i plucked ashley's fur!!!!! i plucked stanley's too last night...lol...but i've got ashley's fur sticked in my note book...lol...fun...i will NEVER do that to xiao bai...sigh...she's gone now...

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blood is everywhere...everytime i thk of xiao bai...blood gushes out of no where n flood the earth...xiao bai is no where to be found...coz she's been drowned by blood...blood is in every corner of my eye...all i see is blood...FRESH RED BLOOD drowning the whole world...squeezing every single drop of blood out of every living thing...xiao bai's fur coat has change from snowy white to RED...the colour of blood...MY universal colour...BLOOD RED...

let us observe one minute silence in memorance of xiao bai...

xiao bai u'll remain in my heart forever n ever...the good times we had together when i threw u in the air n caught u giving u the adrenaline rush...the times when i cuddled u to slp in my shirt...the times when i bathed u in the container n u tried struggling out...the times i fed u...the times my mum appreciated u...the times i played with u with my neighbour n christine...the times u nibbled me(n not bite me like the two stoopid hamsters do)...n the very day i fell in love with u at the pet shop n got u for 21 bucks telling myself to be responsible over this princess - u, xiao bai...u shall never disappear from the inside of me...ur heart is still beating in me...ur breathes can still be heard...n ur image haunting me every second of my life day n night whether awake or in dreams...xiao bai...im still owning u...im still loving u...im still waiting for u to come back...i love you...n i forever will...

xiao bai...where are you? why...why must you leave me? is it the food? if it is i can get better ones for u...is it the water? i just got a water bottle for u! is it because the cage is too small? i can get a bungalow for u...wad is it? just wad is it? why must u leave me...i bought u for 21 bucks...i didnt buy u for fun...i bought u coz i liked u n i wanna be responsible over u...even my mum likes u...but why must u leave? dont u know how much i love u...i always spend so much on u...i bought the best food...nutritional snacks...bathe u in WARM water...give u COOKED rice...give u bread...i treated u like a princess...my princess...but u did this to me...ur cage is forever open...pls...xiao bai...pls come back...i miss u...n i forever will...xiao bai hui jia ba xiao bai...

k...so...i shall NOT set SMU as my dream school...well...FINE i DID once set it as my dream school (if i stay in singapore managing to get into vjc n the uni i want in singapore)...but now...im cancelling it...before i continue, SMU stands for singapore management university...m i right? i hope so...so...firstly, the students in SMU were not told of the building of their new school compound...secondly, they did NOT ask for a new school compound...thirdly, because of the building of the new school compound, the students' school fees are increased without the students' awareness...fourthly, they encourage students to borrow money from the bank to pay their school fees if the need to...would u go into such a school? if yes then...well...i've got no comments but i WONT...it sounds so...negatively negative...i guess i'll have to aim for NUS (national university of singapore) then...that is if i manage to stay in singapore...with the ability to get into vjc n NUS...yawn...this is so...complicated...life is complicated...aaargh...i shall not continue rubbing in...coz its so fustrating...bye for now...

C.H.I shall rawk on 4eva!

my comp had been down for the whole darn week...so...met this new guy ken...i havent actually met him yet but i know who he is n i k now how he looks like...he's really caring towards me...haha but no i havent accepted him coz...HELLO?! i havent met him! so yap...had been busy with tests lately...so tired...juz came back from tuition...eng tuition had a new guy called robin...friendly n sociable...talked loads of crap with him...then b4 a maths tuition i crapped ALOT with gerard...lol...bout the guys in st pats...bout heights...lol...then now im back at home super delighted that i can use this comp again...the prob is this comp kena reformatted so have to download everything again haix...gtg! cya babes!

C.H.I shall rawk on 4eva!

sat...i went to shaw centre to watch the aviator with timothy...then tuition...then sunday...popa's fwen'x baby daughter full month...so eat lunch there...eat alrd time to go then popa send moma n i to far east n bought my new year clothes...lol...luv those girls there...always treating me so well...monday...sch boring lorh...after sch juz slack coz all hmwk done...then today...sian also...sch has never been interesting right? oh well...oh! gym was fun...tt's all...thk its bout time i start gyming again lo...

thought of the day:

i am now in a cheerful state of mind

i have dreams and hopes

love may also occur

got this from a folder i bought today...super cool...yep...

haha sorry i havent been blogging lately coz ive been in a rather down mood so i wrote all the crap down in my fullscap paper so...yarh...no one gets to see it...

k let's do some "filing" here harhar...let's file my teachers!

teachers i like:

Zhen Lao Shi [Chinese]

Miss Lao Han Wei [Geography]

Mr Soon (Discipline Master) [Social Studies]

teachers in between:

Miss Chan Choo [English]

Mr Kwek Wei Hong [A Maths]

Mr Gan [Physics]

Miss Elizabeth Wan [Chemistry]

teacher i dislike:

Mdm Toh Lay Hoon [E Maths]

Mr Yazeed [History]

reasons y i like...

Zhen Lao Shi: her lessons are fun, she doesnt make us want to sleep except once in a blue moon, she knows how to entertain us, she knows how to chase for hmwk [-.-!], she knows how to teach, she cares for us

Miss Lai Han Wei: she really emphasizes on discipline, she's strict, she knows when to joke with lame jokes, she knows when to let us rest, she knows how to teach

Mr Soon (Discipline Master): he's strict but not to his classes, he's crappy with his incomprehensable jokes, he's experienced, he knows how to teach, he doesnt make u feel sleepy

reasons y they are in between:

Miss Chan Choo: she's a very good friend of mine but she is not a good teacher, she doesnt know how to joke, she's acting as if she knows us well, she has poor n exagerated pronunciation, she's a very caring friend after all

Mr Kwek Wei Hong: he craps alot n his jokes are so lame u can really laugh at the lameness, his lessons are boring, he makes ppl sleep easily by the way he talks, i dun really dislike him so much after all

Mr Gan: he somehow gives me this impression of a really respectable father(which obviously he is not one), he always tries his best to please n discipline our class, his lessons are half boring half ok, the way he speaks makes ppl sleep easily, my mum thks his a good teacher

Miss Elizabeth Wan: she doesnt really know how to teach well, her voice is too sharp when it gets loud n really hurts my ear, she's a caring teacher

reasons y i dislike...

Mdm Toh Lay Hoon: she teaches V-E-R-Y slowly, she's very boring, she nags at every little small things, she takes ppl's stuff without permission(STEALING!), she's always behind time n blames us for it, she's old n stoopid n ugly haha nah she IS old, she's NOT stoopid, n...her looks...i wont say she looks ugly neither would i say pretty *puke*

Mr Yazeed: he talks in a monotone manner, his lessons are boring, he's fussy, he makes ppl slp VERY easily even while standing...dun believe? try it out urself...i've just been through it this morning -.-"

this is only for sch teachers tt teach me...tomorrow i'll emphasize on tuition teachers ;)

i've got something to show daniel ong of perfect 10 98.7 fm:

Hey dad look at me

Think back and talk to me

Did I grow up according to plan?

And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?

But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it

I just want to make you proud

I'm never gonna be good enough for you

I can't pretend that

I'm alright

And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all

Nothing lasts forever

I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late and

We can't go back

I'm sorry

I can't be perfect

I try not to think

About the pain I feel inside

Did you know you used to be my hero?

All the days you spent with me

Now seem so far away

And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it

I just want to make you proud

I'm never gonna be good enough for you

I can't stand another fight

And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all

Nothing lasts forever

I'm sorry

I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late and

We can't go back

I'm sorry

I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said

Nothing's gonna make this right again

Please don't turn your back

I can't believe it's hard

Just to talk to you

But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all

Nothing lasts forever

I'm sorry

I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late and

We can't go back

I'm sorry

I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all

Nothing lasts forever

I'm sorry

I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late and

We can't go back

I'm sorry

I can't be perfect

haha so yeh hey dan, this song is about a SON complaining bout his DAD n NOT a boy complaining bout his girlfriend...lol...dan...try harder...harhar

i shall blog more on tomorrow as tomorrow's bloody hell cca recruitment day...wth...sian diao...bb...

C.H.I R.I.M rawkx on 4eva

k...today...is another BORING day...lucky spot check nv kena...harhar...wanted to go bugis with chris n hy...but chris cnnt make it...so hy n i dun wan to go le...then go home...play gb n do hmwk...then now going tuition le..nothing much...bb!

C.H.I R.I.M rawkx on 4eva

finally for one day i dont get to see him...not telling who...no prize for guessing the person right either...yawn...lazy to type more bb!

me n chris...haha we were like super sad today...physics mr gan didnt go through anything coz he did some more admin stuffs wif us...then PE...first day PE dio running...wth...we were supposed to run as a class la...n i wasnt supposed to run coz i had cough...but heck coz i had not run for bout two months plus...so run run see first la...but...i run bout 2/3 around the sch i start coughing alrd...it is along tt LOOOOOOOOOONG stretch...then i started walking...mr goh was like...COME ON COME ON!...n i was like..."*cough cough* i got cough"...he say..."slow run"...then i started slow running...n coughing again...then he was like..."okok! stop stop u better walk...but fast"...so i walk all the way in...then we assemble and mr goh talk bout some P.E. test or sometihng..then chris came over n my stomache was like...SUPER pain...then after tt got 20 minutes more...then i had this urge of crying...so chris n i went to behind the old cca block there...we sat down...n i started crying...haha also dunno ...then both of us also cried...then when bell ring we assemble...then greet liao i went to meet hy...then meet christine...christine had to go meet mr tan...so hy n i went canteen...then we bought drinks...then...hy go bookshop...VERY long...then...eng...diagnostic test...@$)(&...didnt manage to finish la...but oh well...then a maths...permutation and combination again...sian diao...then chem...oxidation and reduction...sian diao...so i was half sleeping the whole day...after sch go eat ban mian at roxy wif moma...then go home...slp...then chem tuition...harhar...fun fun fun...then...back home...im bored...go play gb wif dear le bb

so...first day of sch...only one word -=> BORING...kk...well...as usual go to sch...i couldnt find my classroom -.-" they shifted it...changed to second floor...so yep...when i reached there it was just nice for flag raising...so i put down my bag and rushed down...with my tie ofcoz...and then we stood in our new position...and flag raising...then mr gan saw my hair -.-" k...then after flag raising i thought ok liao worx...guess wad now...i kena caught by mr soon's supposed gf...she say we can be models...of dos and dont dos...-.-"...so we went to staff room...jasmine, erico, sally chia, darren tan, sebestian, matthew, two other girls...n me...so...they all took photo...n i was the last...n she looked at me...up n down...she went "why i catch u for arh?" *faint*...then she looked more closely...n said bout my hair -.-"k...then go back class la...heng nv take pic of me...then mr gan...talk n talk n talk...had quite some fun...then...recess hy, chris n i met...and we went down but nv eat...coz queue too long...then i was wondering how albert looked like in long pants...n he appeared -.-"...so i was like...want to laugh but cannot laugh then i started coughing again-.-"...then recess up we go back n have lessons...then lunch break...meet again...then huan yuet eat but chris n i nv eat...then hy talk to her sec1s friends...n then chris n i went to chris's classroom...then chris return vcd to darren...n i accompany chris till bell ring...then...saw albert again...yawn...then go down...e maths...SUPER boring...then finally assembly...dunno y mr soon suddenly so strict...then mr loh had his talk...either low or loh larh dunno...i only know his nose is big...then...after flag raising meet chris lorh...then we go parkway...eat pasta mania...blanja chris bou...3 bucks...coz she got reutrn me 5 bucks...eat le we walk around...go sembawang no cd to buy...go everywhere nothing to buy...then we go to roxy square...met uncle lee...then walk around also nothing to buy...then we go take bus 12...tt bus...suck like shit...the bus driver like having PMS liddat one...then at my house there the bustop both of us got down...n both of us waited for the next bus 12...then chris take the next bus 12 n i went home...didnt eat dinner...yawn...sian diao...gone to gb...dear arh...i oklarh...harhar...juz...still coughing >.<

last night...was a really memorable night for me...hehe...with yb dear...my parents n i reached east coast park at 6.45...n then i waited for yb...but couldn't find him...i sms-ed him...he said he would be late...so popa moma n i went up to tong luk first...then came auntie ah noy...then uncle ah lee and auntie rui wen...n then aunty mei fang n her hubby...n then yb finally came...so i met him outside macs...n brought him up to tong luk...n then we had dinner...we had ALOT...yb n i were about to burst...hehe...then after dinner...which was bout 10.45...we went down...then coz we had wine...yb had a headache...so i told moma i'll walk around with yb...so yb popped out tt question...hehe...ofcoz i said yes la...so we held hands...n walked n talked n walked n talked...then we came to tt pond...it was really dark n desserted there...so we went in...and then we started hugging...n guess wad...we...kissed...>.<...hehe...my first kiss...we did those quite a few times...there was one kiss...we kiss halfway n some idiot shouted "OI!" n we both got distracted...wanted to strangle whoever tt guy was...hehe...then we found a chair n sat down...yb took a short nap on me...did he even slp?!?!?! i dunno...then at 11.45 we got up...n...he started to vomit...hai...i was like...patting his back...till he stopped...so we found a toilet and went in...then went back to my parents n fwenx...juz in time for the countdown...after the countdown i quickly gave yb the comfort taxi hotline...i thk he managed to get a taxi coz at 12.39 or around there he was arld home...then today...HE STILL GO TO WORK!...he promised me to take half day off...-.-" nvm larh...as long as he's ok then im not too worried...but he still has rashes...sigh...take care ya dear? *muakx* buaiii...

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-=>ice takes a DEEP breathe in...and out...she waits for the first guy to come...*jack appeared...ice picks up the rose and says, "jack, will you please accept this rose?" jack replies, "i'll be more than happy to!". they both smiled and kissed. jack kneels down and took out a small box. he opens the box and there lays square shaped diamond ring. "ice, will u marry me?", jack proposes. "YES! YES!", ice screamed. jack stood up, kissed ice and they hugged.<=-

meanwhile *bob is being droved around the city in the limo. he does not know he is not chosen. he will be informed when night arrives. back here, jack and ice will be seperated for one month and meet up again on the new year's eve for a count down. this is the end of the bachelorette season 6. next week, we have a special episode: After The Last Rose. Dont miss it!

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this...is the final rose. who will be chosen? *jack? or *bob? this is a difficult decision. right after the break, u'll know who the bachelorette has chosen. don't go away!

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welcome back! to the bachelorette season 6. so who will ice choose? is it jack? or bob? the one chosen will get to propose. and the one eliminated, has to go home. ice, take ur time.

(ice takes a DEEP breathe in...and out...she waits for the first guy to come...jack appeared...)

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merry belated christmas and...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ICE~~~~~~~~~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!!!!

hehx...XP

what would u do if...u're in love...not with one guy...but multiple guys? the bachelorette has to choose 2 out of three guys at the "semi-finals"...so must i...then the bachelorette has to choose the final one...so will i...now i truely knows how the bachelorette feels...how she struggled...sigh...if u were me? wad would u do? would u choose

1) a guy who likes u but there's no spark in both of u but u're already trying to accept him? or

2) a guy who likes u and there's spark n there's possibilty u'll like him n he's definitely the type of guy u've been searching for? or

3) a guy who u ONCE loved and he ONCE loved u but broke ur heart and since then u've treated him as a younger brother?

i really dunno...sigh...God pls help me...

...love...WHY?!

Youre a very mellow, care-free person. You exactly
what calm, cool, and collected mean. You never
overreact or panic in a bad situation and you
always know what to do. Everyone goes to you
for advice because you never lose your head so
your very reliable. You tend to take everything
in stride, like in school your moto is just sit
back and relax not to say you dont pay
attention and work, but you dont overexert
yourself. Even though people come to you for
counciling(sp?) you can still be very quite,
your not good with making new friends, but your
extremely close to the ones you have. Remember
its ok to put your emotions out there even
though there is a chance they might get hurt.
Also in school sometimes its good to stress out
a little, just because you think you dont need
to study doesnt mean you shouldnt, and also try
to push yourself more even though you might be
good where you are doesnt mean you cant be
better. Also Please Send Pics!!!

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Your dark side is centered around Hopeless Faith. A
shattered broken heart holding its last breath,
searching for its salvation in a cold world.
All you want is a sweet loving heart, touchs
your hand and holds you in their arms,
prmoising you they will love you forever, so
you can feel that the whole world is revolved
around the both of you only, no more sorrow or
regret, just love. You will find what you want
when you believe in yourself and when you start
making your life with your own hands.

What is the center of your dark core?
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You are a music girl. You have a good beat and you
are a great singer. You like to have people
look up to you and you like your 'i'm good and
know it' that's what probably gets the men.
You are very confident and men like it.

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last night went to my nanny's son's wedding...i, obviously, dun remember how gor looks like when nanny was taking care of me...but i remember after nanny stopped looking after me n i still visit her when i was in primary sch, both gor gors always play with me with their rabbits...nanny got two sons...one older one younger (DUH) and the younger one is getting married...gor gor's wife so chio wor! see already so jealous haha no la...gor gor like very happy tt i was there...i see gor gor so happy i also very happy...but one thing for real is tt now if i visit nanny i wont be able to play with both gor gors n their rabbit already...coz they got another woman in their lives to take care of...sigh...sobx...eh...nono...YAY(fakely) haha...the wedding was fun lorh...met the guy whom nanny took care of b4 but i dun remember him coz back then i was only a small blur baby...he also dun remember me la...haha...then met other old neighbours (whom obviously i dunno)...i see gor gor n his wife so happy i really touched leh...haha...nanny touched until she cry...aiya first time ma...not surprising...(o.O)...dun look at me liddat la...haha...kk...then i asked dear if he would go celebration dinners with me...whether he dare not la...he said he dare! (ofcoz after much explaination to him)...haha but u have to pay urself wor...thk maybe b4 go aust will tell moma bout him...so...we must treasure the very few moments we have together k? heehee...k la...me nothing else to blog le...yawn...*sneeze*...oops...

Well well well, the old fashioned 17th century
vampire, one of my faves. You look for the good
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class, and follow that of the original
vampires, you have no shame in what you are,
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have it any other way. Your wealth is
unspeakable and your way of luring people with
your mystical ways and looks is amazing, and
most people would often call you The
Seductress. Please rate this quiz!

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You're like me! The intelligent loner. You're shy
at times but friendly, and you are never weak
and always independent. You are incredibly
intelligent (wise beyond your years) and have a
talent for many things (sports, music, art).
You have a kind and warm personality and enjoy
the simple things. Like hanging out with
friends and watching movies at home. But you're
sometimes quiet nature makes you a bit of an
outcast and a mystery to people. No matter how
pretty you are or smart or athletic, you just
can't seem to break into the crowd and be
noticed. Don't worry, try to be more outgoing
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hide behind your books and sports and computer,
get out there and get noticed. You also have
deep desires in life and feel vunerable and
alone at times. Don't feel sad either, What
helps me to express feelings and dreams that I
can't say to people, is through my writting.
Maybe you should try.

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You have the Renoir girl look. Youd have enchanted
the French Impressionists, who painted lively
girls at work and play. Their models were
ballet dancers, girls of Paris enjoying
themselves at open air dances or in music halls
and cafes, delighting in the sunshine or the
bright lights of French nightlife. The Renoir
girl loved to experiment with make-up and were
fun loving, sexy yet elegant. The following
painters would have loved to paint you; Dietz
Edzard, Edourad Manet, Edgar Degas and Auguste
Renoir.

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Your element is Air: Carefree, lovable, fun and
childish. Arent you cute! Your just full of
childhood spunk and happiness! Hey who said
being young was a bad thing? You have a keen
understanding of whats good in life and choose
to remain happy rather than get too upset over
things. Life is fun, who wants to be troubled
by grown-up problems? Being as capable of love
as you are you will make a wonderful parent if
and when you choose to grow up. Love is a
mystery because you only want friends not love
interests, games are better than relationships
with the opposite sex. You have what everyone
is searching for, that so called 'fountain of
youth' deep inside. You can come across as
naive and childish at times. But who cares what
they think, lets go play tag!

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The guy you want is probaly the popular guy in
your school. Which is great to me:) He's so
dreamy that you'll want him to notice you so
badly your do anything. Like in the cafateria
you'ld trip on something infront of him to make
your food spill all over you!!! Even if it's a
brand new shirt or your favourite skirt!!! Oh
well at least he'll notice you:)

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yawn...wednesday tuition...eng a maths...eng was fun...amaths was...lets not talk bout it...i dun like zen...tt's all...then...yesterday...e maths...fun...today...physics...extra fun...i went in n saw wei neng...he also go physics class...haha...then chat alot of crap with him...then dorcia came...then lesson start...dorcia n i were like giggling almost the whole lesson through...lol...now at home...dear want to meet me on christmas...but christmas i always with popa moma...sigh...c first la...k?

How Love-Smart are you? Young Einstein!

When it comes to love you know your stuff. It's obvious that you understand how the opposite sex think, what they like and how you can make them happy. Hey why don't you rewrite the book of love!

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i'm SO pissed that i can actually gulp down one whole carton of beer...as in...tt BIG carton...not the small ones...y? u ask my dad la...knn...this morning...tai ji...as per normal...i expected godma (aunty ruiwen) to teach hui hai fu yuan...she didnt...so i must as well go home early with moma n not waste my time there right? n u noe wad my dad say? he said i dun haf a sense of timing or punctuality or wadeva shit...he said i should have called at 8.30...i'm like...HUH?! i'm still doing tai ji how to call u? pls la...stop being so unreasonable la...if i could i would have called u once i reached there right? but i fucking hell didnt know aunty rui wen wont do hui hai fu yuan OK?! then he over there in the car complain and whine like a piece of pathetic crap...i felt like juz kicking him from the back...to get him to shuddap...so i told him to let me down outside...as in...the big lane...then i juz walk in...then he said NO and he continued whining...by then i felt like juz jumping out of the car and meet dear...but nah...why risk my life for a pathetic piece of crap? so yeh...he whines and whines and whines n i sit there yawn and yawn and yawn n finally got home...i banged open the gate...banged close the gate...kick the fucking chair till it's upside down...bang open the door...bang close the door...bang open the window bang open the back door(not gate)...then i banged open my room...got my things and bang close my room...i threw daddy's jacket (which was on my chair at tt point of time) onto the floor...n now i'm using comp...he says i go home sure use comp so y go home...OK LA! ONE DAY I DUN STAY HOME ON PURPORSE SEE WAD U DO SIA...i've got homework to do k...so cut the nonsensical (or wadeva shit) crap and leave me alone...ive got no appetite now...doesnt matter anyway...it's moma's money tt i'm wasting...not my saving...so yep TOO BAD...i wanna use comp wad...wad u wanna do? crash this comp? i'm more than welcome...i can always go to sch early iin the morning to use the comp then go to my friend's house nearby and go home late and night EVERYDAY...u want? i dun mind...kk bb i'm getting my beer...yes...empty stomache...oh maybe one or two panadols...BB

im so bored...so i went to take some quizes...yawn...went out with christine today...met her at cineleisure at around 2...ate at pasta mania...then i went to buy lip gloss...then we took neoprint...whaha! fun...but the girls there hor...wtf...service no good lorh! keep hurrying us...i mean...HELLO?! unlimited time means unlimited time mah! wa liew...both machines also liddat...so i purporsely take my time...whaha...then go cineleisure meet tt darren tan...coz he need to pass christine vcd...see him wanna puke...XD...puipui...then christine n i go buy ticket...wanna watch national treasure...budden...we got the wrong tickets...-.-"...so we went to change and rush up into the cinema...n u know wad?!?!?! darren tan watch the same movie as us! *faint* if only it was a movie like...something boring, i would be the first to get out lorh! but national treasure...i wanted to watch it la...so...cant be helped...christine hor...emotions very...kua zhang leh...lol...keep pulling my shirt XD...then after tt we took taxi go home...legs got blisters...>.<...stoopid flip flops...no good one...oops...i meant toes not legs...now kena plaster...how to go for performance this sunday?!?!?! oh...i going for tai ji performance on sunday...i dance only one month godma got confidence in me so fast...siao...i dance the dance im pro in...as in...special coaching...hui hai fu yuan...thk alot of ppl jealous la...coz they learn so long also nv get to perform...i go so short get to perform liao...-.-"...nvm...

fuck shit...they know tt im allergic to tt damn smoke they still bring me to temple...now i've got a headache n even feel like puking...thx ar...so i didnt go for tuition...n i'm NOT gonna go for tai ji tomorrow...it's not my fault right? i dun give a shit if i fan tai shui but i'm ALLERGIC TO THAT FUCKING KIND OF SMOKE DUN U GET IT?! when i really faint coz of tt smoke u guys are gonna regret!...okok...so ya...i bathed my hamsters juz now...lol...they were super cute...but i thk they're...shivering...but i did use warm water! oh well...heck...my head's so gonna burst...THANKS TO BOTH OF U LARH...knn...

whaha! u know something? I am in luck...CAPITAL I! y? coz my tuition teachers are (so far) ALL very good! eng, billy maya (a guy la aiyo)...a maths is mr ng as usual and e maths, mr ong...whaha! nvm...lol...okok...ya la...yesterday eng and a maths tuition...N YOU KNOW WAD?! mr billy maya stays in lorrong M also!!!!! omg...but im more senior than him in this kampong la...he only stay here for 2-3 years...me 14 years liao leh...lol..today e maths mr ong lorh...dunno wad dunno wad curve...i thk it's ok larh...not so much of a kick...then mr ong show me the O level e maths...paper two...he say super difficult n i was like...???...u sure??? im not being proud la but...u know...im juz stating wad i feel!!! aiya dunno la...he gave me one copy...im doing it next week...im...bored now...going to play gb later with dear...oh! there was this guy in my e maths class...last year at the lift he always never let me go out first...coz i always let ppl leave first ma...today...dunno y...i let him go he let me go first...-.-" dunno y...he's a jerk la...lol...

ello! i still feel australian...heehee...okok...today...woke up go tai ji lorh...godma (aunty rui wen) saw me already she super happy...lol...today do the first three sets i rest already coz they never do the dance i like...so i sit down be audience lorh heehee...then when they are done and all are gone i gave the dark chocolate i bought in australia to godma...she was super touched i remembered she likes dark chocolate...then mohamad ali(uncle lee) jealous...haha...but i really dunno wad to buy for him ma...he never said wad he likes...so godma say share with him...lol...then we go marine terrace there themarket the hawker centre eat brunch (breakfast + lunch)...ate laksa...yeh...LAKSA! haha...then i met the indian lady from my tour group...i was like...HEY!!!!! haha...had some fun time chatting with her and her daughter...then go home...study study study...then go mavis register tuition...and you know something?! AUNTY MEI FANG IS TOM'S MOTHER!!!!!!!!!! of all ppl...WHY TOOOOOOOM?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! im so gonna faint...kk...after registering go home study again...study halfway i fell alseep...^-^ -.-"then dinner...now drinking cranberry juice...yawnx...im gonna pop some wasabi macdemia nuts into my mouth too...cya peeps!

u guys are in luck coz im actually in the mood to type...if not i dun thk i'll be telling wad happened during the past 7 days in cairns...actually...not really 7 days...more of 6 days...uh...forget it...i'll just tell uj guys where i went yeh? haha XP monday(29th nov) sat aeroplane to cairns...tuesday(30th nov) reached cairns at cairns time 4.30...andrew the driver picked us up and we went city tour then went to their tropical zoo...the koalas, red pandas and kangeroos were super cute lorh! haha got reptiles too...tt was super scary...loved the bird show...then we had free time...as in...in the city...alamak why i say so much...kk...then shop already at night sleep...wednesday (1dec) go to rainforest in the army duck tour and learnt how to throw a boomerang and see the black ppl there throw spear and play their traditional wood wind instrument and had bbq lunch there too...their traditional bbq lunch...then watched their performance...those dance...i can never forget this day coz...haix...my secret diary knows >.<>.<...then friday(3dec) is our first free day...my parents and i sat a hot air balloon!!! got one ang moh...super cute...whaha...something's wrong with me...dear dun angry la...only say cute ma...XP...then had champaigne breakfast...the champaigne was superb...so was the breakfast...the rest of the day swim and slack in room and swim in the afternoon...saturday(4dec) is our second free day...we slacked the whole day in the hotel...actually...no...went shopping...then swim at night...sunday (5 dec)...super bad mood...why? coz going back to singapore...i mean...coming back...haha...at airport bought 3 storybooks...heehee...then sit aeroplane come back singapore...today tuesday le...i miss aust...i miss cairns...popa promised me that if my eng did well he will send me to aust for pre-u after "O"s...so...TIMOTHY!!!!! by then u shall be my tour guide around perth ok? ^^ haha...kk...i go play gb le...bb!

i was kinda...reluctant to blog...but oh well i've got nothing to do anyway...i dreamt of gor last night...>.<...i dreamt tt he grew sooooo tall tt his head was nearly reaching the pipes hanging along the first level corridor of the new building ceiling...yes...TT scary...then got one part i climb stairs halfway no energy then he say i no energy coz never train then i say NEVER TRAIN UR HEAD LA! haha...then woke up...*surprisingly* by myself...today...other than ballet...nothing much lo...i dance super no good today...mr chester know it himself...die...i scared bout my exams next year...ONLY 3 MONTHS ARH!!!!! >.<...dead...u see tt dead pig in 11 kurau terrace off telok kurau lor M? yeh tt's me...dead...DEAD...oh man...well i managed to get mr chester's album!!!!! TIMELESS!!!!! i got it for only $16.90 instead of $23++...y? coz he got it at music junction instead of HMV...he supposed to give it to me as a birthday present but nvm la...an artist's hardwork's supposed to be paid off fairly...yep...he even autographed it for me...see! he so good (only sometimes XD)...then go home...dinner...gunbound with dear...(DUN CALL ME DARLING!!! >.<)...tomorrow go aust le...haix...i will miss u de...dun worry...haix...HAI...dun feel like going...feel like staying in singapore...dear should know y...n i think grace think i'm a flirt + despo...-.-"...cant be help..she only knows the sec 1 and 2 the de xin...not the present sec 3 de xin...haix...i dun wanna go...T_T...

i am sooooo lazy to blog...oh man...kk...today morning moma woke up late so we went tai ji late...so i only did dong gong...tt's all...yep! TT'S ALL...coz i dun like the dancing (coz i cant catch up XP)...then after tai ji went to market eat with godma (auntie rui wen), mohamad ali (uncle lee), aunt annie, auntie mei fang and moma...then eat lorh...eat already go home bathe...then at 12.30 popa send moma n i to kembangan mrt...we take mrt down to heerens...well...on the mrt...i was standing against the wall at the...u know connection area? where thay connect two cabins together? yeh...i was standing there then one stoopid woman keep pushing from behind...the malay man beside me also wont budge...so we didnt let her move...budden at bugis station i leaned forward to see if we reached sommerset...then tt stoopid woman stood at my place...i was soooooooooo pissed i pushed her n say "ENOUGH ANOT HUH?! AT FIRST PUSH ME N HIM NOW TAKE MY PLACE?! KANINA LA CANNOT GET A PLACE THEN JUST STAND THERE LA! CHAO CHEE BYE FUCK OFF LAR!"...(i actually cant believe i said tt also)...then she said sorry sorry then walk off...not only everyone in the mrt staring at me my moma also kena shock...only the malay man gave me a thumbs up -..-"...felt bad after tt...but i mean...she's so irritating lorh! kk nvm...so after we reached sommerset moma n i go heerens...then bought the hat...whaha so happy...then juz walk around...couldn't find a pouch i like...so we went isetan...walk here walk there...then go home...-..-"...wanted to pull moma go take neoprint but alot of ppl scared moma bui tah han...wanted to pull moma watch princess diaries but moma say watch there ex...-..-"...so go home lorh...yb go jb cut his hair -..-"""...hope his machine is okie...yawnx...nothing to do now...play gb play until sian also...haix...

omg...my legs are sooo pain...kk...today after tai ji went home bathe and prepare stuffs to go gym...at 12.45 auntie rui wen and uncle lee pick me up go kallang gym...then we did cycling...me level 4 first...then level 5...then went back level4...heehee...then train biceps...triceps...shoulder...then yoga...haha...then go kallang airport there eat fish head bee hoon...then go home...then we decided to go robinsons early...then we shop...found the things we want then 6pm left robinsons...walk at royal sports house...i wanted an adidas jacket...i was sooooo close to getting it when popa say he would buy me the adidas shoes...-.-"...diao...I WANT THAT BIG BIG BLACK JACKET I WANT THAT JACKET I WANT THAT BIG BIG BLACK JACKET!!!!! *learns yb sa jiao* haha...shoes not bad le la...but...I STILL WANT THAT BIG BIG BLACK JACKET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T_T...nvm...haix...*cries in one corner*...kk im back...haha no la...wellx...at 6.30 we went back to robinsons and got the stuffs we wanted...then after so long we finally shop finish...then go home...n here i am...buttache legs ache...lol...felix ask me go gym with myren n him...im like...SIAO ARH?! if i go with them confirm faint lorh...lol...*peng*...haha kk me go play gunbound le...these few days in gb like got luck liddat...haha...kk...me go le...buaiiiii

i went out on a date with aunty rui wen...whaha...this morning after tai ji went to macs for lunch...then aunty rui wen say wanna borrow me go shopping...haha...then after lunch go home slp...then at 3.40 aunty rui wen picked me up and then we went taka...she settled her points thingy then showed me the gym and the indoor swimming pool...i am so gonna train my free style when i go there...if she bring me there la haha...then we go see the igs haven stuff...haha...then walk around la...then go centrepoint...aunty bought some stuff then we go parkway...then we eat at pastamania...i ate creamy chicken...then aunty rui wen...eat...dunno wad...then pizza...then drink...then soup...omg i was super full...then go giant...bought some stuff...n...TIME TO GO HOME...so yeh now im at home...making fun of a damn despo freak...dorcia n i are being sooooo mean n evil...uh...nono...im not being evil...i AM evil...whaha...haha...kk...well...yesterday...ballet...miss chew say i got style...but not stamina...so if i had the stamina i could have done the mazurka dance lorh!!! wth...then did the dace russ...miss chew say i have tt style too...so i'm doing tt one...coz dance russ is gu niang gu niang one...dunnit stamina...but i like mazurka dance! oh well wad eva...the marks is juz important...in the exam i mean...kk...im off to be evil to tt freaking despo freak...yep! so tata! oh...yb u want me call u dear arh...haha...dun want la...me shy...XP...kk tt's stoopid...wad's wrong with me today...haha...im tooo hyper...im off to be evil to tt freaking despo freak alrd la...kk...tt!

haix...as i walked through the park...many sad n happy memories flashed through my head...i realised tt only one guy sent me home b4...as in...got another guy la...but this guy gave me the best memories in the park...i remembered tt day...cross country...after the cross country i went back n he was there at the basketball court waiting for me...i remember the days we fool around in the playground...n tt was how we met...tt day when he sent me to the doorstep and we played with sexbands and got caught by popa...wad can i say? all is over...we managed to get together once...but broke up coz of my mom...but we came close again once...but quarrelled...coz he got jealous over one small matter...from then on...we are like...juz very plain friends...i kinda miss those days...but...as i've said...its all over...haix...kk...back to real stuff...lets not talk bout wad happened last night...kk...today after tai ji go home bathe and change then go mrt station then reach tanah merah then meet christine then go hy house...eat...play...then heard darren not going(super happy)...then we go orchard...went to cineleisure...bought tickets...realised christine only bought two coz she dun wanna watch...then hy very angry...then go arcade play...at 2.40 go toilet...then go up...then we watch movie...princess diaries 2 the engagement...very touching lorh...wanted to cry but cannot coz of make up...end of the show hy n i dissappointed with the ending...coz we wanted mia to marry nicolas but they did not...then after movie find christine...cannot find her...half n hour walk here walk there and call non stop also cannot find...we got so fed up tt we gave up and decided to take neoprints...no time to decorate lorh...then we go mrt station...then on the way hy n i went mad "insulting" and hitting each other...then got one part hy push me then i hit a guy...did i hit him? maybe juz brushed against him shirt ba...then the whole gang of guys were like "WOH MAN!" then i turn around n my eyes fell on a pink shirt malay guy (all were malays la)...his complexion was COOL (coz it looked tanned as in sun tanned)...n tt pink shirt guy went "relac la" and i was like..."not me wad!" smiling ofcoz...y shout at him for...lol...then we walk...at first i thought they following us...but they were not coz they went to a shopping mall...but at the traffic light hor...as i was about to turn my head they made tt kissing noise...then...obviously my eyes fell onto tt cute guy again la...then i was like...want to laugh cannot laugh then i juz continue talking to hy...then we juz go home lorh...in the mrt got one middle aged ang moh (man)...hy was like "see inside got space not" and tt ang moh was like "yeh there're plenty of spaces in there"...then i wanted to move but obviously i couldn't...then...that ang moh smile at me...i smile back...then look away...look back again he still smiling at me...then i laugh...then he look at hy and smile at her...then she also smile back...then he talk to his fwen then laugh...hy n i were like...eh?...lol...then go home...now at home lorh...still very pissed...haix...HAIX...

i'm still boiling...VERY HOT...wad do i mean? i'm super angry...haix...with alot of ppl...some ppl know it themselves...only 1 know larh...my parents...i'm giving in coz they are my parents n i do love them so...but some ppl...haix...i didn't wanna blog...but i had nothing to do so i decided to pop by...but...i'm still fuming hot...BOILING

yawnx...*cough cough*...i didn't blog on monday coz i was too tired...didn't blog yesterday coz something went wrong with this stoopid blogger...okok...here goes monday:

monday:

supposed to wake up at 8.30...but woke up at 9 instead...haix...then bathe...change...make up...i CHIONG to mrt station...then christine say she will be late also...haha...but when i got onto the train i saw christine...yayie!...haha...then we go bugis...first thing we did was go to the neoprint centre...but haven't open...so went to kinokuniya...read mags...haha...christine so farnie...lol...then at 10.58 we go see if the shop open yet not...OPEN ALREADY! so we change money then go take...first round hor...take quite satisfied...but...we do decorations so happy halfway start timing...-.-"...then no time...the hat crooked already...haix...then...we tak second round...haha...so fun...the deco part hor...woah...no timing leh! whaha so shuang...keep deocrating...deco until tired already then final...haha...then we dunno wanna take somemore notx...then i choose one machine full size de...budden...haix...not satisfied...i looked like SHIT...sugar honey ice tea...haix...zhao zhi dao take tt sofa machine again...haix...then we eat at yoshinoya...eat already want to watch taxi...the movie...budden...bugis dun haf...so we took mrt all the way to cineleisure...3.15...-.-"...have to wait so long lorh...then we juz walk around larh...walk already we decided to go kfc sit...so many ppl...-.-"...then we go food court...worse -.-"...so we go yoshinoya...coz no ppl ma...haha...budden...like wierd wierd de...coz i over there look at neoprint zi nian..then christine take pic of me...haha...we feel wierd so we go off...we go toilet...i touch up my makeup...we spent a VERY long time in the toilet lorh...haha...then i went to sembawang find mr chester's album...dun haf...wa liew...i wanted to kill the sembawang ppl...or rather strangle them...haha...nvm...then at 3 we go up lorh...buy pop corn and drinks...i ate the sweet ones...then salty ones christine want...then hor...i want to drink water ma...so tell her to take the pop corns awhile...then i forgot the pop corns watch the movie awhile only i raise my hand...the bag is F.L.A.T...-.-"...haha...then the movie super farnie lorh...haha...esp the ending when the show the N.Gs...haha...then after the movie we got no where to go...coz...broke already...so go back lorh...haha...then go home...my legs hor...wa liew...like gonna break liddat...haix...

tuesday:

today...woke up...at...6.40...very early right? u won't believe me when i tell u why...im going for tai ji...>.<...yep yep laugh at me...but tt's the only easy way i can lose weight...S-L-O-W-L-Y...haix...budden hor...the lady boss (auntie rui wen) say she can bring me to gym!!!!!...uh...omg...i forgot bout myren...haix...um...i dun want go with felix...can? pls pls pls...haix...then wait till i'm familiar with gym then i go with u...k? hee...sorry larh...then go market...i juz sit down there look at my moma and her fwenx eat while i drink my soya bean drink...then moma eat finish already walk home...by the time i reach home i punk chek already...which means tired already...i slept from 11 all the way to 5.10...XP...then dinner...then...moma teach me how to use scanner...whaha! i spent ALOT of time scanning...then send christine the pics...but not satisfied...coz the file too big...so...haix...tina...bai tuo bai tuo le...

wednesday (today):

woke up early early again...tai ji...haix...then we did sqautts too...help the thigh part...then auntie rui wen say monday go gym...YAY! then we go home first...coz have to go moto show...then bathe change go out...first we went to ntuc income to buy insurance...then go chijmes...wanted to eat there budden cannot find chinese retaurant...my parents arh...feel like killing them...hai...nvm...saw ppl shooting show...is channel u...although tt guy very shuai budden...HUMPH! betrayers...i hate them...then we went to a very cool chinese reestaurant...the food...DAMN NICE LORH!!! haha then we walk to suntec...then we bought tickets...then we go see the cars...woah damn cool...eh...i lazy to type le...kk...then keep taking pics lorh...walk around...popa bought wind screen wipers...got one guy inside...SO CUTE LORH!!!!! >.<...XD...he help me pick up the pen i drop...so pai seh...XP...haix...then moma write lucky draw...u know wad's my fav car? mazda rx...dunno how to say larh...once u go in then u see u left side...blue car turning de...DAMN SHUAI WORX!!!!! haix...then popa go home first...nono...he go change money...then go home...moma n i go carefour...by then hor...my legs are so...haix...then...bought grapes...we took shuttle bus...go take mrt...go home...immediately sleep...legs sooooooooooooooooooooooooo pain...haix...yawnx...now nothing to do...i'm off to gunbound...no more ren wo ao you...no more toro...WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i liddat must as well jump off the building arh!!!!! daddy quick subscribe channel 49 n 55 larh! if not i dieing le la!!!!! kk i'm going crazy...hai...i go play le...hmph!

*cough cough* hai...when will my cough be ok?!?!?! sigh...today woke up at 1.50...XP...last night slept at 1.15...supposed to sleep at around 1...but did 200 situps...so...liddat lorh...haha...nothing to do now...can't wait till tomorrow...haha...now drinking lime water...according to hy's mom drink lime water in the morning helps...although now not morning but...juz woke up ma...haha...*cough cough* nothing to do now...hai...i go play games le...buai...

countdown: 42 more days to Ice's birthday *hint hint*

sigh...today...woke up at 1...heehee...last night sletp at about 12...so i slept for 13 hours...haven't break record...lol...wake up already i suddenly remeber bout my hamsters...so i went to wash their cage...today they like mood swing liddat...stanley vomitted three times and bit me twice...hmm...they wont drink water either...haix...change already i juz keep playing gunbound lorh...at 4.30 i went to sleep again...think it's coz of the medicine larh...haix...at 5.35 woke up to bathe...then at 6.30 left home for toa payoh...didn't put on make up coz lazy larh...then reach toah payoh eat with my parent's friend lorh...eat already talk...talk halfway auntie like suddenly break down with alot of complaints...hai...i got nothing to do but to juz sit down there n listen...then go up to their house...look through kai xin jie jie the wedding photo...so nice...haha...but kai xin jie jie now sick...we suspect she dengue fever...her hubby say tomorrow bring her go hospital...sigh...then go home lorh...now nothing to do...oh! i go answer some questions for some tickets...see my luck...cya!

*cough cough* yep i'm still sick...*cough cough*...today in sch...physics test...dead...history test...double dead...after sch i took a cab down to taka...met hy and chris at cold storage...then we went far east...chris n hy both bought clothes...i didn't saw wad i like...but i had to pay for hy's shirt...T_T...my wallet seems so flat...T_T...nvm la...i owe her money ma...haha...now i owe her 20 more bucks...then we walk around...then go heerens...saw the hat tt suits me...but no money...coz wanna take neoprint ma...oh! we also went to marche...i ate the potato thingy halfway then full le...can u imagine it? the WHOLE day i only ate a bowl of oat, a cup of milo, tt potato thingy and a cup of apple juice...oh wow...this is not the least la...got once i only ate one packet of fries...lol...then put on make up in the toilet...whaha so satisfied...hy said i'm so different from the girl she first met...heehee...XP...then go take neoprint...whaha so satisfied...dunno y but i suddenly like...abit...u know...zi nian...blehx...XP...then we juz walk around...at 6.23 me n hy go off...chris wanna go taka...hai...she today like sad sad de...haix...so hy n i take cab back...i gave her 10 bucks for taxi fare...sigh...then reach home le...now i'm so...tired...EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY IS THERE A DRAGONFLY IN THE DINING ROOM?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! i'm so gonna avoid tt area...*cough cough* singapore idol...omg sylvester better stay man...he like so poor thing lorh...always unsafe...i hope daphne leaves...it's not tt i dun like her but i think sly's much better than her...sorry gal...sigh...i go watch le la...bb...

yawnx...woke up at 10 today...supposed to wake up at 9 to eat something so tt i can take my medicine but i juz laze around till 10...hee...then at 11.20 i went to bathe...i put on my lovely clothes and then started with my make up...u bet...i took half an hour...foundation...eye shadow...BLUE...eye liner...mascara...lip gloss...oh! almost forgot...blush...yep...and when my moma saw me she say my eye the make up abit too heavy...but i heck la...dun feel like re-doing...so at 1.15 went to pick my aunt and her two sons up...my two cuzins la...then go to holiday inn...then gor gor wedding lorh...i dunno y but i didn't really enjoy this one...maybe the timing ba...it's like high tea buffet...but...oh well...i can't do anything can i? jie jie pregnant again...woohoo...nice...haha...then aiya my aunties hor...keep talking and gossiping...i felt like slapping them...their wedding still wanna gossip...at least give some respect ma...wth...then my moma joined in...when my aunties went to the toilet i told my moma off...then eat drink eat drink...saw jia hao gossip bout my eye...pls la i know u jealous tt u can't do it coz u're not a girl...i like the way i am...u can't change me...only my gd fwenx can...ha! mind your own business...well then after dinner go home lorh...i mean...high tea...in the car ah yang, ah chao and i all sleep...ah chao lean on me somemore...so heavy sia...but we are gd cuzins and gd fwen...can't be helped...haha...then go home...omg i forgot my medicine...brb!...back...haha...i wore tube and a blue long skirt...yepyep...christine know larh hor...now nothing to do lorh...haven't remove make up...lazy...hee...me go play gunbound le la...yawnx...buai...

yawnx...today mr soon spot check us again...as in those who got caught yesterday la...he said bout my hair coz i didn't spray it black today and my ankle bracelet...i said is mini (ah mah's maid) give me b4 she go back indonesia...then mr soon ask how he can trust me...then i say ask my grandma...haha then he nothing to say liao...lol...then normal lessons lorh...halfways during physics christine came...haha...during geog i sit beside her lorh...sigh die i lost my geog textbook...lucky friday no geog if not i really bu de hao si...sigh...recess eat 2 hashbrown...so oily lorh...tonight muz do more situps...140...luz night did 120...wonder when then i can reach 300...muz be a looong time to go...sigh...me not as pro as myren...T_T...lol kk...then after sch go parkway with moma...bought the dinner clothes...gor gor's wedding dinner...then moma n i wanted to search of spray glitter but everywhere dun haf...hai...so we juz walk around lorh...bought dan brown's angels and demons...i'm gonna buy the da vinci code, deception point and digital fortress...bought 8days also...JULIAN HEE SO CUTE!!!!! but he's attached...T_T...i wanna cry...julian you could have waited for me!!!!! haha jkjk i'm going bonkers...now at home lorh...dun feel like eating dinner...hai...dunno larh...i'm so bored now...go play gunbound ba...nothing to do one...yawnx...bb...

countdown: 46 more days to Ice's birthday *hint hint*

hey you told me not to talk to you now you're talking to me..don't you find it irritatingly ironic?...oh well wad to do? i've juz got such an immature cuzin...i admit i ain't mature but i ain't as immature as he is man...wadeva...kk...today...got caught by tt stoopid carol counsellor...whole day only know how to flirt with mr soon...wth...i obviously got caught for my nails and socks...my fav socks...sobx...T_T...stoopid carol you'll get it from me one day...yep...my fav socks gone...my poor nails gone...sigh...then lessons as per normal...nothing much...but when it came to english, i was damn pissed with stanley...coz i told him to help me borrow the english tys and he didn't...and this is NOT the first time...if it's the first time nvm la...second time somemore...both time i reminded him so many times somemore...wth...so i was so pissed i juz lied on the table refusing to budge...until miss chan came over and really piss me off further then i sit up and do my compre...idiot lorh wth make me waste my 60 cents for no fucking reason...n miss chan thinks i'm angry with her...so after sch she sms me asking me wad happened...i juz said i was angry with stanley...then go home...come home i mean...wadeva...then i made bread and moma gave me a lil guo3 tiao2 tang1...eat already i eat medicine...shouldn't have ate during recess...coz now i feel as if i'm gonna puke on this comp...then i nothing to do lorh...oh! i tickled stanley and he squeaked twice! as in...the hamster...yeh twice...cute hor...wad to do...he's mine...ashley squeaked yesterday also...but i was too lazy to write it in here yesterday...i've got nothing to do...lazy to bathe...cannot go shopping tonight coz i'm still sick...oh well tt means i have to get well by tomorrow then i can go shopping with moma tomorrow night...mean while i shall juz stone...no...i shall meditate and enlighten myself into how to get well by tomorrow...tata! *meditate meditate meditate*

countdown: 47 more days to Ice's birthday *hint hint*

yawn...yes yes i've got alot to say...

saturday:

morning...went to sch...sch open day...so i went to the lib...my flu was killing me...then we...i mean not us...the "tour guides" introduced the lib to the parents...parents of the p6s...then...we juz stay in the lib all morning lorh...i also bought wan ton mee for them for breakfast n mdm tham bought bee hoon for us...the bee hoon like rubber band liddat...not nice one...then...at 2.30 i went off...assemble at grand audi...we were grouped into groups...my group got yuan ting, hui ting, ying xian, teik ling, faustine, si min, 3 more girls i dunno their names and me, jonathon, kai yi, and the rest i also dunno their names XP...haha...then we learnt to pitch tent...our facilitator keep guiding us...then i was like "you learn b4 meh?" then he went "ya ns wad"...i was like...ya hor! haha...then we learn already then pitch our own tent lorh...pitch already still have to dismantle...lol...then we went shatec...we had one our of dining ettiqutte and another hour of social grace...then comes dinner...the food damn nice wor...not exactly VERY VERY nice la...but juz...nice lorh...haha...then...we couldn't find the toilet...until saw someone go tt way then we go tt way also...haha...then went back...my flu got bad to worse with soar throat and fever...so when we went back i was sooooo lethargic so i went to the first aid area...the saint john member gave me ice pack then i slept in the pccg room...haha the facilitators damn farnie...haha...lazy to type la...then...at 11.30 went back to class n i forgot all bout my bag...so eunice and zhiyin accompany me go and take my bag...then we got got caught by one of the facilitators...he say my bad in the pccg room...so i went back to take...then went to classroom...wanted to bathe but the queue was too long...so i didn't bathe...at 12.45 one female facilitator came to off the lights...i was already half asleep by then...coz i ate a padadol given by dorothy...thx!^^...then sleep lorh...

sunday:

supposed to wake up at 5...but at 4++ i got woke up by eunice and priscilla...then at 5 madeline's alarm clock rang...she switched it off and went back to sleep...i was like" OI!!!!! WAKE UP!!!!!" then we both woke up and brought our bags to the toilet and bathe...felt so fresh...then at 7 we assembled...then we did cleaning up at the boy's block...then we started playing games...so fun...but i was too tired...lack of sleep and sickness...then survival cooking...haha...so funny...then we were given half an hour to wash up...then we assemble again for dinner...buffet...but si min n i not hungry so we juz ate the desserts...then we sat down n chat...then when i eat second round junqing help me take the dessert...i thought he so good leh...but he fill halfway go fill his one...i was about to fill my own then he help me fill again -.-"...haha...then after dinner campfire...the camp fire so long i sit until leg and buttok pain liao...alot of perfomances la...my class supposed to perform...but at the end we cancel...then comes the dancing...then after the whole thing we went to the LT...after we do the feedback form we finally can go home...so tired...go home liao change bedding for my hamsters...parents found out i sick...lucky never scold me...hee...

monday:

woke up at 9...then moma pull me to see doctor...wait daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn long...until moma go and buy snacks then my turn...see la moma ur fault la...haha...jkjk...then the medicine 6.80...then we went hans...i ate prridge and hot lemon tea...moma ate bee hoon and teh si...then...after eating moma went to buy chicken rice for daddy i bought imag...JULIAN HEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he's sooooo cute...haha...then go home...eat medicine...go sleep again...woke up at 6.30...dinner...porridge...white porridge...i put mammite...then eat lorh...eat le eat medicine...now feel so weak...aaaaargh...how to do situps tonight...tonight supposed to do 100 liao...luz night supposed to do 95 but i only did 50...i try my best tonight la...sigh...

countdown: 46 more days to Ice's birthday *hint hint*

wtf thank you arh...all thx to you my moma say nex time i cannot dye my hair...NEVERMIND LORH...u think i totally broke meh? i can always save my own money and go dye myself right? i'm not as stoopid as u r la pls la...you know wad happened? well...apparently chen li ren came to my class to find me...i was like...wtf larh...this whole thing goes like this:

chen li ren: "y ur hair not black?"
ice: "my mother not free last night"
chen li ren: (takes out her 7610 trying to show off) call you mother i want to talk to her about ur hair"
ice: (thinks: i know u're damn rich to dye ur hair as and when u like or buy any phone u like but u dun have to show off coz ur slut face doesn't suit ur poor rotting phone *diaos tt bitch*) my mother already knows about it and she's not as free as u r"
chen li ren: "i want to see it black on monday"
ice: (diaos tt bitch and walk back to class ignoring tt slutty bitch)

wtf right? wa lao...i know you damn rich and you've got nothing better to do but you dont have to come find prob with me right? even miss lai also dun mind bout my hair lorh...u better not teach my class if not you'll get hell from me...YOU HEAR ME?! FUCK OFF! oh man i really can't stand tt fucking slutty bitch...then lesson time ok larh...after sch go kfc with moma...she liked the zinger burger...lol...but she still thinks that my cheese fries were disgusting...lol...then we went shopping...bought the black hair spray...NEVER WILL I DYE MY HAIR BLACK...i'll NEVER waste my money juz listening to a fucking slutty bitch...then bought cream...tt cream...THAT cream...>.<...i shall not emphasize...moma say dun buy eye liner coz she thinks she got...then bought sleeping bag...i bought moma youghort ice cream...see i so good haha...XP...then we go home lorh...i'm like so bored now...haha tt nokia advert...the clowns one...HAHA!!!!!!!!!! SHO FARNIE!!!!!!!!!! kk...well...nothing much le ba...yawnx...dun come and ka jiao me about my hair...wo3 hai2 zai4 qi4 tou2 shang4...

omg my abs very pain...>.<...k la not abs la...but i'm building them...did 80 sits ups at one go last night...tt's y...haha yapyap it's very lousy but...i'm working hard! i will! till one day i can match up with myren...he can do 300+ at one go k! omg...rights...today morning tt fucking slutty bitch chen li ren catch me for my hair...wth...mr soon never catch me what rights have you to catch me?! n i dun think mr gan would catch me! thx to u, bitch...BITCH...u want me to dye it back black? DREAM ON! i will NOT and NEVER dye my hair black ok! i've spent enough money on dying my hair n now u one me to spend money to dye it back black? u sponsor me la! dun come and waste my time and money...i know you have money but i bet u dun have as much time as i do...juz fuck off la...mr soon doesn't even mind what rights have you to come n talk to me about my hair? who are you man? unless one day u come n tell me you're one of the discipline mistress then i'll CONSIDER listening to you...the problem is, you're NOT...even mr chua chor loon also never catch me lorh...what's your prob? yes i admit i hated u but i didn't wanna give a shit bout u...now you come n find prob with me i'll do the same! you think you HOD big deal meh? come on la...u're juz another mushroom hate who does not deserve any of the student's respect...and YAH i got important wedding to attend so i have to dye it this way you not happy arh? not happy then dun come n see me la! wth...i'm not gonna give a damn bout u man! fuck off!...oook...i've got to calm down...after tt fuking incident normal lessons lorh...then e maths i fell alseep...wake up tt time me head damn pain...i really wanna thank stanley for helping me in my studies when i dun understand...hee..thank you arh...hehx...then after sch went to lib...help out in the notice board...the board is sooooo hard to lock lorh...lol...then raining...very heavily worx...haix...so popa come n pick me up larh...then go home...headache...haix...i go play gunbound le la...i damn bored...yawnx...

countdown: 52 more days to Ice's birthday *hint hint*

omg i pierced my ear! i've been so coward for the past few days but i actually pierced it today...n im never gonna pierce anymore...i shall be guai...^^...*dx pukes at herself* haha...kk...today sch...hmm...nothing much la...i was really pissed during recess...then...after recess during chinese lesson christine n huan yuet came...lol...after sch end i went to change...then we went off...yiting n doris wanted to join us...budden the taxi can only take 4 ppl...so doris can't go...all of us felt so bad lorh...>.<...doris...sorry...sigh...so we went to heerens...we walked up n down...tried hats...haha...christine said i look good in a red hat...wait till i find a suitable suit then buy tt one la k? haha...then huan yuet n i went to pierce our ears...i was so scared i squeezed christine's hand so hard...XP...sorrie...then we went to marche...i think...it's so cool inside lorh...haha...ate pizza...and that potato thingy...tt potato guy so cool lorh...can speak chinese...*green*...haha...then we went far east...at far east four of us all bought clothes...the clothes damn cool lorh...i got the black blouse with pink tie...and jeans skirt...huan yuet help me pay first...>.<...sorry la...i will pay u back as soon as possible...then we walked around...took neoprint...so irritating lorh...y? coz the machine damn fast...after taking neoprint huan yuet n i went off first...then we took mrt...at the city hall mrt station we saw a real cute guy...went in together...whaha...then we chat alot lorh...got one moment had eye contact...SHO CUTE!!!!! >.<...think huan yuet also got eye contact with him la...haha...then kembangan go home lorh...so sad i have to part with him...sigh...then walk all the way home...coz the journey is so long my legs are aching now...sigh...im bored...gunbound im coming...

sigh...popa...can u juz SHUT THE FUCK UP?! what the hell is wrong with u? moma is not even angry lorh...she is even consolling me with encouraging words...wad u do? sit down there whine and whine and whine...as if i got no hope liddat...fuck la wa lao...as if u understand how i feel...grrrrrrrrrr...kk...let's not talk bout tt asshole...so fucking pissed off with him...kk...today sch...i was sooooo damn scared i will get caught coz of my hair...when mr soon went "3rp stay back after flag raising" my heart was like...really racing damn fast lorh...no im not writing a script but seriously i was damn scared...but mr soon never catch me...phew...>.<...then nothing much happened la...stanley sherry n i had quite a fun time irritating n insinuating each other...lol...then after sch moma go see mr gan lorh...nothing much la...until when we go popular (in my sch) buy the books hor...moma flare up...she say she dun like the attitude of tt ger...i was like..."aiya dun liddat la...she also new in this sch de ma...in popular (outside) they also liddat de ma...so they come here also liddat ma...not enough training la...dun liddat la"...but she went "no! i gonna complain!" then i over there diao diao -.-" nothing to do...sigh...then go home...then this stoopid asshole here complaining left n right...one day im gonna go crazy de lorh...now holidays coming...he's sure gonna treat me like a slave n i cant study...nvm...if he does tt i will go "im not made in china to be a slave...im made in singapore to study and adapt to this fucking stinking education system"...i'll see wad he'll say...aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh...think ah gong also going crazy also...coz his exams coming...>.<...ah gong jia you worx...ah ger over here bang ni qi dao (help you pray)...^^...jia you ba...

im hungry...im famished...oh man look at his nick...ROFLOLMAO...he is the one told me not to talk to him...i mean...who would wanna talk to an irritating cuzin like him lorh...im on another silent war with another cuzin...oh well...kk...well last night i was so impressed with the way i look...haha...i wore tt LOOONG white skirt n pink spaghetti stripes...then i put on eye liner...pink eye shadow...mascara...lip gloss...ofcoz with foundation and blush...when i got out of the toilet my moma was like...*eyes popping out jaws reaching the floor* "WOAH...i always though u very bunk...suddenly come out liddat...i thought a stranger come into my house sia"...whaha i was laughing my head off...then went to tt dinner...it was supposed to be pool side buffet...but guess wad...it rained...so we had to wait a looooong time for the stuffs to be brought down to the 3rd floor ballroom...we waited damn looong lorh...i was like damn hungry...so after all the signing and marching in and EVERYTHING...dinner FINALLY started...went to get food...again, moma said i look like i have not ate for years...lol...then took picture...DRINK WINE!!!!!!!!!! popa n i had a competition...popa had to give in coz he knew i would lose if he did not...whaha...then after the dinner went home...i juz flopped onto my bed and slept...then this morning...i was kicked out of bed by moma at 9.15...went to bathe and everything and went of to temple...as per normal i did the burning of joss sticks and tt paper coz since young (although i hate the smell) i loved doing those stuff...then we went to eat vegetarian food...it was sooooo nice tt i ate THREE bowls of bee hoon and alot of food...i was totally BLOATED by then...lol...then popa sent moma n i to people's park...i got my hair layered or rather thinned...or both la...then dyed it...then i trimmed my eye brows...oh man im beginning to love myself...my foot...im so fat...lol...haha...then moma permed her hair dyed it and also had her eyebrows trimed...it took VERY long k...from about 12 - 4 lorh wad u thk...lol...then moma got her wedding dress...i mean...NOT WEDDING DRESS >.<...um...wedding dinner dress...aaaaaaaaaah...im getting mine at parkway...then...umx...took bus 12 home...slept all the way...then got off the bus...walk home...man im totally famished...TOTALLY FAMISHED...>.<...oh man...moma can u cook faster? come la let me cook la...*moma shoves dx away*...-.-"...hmph! haha...kk...im damn hungry now...someone said dun want me to talk to him worh...now he come n talk to me -.-"...heck...im gonna ignore him...whaha...im gonna faint...im VERY hungry...>.<

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