetarian beehoon for lunch because May came over. I left home with Felix at around 12.30 because we're going to the city. Felix picked Asher up halfway and off we go! Felix drove a huge round around the city just to get cigarettes.

We finally reached harbour town after he got his cigarettes. Asher was walking round and round and round harbour town because he needed to get a jacket. I smoked one cigg. Couldn't help it. Too much stress for the past week. I'm STILL determined to quit ok.

When Asher finally got his jacket, which was about an hour later, we left harbour town for NORTHBRIDGE! Went to TimeZone first because Felix wants to see how I manage to grab Winnie the Pooh. I topped up 50 bucks in my card first. I've finally gotten one VIP powercard. It's not the gold one la but it's still plastic. But anyways, after a few tries, I finally got one winnie the pooh. This time, it's eating corn. Immediately I thought of where to keep it. I already had 6 soft toys and 3 were of Winnie the Pooh series. Felix wanted a pluto but it was really really difficult so we eventually left.

We met two of Felix's friend by the way. So 5 of us went to easyway for bubble tea and I had taro milk drink again. It was really really nice. Hehe. We then went to Pot Black to play pool. No, not me, of course. Felix and his friends. Me and another girl and her boyfriend just sat down watching.

After about one or two hours of pool, they all left. All but Asher, Felix and I. Asher and Felix then went to play snooker. For about...half an hour? I don't know. I didn't keep track of the time at all. When they were done, we left.

We passed by TimeZone again so we went in. I played a round of Daytona with Felix and I of course lost lol. But it was fun. Asher was helping me, telling me which lane to stick to. I PREFER BATTLE GEAR LA. Then tried to get some more winnie the poohs but didnt manage to. Asher managed to help Felix get a Pluto but it got stuck halfway so I had to help them get it out. Then we headed home. Asher kept threatening to throw Felix's Pluto out of the car window lol you should've seen it. It was terribly funny. Felix sent Asher home and then we reached home.

Watched Chicken Little with Felix on the comp. The alien and the fish so cute! And I managed to dance one dance step from the movie Felix wanted to dance. I got it in a matter of seconds man! Waha loooooser ^^. Felix played Dota immediately after the movie =_=.

Oh wells. I had a nice day today. Someone's spouting rubbish. *shrug* Gotta start studying tomorrow for Applicable Maths. I'm glad I'm quite adept in it. Phee-ew.

signing off~RYNETTA

time for YOU to do some reflections, BITCH

ni shuo i'm putting up a facade. ni shuo ni zai ye bu guan le. BAI TUO. qing ni kan hao hao qing kuang. wo cai gang gang jie yen, dang ran hui qing xu bu wen ding. dang ran, wo chou yen shi wo zi ji de cuo. ke shi wo zhuo le yi ge dui de jue ding: jie yen. ni ye zhi dao jie yen de ren qing xu hui HEN bu wen ding. ni jing tian de tai du you na me cha. ni xiang xiang kan, wo deng le er shi fen zhong cai wen ni wo ke yi bu ke yi da yu mao qiu. ni shuo ni cai gang gang kai shi da. ni zai shuo shen me pi hua?! wo den le er shi fen zhong, xiu xi shi jian jiu zhi sheng xia er shi fen zhong. ni gang dao? ni zai pian shui? wo wen le hen duo ci ni dou bu li wo. shelina zhi hao tuo wo dao yi pang gen wo da ji xia. ke shi zai na xiao xiao de kong jian ni jiao wo zhen me wan? ran hou may yi shuo ta yao da yu mao qiu ni jiu rang ta da. ni shi fou wang le wo de chun zai?! ni zhe zhong xing wei zhen me jiao wo bu shen qi?! qing ni kan kan ni zi ji de tai du. wei le deng ni, wo men de ba shi yi jing zhou diao. ni shuo na ge ba shi zhao ke shi ni li jia hen chi a! wen ti shi wo men shi yao den ba shi er bu shi zhun zhun dao ba shi zhan! yin wei ni wo dei gen ni yi qi zhou qu xue xiao. ni shuo zhi shi er shi fen zhong de lu cheng ke shi qing ni shuan hao yi dian. shi SI SHI FEN ZHONG hao bu hao. ni de xing ge you na me gu zhi. ni qiao ke ran hou tou shu shuo ni ting bu dong lao shi zai jiang shen me ran hou guai lao shi jiao bu hao. bai tuo la ni zi ji qiao ke gan ma ba ze ren tui gei wu gu de ren?! ni shuo wo gai bu gai shen qi?!

signing off~RYNETTA

FARK THAT BITCH

Some people have just got to start thinking for others and NOT only for themselves. Ta zhen tian zhi gu zhe zi ji er wang le bie ren de xin qing. WO KUAI QI BAO TOU LAAAA!!!!! Ni ke yi shuo wo zhi wei le da yu mao qiu zhe jian xiao shi er shen qi hen you zhi dan she jin tian ta zhen de shi TAI guo fen la!!!!! Ta yi zhi bu rang wo da ran hou bie ren xiang da de shi hou ta jiu rang bie ren da. Jin tian ke bu shi di yi ci le! Jin tian yi jing shi di ji bai ji qian ji wan ci LA!!!!! Zai zhe yang xia qu wo jiu hui zi ji qu pao bu zi ji qu jian fei rang ta kan qi lai xiang yi zhi da fei mu ZHU! ARGH.

I'm SO FARKING PISSED.

signing off~RYNETTA

sporty sporty sporty!

I've decided to quit smoking. Reasons:

1) Have experienced the highness of smoking.
2) Don't find it exceptionally good.
3) No more sponsors.
4) Don't want to get fully addicted and regret for life.
5) Want to start becoming more atheletic.

This morning I woke up super early just to go to school to play badminton with Nicholas. Ended up doing nothing in the canteen because the gym was closed. And it'll be closed for the whole day. So Sean, Nicholas and I stayed in the canteen crapping. I had coke which soon made me guilty.

Sean and Nicholas was talking about christianity, about how they became christians. I just found out that both Nicholas and I are severely allergic to incense smoke. I have symptoms like headache, eye infection, blocked nose and nauseous. Not very good aye? Reason why I don't want to convert totally into a christian is because I still prefer to be a free thinker. I do actually believe in one God and I don't intend to disclose anytime soon.

Nicholas then talked about rock-climbing. From normal to speed climbing. Annsley and I were supposed to go rock climbing with Nicholas today but because May's parents invited us to dinner, we have to ps Nic. Sorry lah.

Then he talked to me about long-distance swimming. The last time I did it was when I was primary 5 after finishing my Gold award for swimming. I swam about 60 laps. Remember coming out of the pool all jelly like. Nic asked me to start training again. I don't mind actually. Time for me to gain all the stamina back.

THEN I said I want to ice skate. Nic said he'll organise. Then he asked about rollerblading. ON! Although I havent rollerbladed for...5 years? ^^ Train la. Time to throw away my girly girly no life image and started exercising and gain stamina. Weeeeee!

Ok the coke zero is acting on me now. Feeling high already. Although I'm quite in agony...>_<>

signing off~RYNETTA

Emotions

I was showering and was thinking to myself: I've been blogging about what's happening and it should be time I blog my inner thoughts and feelings. People say you don't blog about your daily life because nobody cares. They go like "who cares?!" when there ARE still people who care about what you do everything. Especially when you're miles away. On a different island.

I've been in Australia for more than two months, close to three. Everyday I learn new things. Like: taking the bus, how to get around the school campus, how to open up and make friends, responsibility, true heart breaks and even badminton.

For the first four weeks of bridging course, I sure did make a lot of friends. I came to Australia with a phobia. A phobia of people backstabbing me like how those Singaporean BOYS do. Things turned out differently. The people here HAD the sense of humour. Even the nasty ones. I was alone, like an alien species thrown into an alien island to my species. Only difference was that I was...ALONE. Despite that, I got accepted from the very first second. They taught me every basic needs of survival in Australia. Which concession card to buy, which bus to take, how long does the ticket expire, what phone line to subcribe, why I should not buy a phone here, where has cheap sales, everything. The barrier I set for myself was somehow useless.

When school officially started, I had twinny. It felt perfect. Like I needed nothing more. It was my turn to teach her everything. From how to take the bus and which phone line to subscribe to. Everything's a cycle. We got a perfect homestay with a family that accepted us immediately. A homestay mother who treated us dearly like true daughters, waking up early in the morning just to prepare food for us to bring to school for lunch, worrying for our basic needs, driving us to grocery stores. A homestay father who knew how to protect us when we needed to withdraw money, feeding me kiwi, expressing his care and concern by asking how we are and how our day was. A homestay brother who's responsible and knows how to bring a smile to our face everyday. What more could we ask for?

The people back in Singapore. They've been asking about me, praying for me. Relatives writing cards, friends tagging on my tagboard or talking to me on msn. I owe you all a great debt of gratitude. Here I am with a great responsibility; to study well and enjoy at the same time.

Talking about "enjoy". Recently took up badminton again as you guys can see. Wasn't too keen at the start until Yuki told me to join badminton club with her. Twinny, Shelina and I then started going to the badminton courth regularly. Now, we go everyday. Through badminton, me made a great deal of friends. Nicholas, Steven, Petrus, Eline, Zi Wei(Jay), Ah Fizz, and so on. Badminton has also made me feel more alive, like I've escaped from the claws of homestay rules. Lucky enough, we were allowed to play for as long as we can in school. As I've said, what more could we ask for when we have such understanding and loving homestay family?

Of all the friends I've made, I've grown very close to a few. Yuki, Shelina, May, Shu Ling, Helena, Nicholas, Jay, Sean...I wouldn't have survived without these guys. I can never survive as a loner. No friends to talk to, no friends to go to class with and worse, no badminton kaki. The barrier is still not gone, though. Everytime I try to step over the barrier, I trip, and fall. The barrier is always there as a reminder, not to go overboard. Play as you wish, but don't get too rowdy.

Australia has, indeed, made me learn independence. Maybe not totally but hey, give an only child a chance to learn her independence alright? I love the life I'm living now. Feels more like life compared to Singapore. No more immature boys around pulling you down, interrupting your route to the so-called "life".

Enough digressing for now. Finally all the emotions are out. Phew!

signing off~RYNETTA

ah jay = ah gay

LET'S BLOG!!!!! Yes, I'm in a much better mood all together. Monday was pretty crap la. Broke down in school because all the emotions was gathering up inside of me and I had no one to let go on. I was sitting outside my english class and so ShuLing saw and she started hugging me and Helena said we looked like lesbians. =_= Thanks ar! When I went into class that idiot asked if I was ok. I said yes. I mean, I could only say yes right? Although he's the major problem...but I can't possibly say yes to everyone but no to him only right? That way he'll know I'm pissed with him. Heck if he comes to my blog.

Today was fun shit I tell ya. Didnt get to play badminton until around 5.30. Yes. I waited from 10.30 to 10.50, 12.35 to 1.15 and 3 to 5.30. COOL FARK YEAH?! But the waiting progress was fun from 3 to 5.30. Annsley, Shelina and Nicholas went to play bball so only left Zi Wei, Dominic and I while the other boys played badminton. Boys we werent friends with. Then Dominic said he want to go buy water so Zi Wei and I tagged along. Then I saw food. Grew hungry. Then Zi Wei was like "Which one you want?" Then I said I want the beef one but he said not nice. Then nothing to choose liao lo. So fish burger. HE TREAT WOR! Not bad hey?

Went back to the court, the boys were still playing. So Dominic went home and Zi Wei and I sat together to eat. THE FISH BURGER IS FREAKIN GROSS. I kept saying I wanna throw it away but he kept telling me to finish. So finish lo. In between he add chilli for me some more. Then he went "NOW GOT TASTE RIGHT?????" Right..... Then we started chatting. We were really insinuating man. I kept punching his arm hahaha. He kept patting my head. If not that, he poked my cheek. =_= Ju Tao!

Then at 5.30 when I finally got the chance to play, I played with Eline. She's from Indonesia and she's freakin pro. Oh ya I improved. Just need a bit more strength. I WANNA LEARN HOW TO SMACK!

Sian...

signing off~RYNETTA

~lalala~

Whooooo it's been 5 days since I blogged hey? I ain't gonna add in the details of wednesday-friday because it was really crap. Shall just summarise.

Lessons were ok. Did well for Calculus(21/25), Economics(7.5/10) AND accountings(18/30). What? Don't look at me like that! Considering the fact that I went into class unprepared for the accountings test, just pass would've also been a good grade! Didn't do too well for English, though. 5.5/10. Expected actually because I didn't manage to digest the text fully so I couldn't make the notes as best as I could've.

Played badminton too. The first day I played, I came home with muscle cramps. That's how much I've deproved after FOUR years. At least I could still stretch and reach the really front ones and hit the left ones. I improved by being able to catch the ones that flies to the right of me. Woohoo! Shelina lost 2kg after playing four days of badminton. =_= Dai Bin!

Yesterday Annsley and I went to the city. We were rushing like mad 'cos we were gonna miss the 1.19 bus. We reached the bus stop at 1.16 but we still missed it. And I showered for less than 5 minutes. THANKS AR BUS DRIVER. In the end we were late for 15 minutes by the time we reach the city because we planned to meet her at 2(it was planned at 12.30 to meet her at that time). Shelina was at City Beach so on the way there, Annsley and I managed to buy a double scoop ice-cream. I had Choc Nougat Haven and Mint n Chips. Superb I tell ya.

At City Beach I bought a pair of shorts(A$39.95), a top(A$19) and a Paul Frank Flip Flop Keyring(A$8.95). We then went to a basement foodcourt and I ate the pasta combination again. I ate that at around...2.45? And that was my dinner. Lol. Shelina treated Annsley and I to drinks. Annsley had the gassy lemonade while I had my second all time favourite strawberry smoothie(my fav's mixed berry smoothie). Shelina's so sweet x).

Then was PriceLine. I got two cards. One was for Easter one was a miscellaneous thank you card. Shelina brought us to the Korean shop where the rings were nice. We saw this really nice ring that had roman numerics on it. Shelina took it 'cos it could only fit on her T_T. WHY ARE MY FINGERS SO FAT?!?!?!?!?! After that Shelina had to go so we went on our seperate ways. T_T.

Annsley and I reached home at around 6 so I watched "Look Who's Talking" alone in my room. Damn cute la. I might watch again later. Teeheehee. I've got The Beach to watch too. I've got three DVDs now. The Beach, Titanic, Romeo and Juliet and Look Who's Talking. Fark I love my choice.

BY THE WAY SHELINA SAID I LOOKED LIKE IM ONLY 48KG AND MY PANTS WAS A SIZE 8 AND I FEEL TALLER AND I DID LOSE WEIGHT SO I FARKING HOPE I'M AT LEAST 50 KG!!!!!

signing off~RYNETTA

farked up

Ok I came home with a farked up mood but Twinny cheered me up. Love her more than anyone...other than my parents.

Twinny gave me a phrase from a book from school which goes: "Whoreson of one-legged poxy slut, a stinking rascal who needs to push about women because his own uncircumcised manhood might be taken for the shrivelled parts of a female monkey". That shall apply to him. Now let's hear Twinny moderate it into a female version: "A whorebitch of a one-legged poxy slut, a rotting bitch who needs to influence men because her own shemale genitals might be exposed because she's getting to horny to fuck every single guy she sees". That's for the whore who influenced him.

Last year, around the beginning of August, my 10 year old cousin, Theophilus, from London, told me this joke: "There are 6 donkeys and one fire engine. All want to get onto the fire engine so one sat in the driver seat, three sat in the passanger seats and two sat ontop going 'ee-orh-ee-orh'." Cute right?

Eeyore!!!!!

signing off~RYNETTA

Felix Doing Homework

Ok so I'm accompanying Felix 'cos he has to do his University Accountings homework. It's fun in a way that I can just laze on his bed and use my lappy while he sits on his chair at his table and stress out on his work. It's fun in another way that you can enjoy seeing him getting stressed out and play pool online. It's also fun in a way that he's finding for friends online to help him when I'm flooding with people talking to me online. See all the ironies? He wants me to accompany him to school tomorrow to hand up his work to then all the way back again to do his work again. No thanks ahaha I can only continue accompanying him doing his work tomorrow because I don't wanna wake up early at 9 just to accomany him to school to hand in his work.

K I just crapped a whole paragraph. I feel like having yoghurt but I'm too lazy to get my ass out of his room. Eeyore's stuck with me. I like it when Felix mumbles and grumbles and screams because he can't figure out his work. He's not an accounting person either. Just like me. Wahaha. I'm not gonna buy Brownes diet yoghurt anymore. In a way it's healthy and all but it tastes really sour. Ski's diet yoghurt tastes creamier.

My mouth's itching. Felix's mumbling all the familiar stuffs I've learnt so far like...interest payable, inventory, expense and all but I know how to do none. Smart aye? Crap I wanna eat Pods! Twinny's in her room reading. And I feel like farting. Ok that's too freakin random. And irrelevant. Felix wants an atom phone. I want an n70. And i just realised I don't need GPRS. So I'll most probably wait till I go back to Singapore in July to activate the GPRS for no reason. Because you need to pay to activate the GPRS here but you dun in Singapore.

No school tomorrow. Western Australia's labour day. I've got no homework except for my EPW(Extended Pieces of Work). It's supposed to mean: the teacher gives you a bunch of notes and exercises on stuffs you've never touched on and you're supposed to study it on your own and after a dateline, there will be a test. And CRAP I don't understand the notes. Limitations. HATED limitations to the core. And what the fark is special piecewise defined functions?! HATE functions man what the fark. Even Felix can't help 'cos he didn't take calculus in his high school. I NEED A TEACHER. But it defeats the purporse of having a EPW if I go to a teacher in the learning centre, something I hate to do 'cos I can only study when I'm ALONE.

What more can I digress. Oh, I wrote a card each to Daddy and Mummy. Daddy's card had a BMW sportscar on the cover and Mummy's card was pink with flower in pots on the cover. I have to figure out how to write chinese all over again when I'm gonna write the birthday card for my grandmother.

Felix gave me this magazine to read. It's FHM Sex Survey 2005. Boys will always be boys hey? It's seriously fun to see Felix so stressed on his work. K he just went "what" when I'm looking at him while typing. He turns his pen, flips his textbook, takes deep breaths, scratches his hair...damn cute. I WANNA EAT SOMETHING but am too lazy to move my ass as usual. His handwriting is...ugly. He thinks mine's nice when it's not. Twinny thinks mine's nice too. Two mad asses.

Enough digressing? I think so. Ok back to Eeyore. Bye.

signing off~RYNETTA

SHOPPING!!!

Ok. Sunday. LONG WEEKEND! WOOO! Alright alright cut the crap.

Friday. It was around 33 degrees. School ended at 3 and once I got home, I collapsed on my bed and was immediately sound asleep. At around 7 I woke up all stuffy and felt shitty. Walked out of my room and realised it was dinner. Aunty Lily went "haha the only way to wake you up is to switch the air conditioner off". =_= Aaauuuntyyy Liiilyyy!!!!! Dinner was...superb. As usual.

Saturday. Yesterday. Left home at...11.20, with Annsley and Felix. Felix went to pick Asher up. And by the time we reached Rising Sun, Shelina was already there. We went in for our lunch. DIM SUM!!!!! ^^ We paid 11 bucks each and sat down and started taking food off the trolleys that were pushed pass us. We kept taking two plates each. We ate for like...half an hour and I was like "can I please pay for the lighter? Just give me one stick la!" Felix gave up and we both went to his car to light up our ciggs. Smoked one stick...Felix too. Then went back. EAT!!!!! We ate for like...two hours? Very long man.

Around 1.30-2pm, we made our way to Westfield Carousel. Hugest shopping centre in Australia. I mean Perth. Just happened to be only a few miles away from my house. Cool shit huh. (So was Rising Sun actually) Felix and I both smoked a stick each again on the way there. The wind kept blowing into the car so Annsley and Shelina kept suffering. Heh..sorry lar. I already held the stick out of the window leh...LIKE THAT I SMOKED LESS LO!!!!! Argh.

When we reached Westfield Carousel, Annsley, Shelina and I immediately raced into Waves again. I tried two Volcom singlets then saw this really nice shorts. Not enough money T_T. So I told Shelina to help me hold and I zoomed off to the ATM machine and withdrew 300. One hundred for this week's allowance, another two hundred for the next two weeks. When I say this week, I meant from 27th feb to 5th mar. Yep, I didn't spend any money this week yet. So I got the volcom tops and bilabong pants for a total of 140 bucks.

Then we walked and walked and walked to a lot of different shops and I saw the singlets in Cotton On was farkin nice. Simple yet farkin nice. Spent another 30 bucks on two singlets. Then we went to the foodcourt and I got myself a large mixed berry milkshake/smoothie for 6.50. Annsley got the strawberry one. Then we went to the Red Dot Store. I got cards. Then...WoolWorths! I didn't buy anything. Only Asher and May bought stuff 'cos they're living on their own. Poor chaps.

On the way back, Asher and Felix kept asking May questions on vegetarian stuff. DAMN MEAN LAR. Attacking her like nobody's business. May came over to our house. Had dinner and got send home by Felix, Annsley and I at around...7/7.30.

OHOH I also got myself an Eeyore soft toy! For only 20 bucks! Quite big! Almost the size of Garfield but fatter!

But I got it from a baby's wear shop =_=

signing off~RYNETTA

I keep thinking today's friday when it's clearly thursday. Yesterday. Finally understood accountings. Had ELACS(english) in the Library's computer lab again. He didn't come. GOOD. Today. Calculus was...boring as usual. Had assessment(test) for Econs. Hoping for fullmarks. SERIOUS. Applicable Maths. Same stuff; statistics(mean, median, mode, standard deviation). English was...powerpoint presentation. Quite ok la.

He didn't look at me much during Econs. GOOD. He looked at me alot during English. FUCK. He even read the words on my pencil box loud. FARK. ARGH.

I miss Daddy. I miss snatching his food, whacking his ass. I miss the way he literally pulls me out of bed. I actually even miss the way we quarrelled and stuff. When Mummy signed in on MSN last night, he took the opportunity to learn. Then he came and talked to me. I didn't know until Mummy went "did you know Daddy was typing just now?" Crap I miss Daddy. I miss Daddy more than I miss anyone in the world. Fark. Daddy I love you.

I WANT MY DADDY!!!!! >_<

signing off~RYNETTA

you raised me up...

As usual. School. English. He wasn't there. Half of me was happy, the other wasn't. Angel was happy. Devil wasn't. If you're clever enough, you'll know why. English was...really boring till we got to use the computers. Applicable Maths. Statistics. Usual stuff plus a few new stuffs. Economics. He was there. Angel went "DAMN!", devil went "heeheeheehee". Understood the first half, didn't understand the last half. Calculus. REALLY boring. Inequalities. Come on la how tough can that get. Old hag.

Finished my accountings homework. One burden gone. And I mean ONE, out of so many more. Had a stick after school 'cos I bumped into Sean. He was smoking already so I asked for one. Smoked all the way to the bus stop. Saw Ryan. And...Sharolyn/Sharolin/Cherylin. She's really funny. And cute. And herself. Ryan was funny, calling her mental. Stupid Ryan. =D

I HATE ACCOUNTINGS. Ok bye.

signing off~RYNETTA

ARGH

Blogging in school again! Let's not talk about him. Pretty upset. ALTHOUGH people claimed that he turned around to look at me sometimes. HECK still upset. He was intimate with this other Japanese girl. Bah I don't know. And I don't want to know. Fatin said he doesn't have a girlfriend. Only he himself knows. And God.

Got back my Applicable Maths test result. 27/33. Phew. Borderline A. English...bah. Calculus...boring but still ok. Heaps of homework. Economics...okok. Understood the lesson. English again, didn't get to finish the book Meralte. Accounting. Didn't do homework, gonna flunk the test. Heaps of extra homework too. GOD SAVE ME. Maybe I should really drop Accountings and take Physics. BUT I'm not a science person. I'm a business person. Shall just try my best since I've already got my three best subjects; Applicable Maths, Calculus and Economics. I still remember how my friend in Singapore complain to me the difficulty of Economics. GOD accounting's worse. I better start revising tonight.

Waiting for twinny again. Went to Gosnell Market yesterday and Twinny and I got fake tattoos. I got one on my left hand...and one above my butt. I love both. Hopefully it doesn't fade away too soon. It'll fade away in a week's time. Everyone thought it was a real one. Wait lar the real one's coming in July. Visited Jo Shen's house yesterday too. Meow-meow changed. ALOT. The face is no longer so round. Still tiny but no longer as tiny. More active. More daring. Andrea made banana milkshake. NICE. Loved it. Watched Hitch when I was back home. OH I also had two cups of 600ml bubble tea. The first one was strawberry milk tea and second was raspberry milk tea. Winter Love's still the best.

Bored. Sorry about the last post. I was too TOO overwhelmed by emotions that I locked myself up in the room and hid under the blankets and cried. I missed him too much. Whatever he did to Daddy may be unforgiving to Daddy but he's still my favourite uncle nonetheless. I dread school Today. Flunking accountings test, didn't do accountings homework, occupying myself with work to distract myself from what he's doing, or DID.

Ok I'm going off now. Got another 17 minutes to spare.

signing off~RYNETTA

Where Are You

Where were you when I needed you so badly? Where are you now that I want you the most? Where's the stuff toy you promised to buy me? Where're the shoes you promised to bring? When will you show me how to bowl? Why must you leave all of a sudden?

You brought me out to so many places when I was young. You brought me out for lunch at Leisure Park. I walked pass a closed gift shop and was jumping at the huge soft toy at the window. You smiled and carry me and said "The shop is closed! I'll get it for you another time ok?" You brought me to the bowling alley and I jumped up and down begging for you to show me a game or two of bowling. You said "I didn't bring my bowling shoes! I'll show you the next time when I bring them ok?" You promised so many promises. And all of a sudden you're gone.

Just when I was about to forget you totally, the policemen came one morning, telling Daddy you've passed on. The whole day in school I couldn't study. I couldn't listen to anyone. I couldn't stop crying. I couldn't get you out of my mind. I couldn't get your promises out of my mind. I was only 14. I had to deal with that impact. It just blew me off my feet. I couldn't handle the impact. There you lay in the coffin. Half the size you used to be. No longer carrying the smile you once carried. No longer looking fit. No longer looking fit enough to carry me in your arms. You looked so frail. White hair and all. Tears went out of control. I just didn't know what to do all of a sudden. Lost for words, lost for everything. Everywhere was darkness. Nothing to guide me on anymore.

Hated bowling alleys, loved huge soft toys. Loved huge soft toys because I thought it was a gift from you from up above. Hated bowling alleys because you're not there to teach me. Hated Leisure Park because it reminded me of the way you carried me in your arms. Leisure Park's gone now. Torn down. Memories of us are gone. Here I am now in Australia, missing you. Reminiscing on the days we enjoyed. The temple your ashes lay in. I miss you so much. So fucking much. Where are you?

Nobody understands. Nobody.

Na na, na na na, na na
I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh

Na na la la la na na

I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't

Oooooh
I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh

I had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened, you passed by

Now your gone, now your gone
There you go, there you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now your gone, now your gone
There you go, there you go,
Somewhere your not coming back

The day you slipped away
Was the day i found it won't be the same noo..
The day you slipped away
Was the day that i found it won't be the same oooh...

Nah nah, nah nah nah, nah nah
I miss you

signing off~RYNETTA

car washing!

TODAY WAS FUN! Ok no, not about him for the first paragraph. Today around noon Felix asked me to wash his car for him. I said NO I'd wash his car WITH him not FOR him. He said ok lah better than nothing. But we lazed around till about 12.40 then we reluctantly went out to start washing. I didn't know how to use their spray so Felix had to spray instead. As expected, he started spraying water at me. The fun part was the soaping. We were ok at the start until he flicked soap at me. Then we started chasing each other round and round the car flicking soap at each other. Then I snatched the spray and started spraying water at him. He managed to snatch the spray out of my hand and we were like spraying each other. When he switched off the tap, I took off the head and pour the left over water in the hose at Felix. Woohoo. Fun shit huh. xD

I miss him already x)

signing off~RYNETTA

!!!!!!!!!!YYYAAAAAAAAAAYYY!!!!!!!!!!

WOOHOOOO!!!!!!!!!! The last email I replied him was "you stay in Vickery house don't you?" 'cos he said his house doesn't have internet connection. Vickery house is a bunch of houses just outside Canning College and Curtin University. He said he's staying in Vickery house and his house is in a mess and he asked if I wanna help him clean up his house with him. What? Isn't that an invitation? No wonder he kept looking at me in class today! He used the computer in the library before lesson started to reply me! GOD I was so stupid! ARGH God I love you! When can I go when can I go when can I go?????????? I'm too hyped already. Too high on cloud nine. x)x)x)

signing off~RYNETTA

>_< teddy bear T_T

Usual topic. Economics. He turned around a few times. I wasn't paying much attention to him today 'cos I was listening to Stuart teach Equilibrium Price. The only reason why I was listening was 'cos I could understand and he was going through homework. Only when I told Shelina I saw him turn around a few times then did she say he turned around to peep/peek at me alot of times. Phew, thank goodness I was busy or I'd be deemed as desperate. English, he kept turning around to talk to Jane who was sitting right infront of me. Jane is the type of girl no guy would fall for but just to be good friends with. Shu Ling was saying maybe because he was trying to catch my attention. I was reading the Atlas when he turned around when Jan(the teacher) was talking so when I looked up, my eyes fell upon him and he was talking about his cheap but water-proof watch so I was like half listening to Jan half laughing at him. He smiled back. SO CUTE LA!!!!!

School. Calculus was boring. Only interesting part was when some boys were close to falling asleep. One used the ruler to hit his face to keep fresh. One fell asleep but his position made him look like he was reading the textbook. One more fell asleep and the girl beside him placed a textbook infront of him to make him look like he's reading the text. Yuki and I were already laughing so hard. THEN the ruler guy's waterbottle fell over his desk and he leaned forward to catch his bottle in time like a clown in the circus. Teacher went "wow so what other tricks do you have?" and everyone was brawling.

Economics...mentioned above.

Applicable Maths test was easy except for the last question. Crap. Heck. Just wanna get an A and I'm satisfied. That's about 26/33 to get an A. Hopefully I can get it.

English...mentioned above. OH before English, Min went to one far end of Canning College to smoke a stick. He told me to get one stick from his bag if I want but I was too lazy to so I just followed him all the way to the far end. Then Sean/Shaun/Shawn came too with a pack of ciggs in his hand and I snatched one from him. Menthol. Kills sperm count. Doesn't affect me. It felt good, though. Min finished his stick early and went back so Sean/Shaun/Shawn and I sat down and started chatting. When we finished our sticks we walked back and WHAM I see him. I started to freak out 'cos I didn't know if he detests smokers or not. Thank goodness I ain't sitting right behind him.

After school(which is after english) I bumped into Sean/Shaun/Shawn again. I somehow have this love for pushing people's head and I did it to Sean/Shaun/Shawn too. Haha fun. Then walked home with Twinny.

Jo Shen came back today. To move out. He packed all his things and stuff, got the kitten, the kitten's litter box, the kitten's litter crystals and VROOM he and Andrea's gone. I'm missing teddy bear already. Uh..teddy bear is Jo Shen. When Twinny and I were at the door saying goodbye, my tears were on the verge of breaking lose. I said bye one last time and zoomed into my room to use the comp to keep myself occupied to make the tears go away. Aunty Lily's another friend's son will be squatting over at our place soon before he gets an appartment I think. This is fun.

Sigh ok I ain't in the mood to blog another. Shall try posting pictures again tonight 'cos it sucks to see Sherry disappointed. Ok Twinny and Aunty are cooking, my tummy's aching and I wanna read my John Grisham book. SHERRY I GOT IT RIGHT THIS TIME. ^^ Ok bye.

signing off~RYNETTA

meow meow naughty!!!

K so...I emailed him on Monday afternoon when I was in the library using the comp waiting for Annsley. He didn't reply till this morning. He didn't mind me asking for his email from Fatin and said he doesn't use the MSN 'cos he has no time and Vickery House(appartments outside Curtin Uni & Canning) doesn't have internet access. Wonder why he doesn't wanna rent a house outside, near school. Maybe more expensive la huh?

Yesterday was farking hot. It reached the peak of 41 degrees according to Aunty Lily. I was smart enough to wear my fila top. I still remember the top was a little tight when I tried it in Jan but it felt like just nice, a wee bit to the lose side, when I wore it yesterday. So the only thing I felt yesterday was the intense heat of the sun. No sweat 'cos it was dry. English was...uh...what did we do? Nevermind =_= I only remembered I slept for a while 'cos I finished my work early or something. Applicable Maths...boring. Having Applicable Maths test tomorrow. YAY! FIRST CHALLENGE! Hyped already. Lunch..was...uh...die la my memory's so limited now. Economics was not so boring 'cos I understood 'cos Arthur taught me before in bridging. Although I was pretty overwhelmed with emotions. Firstly he was...talking to this hot girl that made me feel really inferior. Secondly I missed my uncle that passed away. Thirdly Shelina wasn't there. Fourthly I realised again that I was living a dream; studying in Australia. Calculus. Boring as ever. Met a few new people. One guy from Singapore who used to live in..Yio/Yeo Chu Kang. Two guys from Hong Kong.

Today was quite...fun. I finally knew who Simon was. He's the guy who's in my applicable maths class. Yep, punk. Abit my type abit not. I'll let Twinny have him x). Accounting was quite interesting 'cos I could understand what John was teaching. I asked him about Actuarial Science because her daughter was doing it. He was telling me about me having to be good in maths, having good pay in future. He said it's easy to get in but difficult to stay 'cos my maths has to be very good. GOOD. CHALLENGE. Didn't talk much to Alex nor Zen today 'cos Alex was behind me and I was too lazy to turn around except to say "hou mun ah" and Zen was...three seats away. Lunch. Had ice-cream and Diet Coke with Lime. If only school had Pepsi. English. In library's computer lab. Sat behind him. Beside Shu Ling. Did team work with Shu Ling and Fatin. He turned around occassionally to look at me(yes I was looking at him too). When we were out at the shelves to search for reference books, I was looking at the shelves when I suddenly saw him looking at me. I was lost and only smiled shyly and he smiled back. He's so cute x)

After school at the bus stop I saw the Singapore guy again. Before he went up the bus he said hi to me and I went "I still don't know your name" and he laughed and said "cya" and went up. DOTS. Annsley said he looks our age. Woah I love making new friends. People here are so friendly. SO unlike the guys in Chung Cheng huh? VERY. Screw them. I love this new life. Only things I cannot leave behind: Huan Yuet, Christine and Daddy and Mummy. That's all.

Meow meow's very naughty today. Kena punished by Felix. Rare thing huh. I don't feel like blogging anymore. Damn bored. Cya(He says it "seeyer").

signing off~RYNETTA

I CAUGHT HIM STEALING GLANCES AT ME!!!!! Ok, fine, I admit I was stealing glances at him too but I'm always sitting at the back while he's always sitting at the front so my glances ain't obvious unless he turns around...He didn't talk much to me today. Only a mere "is it room 16 or 18?" Yes, I'm fantasing. THIS is NOT called love. ^^

Made a new friend today. His name is uh...his name...um...errrrm...fark I've forgotten his name. I think it's Mohamad or something. He's from Singapore and he's 24 and he attends the same Applicable Maths class as me. (My school is a mature student school) He claims his maths is not good so he insists on me helping him. T_T Don't want lar...later I teach the wrong things I kena leh. Oh, this China guy...Zen, I think, was so freakin' cute today. He was asking Christina and I whether or not there was an Accountings test today. To bully him, we nodded. He freaked out and started asking everyone around us and Christina and I conned the people around us into saying yes. You should see his panicy face, man, it was so cute! Baha we shall do this more oftenly.

We, as in Jo Shen, his gf (Andrea), Felix, Annsley and I, went to the Canning Vale Flea Market yesterday. We saw lotsa things. From computer parts, plants, books, jewelleries to animals and much much more! There was a box of ducklings in one stall. They had this yellow with black patches duckling. It was so farking cute and I so wanted to get it but now that I'm in a homestay, it's so totally impossible. We walked around and Annsley and I saw a shop selling men's bracelets. We got two with engravings on it for both Felix and Jo Shen. Then when we finally caught up with the rest, we found out that Andrea bought a kitten for A$10. It had Persian fur but Siamese face. Grey in colour with white and black stripes. VERY cute. 6-7 weeks old. Its pictures are on my MSN display picture. It loves my cuddle and my lap. Each time I cuddle it, it falls asleep. Each time it rests on my laps, it falls asleep. Just when I thought last night would be the only night I'll manage to sleep early and peacefully, I got waken up buy the kitten at 7am this morning. I had to carry it all the way to its litter to let it wee-wee. So cute x) I feel like a huge moma now x) Then when I placed it back into its box again, it started calling again. This time Felix woke up. We were walking around thinking of what to do until Aunty Lily gave us a cup of milk to pour into its dish. He drank profusely. SO CUTE LARRRRR. I'm in school for only half a day and I'm missing it already.

School was ok this morning. Econs wasn't as boring 'cos what Stuart was going through was exactly what I learnt in bridging course. English was...quite ok. Applicable Maths was REALLY REALLY boring. Calculus was ok. Accountings was fun. Gonna meet Annsley in about 20 minutes time. Then we can go home! Yay! Kitty kitty kitty~~~

Oh ya my gums bled quite badly this morning. Smoked 3 sticks yesterday. What to do...hai. Shan't rant about it anymore. No more smoking till this coming weekend. Set. Ok no more to blog. Buh-Bye.

signing off~RYNETTA

sadness

HE WINKED AT ME! ON THURSDAY!!!!! But he didn't talk to me on Friday. Maybe i looked to shagged or haggard on Friday that he didn't want to disturb me. *crosses fingers* His friend was looking at me though. Ok I don't wanna get any more egoistic. My ego already crashed on Friday 'cos he didn't talk to me. Hai. Oh you know why I look shagged on Friday? 'Cos I was supposed to catch the 10.36 bus at the bus stop 15 minutes away from home but I left home only at 10.30 and I brisked walk for 5 minutes to the bus stop. I was panting like shit when I reached the bus stop. So you should know how tired I was by the time I reached the classroom in school.

Twinny didn't feel happy yesterday. And it was partly my fault. My fault for not concentrating on what she said to me, not saying what I should've said when she was complaining about our monotonous life and irritating her about the Japanese guy. I sent her an email of apology. I ain't good when it comes to apologizing in person. So I e-mailed her. I planned to sms AND write a letter to her today but she seems to be in such a better mood today that I can't bear to bring her back to the sad topic. I love her and I hate to see her trapped in a tied down life. Curfew's 6pm. No going out at night. Telling Aunty Lily where we will be going at least one day before hand. I know it's our responsibility but for an out-door and carefree girl like Twinny it's no doubt that she can't take it. Even I, the indoor girl, felt a little disturbed about it. My job now is to entertain her as best as I can while she's bored or while I'm with her. I love Twinny and only Twinny. (After my parents and my best friends will have to come after her too)

There's so many reasons as to why she's so important to me. She's my only source of sunshine in Australia. I know the sun is strong enough here now in Perth during summer but every moment without her felt as if I'm being suffocated by the humidity or the clouds. She's like the sun that melts all clouds away. In a metaphoric way, she melts the troubles and worries and boredoms away. She's one of the huge main reasons why I enjoy homestay so much. She's one of the huge main reasons why I enjoy Perth. Without her, I wouldn't be as close to Felix nor Jo Shen. Without her, I wouldn't be able to send valentines gifts to her. Without her, I wouldn't be able to buy the same stuffs as her. Without her, I wouldn't be able to go crazy shopping. Now, you see, she's so important to me. She shares my joy for books just like how I share her joy for books. She and I share the same voice. Same body cycle. Same habits. Same everything. Even Felix and Jo Shen said that both of us sound the same. Our voices and habits. And even...our PMSes come together. Ok you guys didn't need to know that but that has never happened to me and that made me feel really REALLY attached to her. Twinny, please read this, I love you. I can't live without you.

Back to proper blogging. We went shopping at West Field Carousel today. We first went to Kmart to get books. I got six Josh Grisham's books and a 6 pack chewing gum. Costed 80+. Then we went to Waves and we got ourselves each a Roxy jacket. First we bought the same pair of flip flops now we have the same jackets. See, I can't live without Twinny. Twinny also got herself a pair of long pants for sleep. THEN we went to Prouds The Jewellers to get our Valentine's gifts. It's a little late but we had no choice 'cos the curfews are tieing us down. We got an identical gold pendant + chain. It says I Love You on a heart. It's in my msn display picture. I can't post it 'cos the internet's connectivity forbids me to. Then I got myself a love bangle and a pair of love ear rings as a reward for my O's results. (My dad gave me S$500)

Then we came back home. Felix fixed his comp up 'cos he got a new PC. Twinny and I did the exchange of gifts ceremony. Man, I love her. We read story books, ate chocolates and now Twinny's asleep on her bed. I don't feel like sleeping anymore. Grandpop Moshy talked to me just now. Lots of things happened to him. 'Cos of his ex-gf and her sis. I feel sad for him. After explaining everything to me, he asked "so, is there anything you want?" I only requested for his smile. =) Smile more, ya, grandpop?

I'm off now. I've got so many pictures to post but I can't. That sucks. Ok bye.

signing off~RYNETTA

TEDDY BEAR'S VROOM VROOM!

I CAME TO SCHOOL IN A TEDDY BEAR'S VROOM VROOM TODAY!!!!! Ok I've been acting cute since last night after getting high on coke and I'm still high. So. Teddy Bear is Jo Shen. Vroom Vroom is Jo Shen's sports car. x) How cool is that? When we entered the school compound, one of the school caretaker was like staring at us like he's never seen a sportscar before. So did the security guard. When I got off the car, I walked straight to the library. Even at the library I could hear Jo Shen vrooming off. SO COOL!!!!!! x)

So fast and it's already wednesday. Yesterday was Valentine's day. Nothing much happened. Only one cute japanese guy talked to me. x) And Annsley wrote me a letter. Talking about that, I'd better start working on everyone's Vday letter. Belated la sorry la 'cos since the actual presents are going to be late, I might as well write the letter late too. Or else the waiting time for the present will be long like hell.

Last night played BullShit again. Damn fun la, I won both rounds. Teeheehee. Felix and Jo Shen kept losing. Aaw. Wait no I think I only won the first round...then Annsley and I lost the second round...Ah heck I don't know I can't remember. Was too high on coke. Then I started tickling felix. One poke only and he started hiccuping already. Damn cute la. Then he went into the living room to hiccup. When I wasn't standing infront of him, his hiccups wasn't so frequent. Once I stood infront of him, he hiccuping rate accelerated. When I laughed, it accelerated more. Jo Shen Felix and I couldn't stop laughing. Uh...Annsley was in her room...uh...ok I feel like a lousy twin now. =(

Today's only accounting and english. Class's supposed to start at 10.50 but I'm in school at 9.30! I could have stayed at home right...the comfort of the bed, laptop, msn...Nope, no msn can be used in school. Oh ya, I've brought the neoprint Jo Shen, Felix, Twinny and I took. So cool la. Gonna show everyone. x) Yay! So accounting starts at 10.50 and ends at 12.35. Then lunch from 12.35 to 1.15. 40 minutes of lunch break today. Plus one hour extra of sleep today. Then English will start at 1.15 and ends at 3. To top it all off, I get to see the cute jap guy again. x) I'm so crazy now. I miss twinny already. That's shit.

I miss Huan Yuet and Christine so so badly. Last year's valetine's day...we gave each other gifts and letters and greetings and hugs and love and now its all gone. This. Is. Fuck. Ok I'm off.

signing off~RYNETTA

sigh...tired

Ok it's a Monday again. Reasons for not blogging:

#1 There wasn't any internet connection
#2 I was too busy
#3 I was having too much fun with Felix, Jo Shen and Annslet

Watched Romeo and Juliet twice, The Descent once, Memoirs of a Geishar once and Monsters Inc once since last monday. It's been fun, really. Especially after Jo Shen came. He's like a big teddy bear everyone finds it fun to bully. You tickle him or mess up his hair, he attacks back really lightly. Unlike Felix. T_T He's 198 by the way. FREAKING tall.

I've gotten back my O's results. 17 points.

English B4(wow)
Chinese B3
A Maths A2(fark)
E Maths A1
Science A2(double wow)
Geography C5(farking wow) and
Combined Humanities D7(wow)

I've never gotten a B for English, I wanted an A1 for A Maths, I've never gotten an A for Science, I've never passed Geography and I've always been scoring Fs for Combined Humanities. Sorry Mr. Kelvin Ng for not scoring an A1 >_<. Mr. Gan, Miss Wan, Miss Lie and Mr Kalai, thank you for the science lessons x). Miss Lai you rocked my Geography marks. Mr Soon, THANKYOUUUUU for asking about me. Haha shall email you soon.

So on Friday night, Felix, Jo Shen, Annsley and I decided to play cards and drink to celebrate. I drank the most but was the last to pee. "Bullshit" was really fun. Saturday...we went to Fremantle, Perth city and Northbridge. Fremantle to visit the appartment Jo Shen MIGHT rent, and then for fish and chips(Jo Shen's squids were really nice). Perth City for shopping. We had disgusting bubble tea. Met...er I think his name is Servin. I had a PUFF of Reds. Then we went to Northbridge for pool at PotBlack. The cigg smell was darn strong. I didn't play. I watched their games and other boys x). Had more bubble tea and saw Yuki and Peony. When we were done with the bubble tea, I smoked a stick of...er...lights? Don't know but it definitely wasnt reds. OH I got a pair of billabong shorts(A$49.95) and roxy flip flops(A$12.95) at the city. Celebration mah.

When we got home, unhappy things happened. So Felix, Annsley and I went to the nearby park to play basketball. Annsley and I jogged around the field once first. The field was...twice the breadth and 1 1/2 times the length of Chung Cheng Main's field. The weather was so cool that I could just run non stop. Didn't sweat. Then Sunday...didn't do much but watch movie and went out to play basketball again. Couldn't jog 'cos it was too hot and a little humid. Just played basketball with Jo Shen and Felix and Annsley. Felix threw the ball at my head that idiot!!! T_T

Today was terribly tiring. Economics sucked. English was fun. Talked to Kenta x). Calculus was boring. Applicable Maths too. The only interesting parts of Calculus and Applicable Maths were Yuki and Jodie respectively. Accountings was...okok la. Kenta's face was like totally red today. He was saying he's very hot and a few minutes later he said he's no longer hot. Abnormal creature. =D.

IM GONNA HAVE INTERNET TONIGHT!!!!! Hopefully so...cos Felix claimed that he's gonna get the modem today. YAYYY. Oh I have neoprints of Felix, Jo Shen, Annsley and I x)

signing off~RYNETTA

first day of ssssssssschooooooooooooooool T_T

First day of school is finally over and I'm blogging in the Internation Students' Office. I've been whining about not wanting to come to school yesterday the whole day. So...let's not talk about what happened before Sunday because the whole load of pictures in my thumbdrive can do the speaking.

Yep, I've moved into homestay. The hosts are Aunty Lily and Uncle Sen and their son Felix. I sent Mummy off at the airport yesterday morning. She was crying at the departure gate. I'm like...no crying no crying no crying no crying and BAM there she is crying. Smart.

Felix is 18 and is a very nice guy to...bully. ^^ He drives...and...he drove Aunty Lily, Annsley and me home after sending Annsley's dad off. His driving is a whole load better than Mummy's. A WHOLE LOAD. After we were stuck in the homestay for a while...Annsley and I got bored and asked Felix where we could go. He listed things like...basketball, pool, movies and getting fish and chips. Annsley and I both don't play basketball. I don't play pool. The movies are either too late or too expensive. So we only would get fish and chips.

We went to a nearby park first and we sat on the grass. Then Felix took out a pack of Malboro Reds and I told him I smoked and he didn't believe cos I had a goodie-two-shoe face and Annsley wasn't surprised. =_= Great. In the end he still gave me a stick. It didn't TOTALLY taste like shit but just a little more bitter. We hanged around for a while more, chatting and stuff, then we went to get Felix's fish and chips.When Felix was in the shop buying his fish and chips, Annsley and I decided to dig up our childhood histories and played hide and seek. Felix, not knowing we were playing, could not find us and nearly left us behind. =_= Thanks ar. Then...we headed...home. New home.

Felix showed us some of his VCD and I wanted to watch Sky High but his vcd is like...SPOILT. It wasn't spoilt from the start la so we watched a little and Felix fell asleep while watching. Annsley used tissue to tickle his nose and he woke up ha.ha.ha. Btw, Felix is VERY ticklish. So Annsley and I know how to wake him up when he cant get up in time to be our chauffer. Yep! Chauffer! Ok la let's not be so mean. Because Aunty Lily has no time to learn how to take the bus to Canning College, Felix has to drive us to school every morning ^^ Aaw how sweet.

School was...oooook. English was ok, Calculus was doing Functions T_T, Economics didn't do much but introduce what Economics is, Accountings was fun 'cos I didn't get that boring old french man but John Cannon(he's fun I tell ya and he still remembers chatting with me how cool is that very cool) and Applicable Maths was learning how to draw graphs on the graphic calculator. I HATE GRAPHIC CALCULATORS AND FELIX YOUR GRAPHIC CALCULATOR DOESN'T HAVE ANY AXIS ON IT. Yes, I'm borrowing Felix's graphic calculator. Yuki's in my Calculus class, Jodie's in my Applicable Maths and Accountings classes. How cool is that very cool.

Ok 5 more minutes and I'm off to find Annsley at her Accountings classroom. It's 4.25. Her lesson supposedly ends at 4.45. Hopefully she gets and early release. Alright I'll stop here. HOPEFULLY I'll feel like posting pictures tonight. ^^

signing off~RYNETTA

pfff

Ok I finally have internet access but I can't post pictures yet cos im organising them.

So be patient and wait.

Btw, the homestay rocks.

I MISS DADDY

signing off~RYNETTA