Imagine

Imagine you're three years old and your parents just signed you up for nursery school. When you stepped into class, everyone says hi and wants to be your friend. But after a few months or weeks, they isolate you because you've been spoilt by your parents without choice.

Imagine you're 7 years old and you've just enetered primary school. Poeple say hi and want to befriend you but after a few months or weeks, they isolate you because you've been terribly spoilt by your parents when you don't know no shit.

Imagine you're 12 and you enter a new class. You've just barely came to your senses as you've reached puberty and you still do not know how to control your brat behaviour. Everyone immediately calls you brat/fat/anything nasty. You leave your primary school at the end of the year thinking you're gonna have a fresh new life in secondary school. You've always thought of secondary school life because you thought the people in secondary school would be more friendly and interactive.

Who knows when you enter Secondary one, a boy immediately starts teasing you and make everyone isolate you, including the girls. Secondary two life wasn't any better.

You then thought you'll get to know a new bunch of friends in Secondary three. But God didn't spare you again. You still don't know much about controling of temper and those sort. People think you're bitchy/fat/ignorant/stubborn/spoilt when you only want things best for everyone. You got so sick with life and you tried ending it and you got caught and your classmates tease you more for that.

At the end of secondary three you found your two best friends in life and hoped for the best out of the friendship. In secondary four you're seperated from your two best friends and you only grew closer to one. You've tried controlling your temper but sometimes at the slip of the tongue you say things you didn't mean to say.

Who understands this girl's feelings? This girl who tried so hard for almost 12-13 years to find her best friend but year after year hurt her best friends without knowing. I say, this girl's a failure.

And

the

girl

is

me

farking off~RYNETTA

failure

I'm a failure.
I've failed as a best friend.
I've said to many words that upset her.
I've been cheated so many times by so many guys from the first to the last guy.
I've cried too many tears making people think I'm nothing but a crybaby.
I've met too many people, or rather guys, through the net and stooped myself.
I've failed as a friend, as a girl, as a human being.
I'm a failure.

These tears I cry means nothing anymore.

farking off~RYNETTA

untitled

Trahaha my title sounds like one of Simple Plan's song. Wait, it IS! Argh this bangladesh grass cutter's cutting grass outside my house pissing me off because I can't hear a single bit of Phil Collins' songs. I shall not curse or swear him in fear of ministers tracking down racists and say I'm one just because I'm being disturbed by a blangladesh. *rolls eyes* Lao tian you yan. (God has eyes) I grew a fetish for three quarters all of a sudden. I've been wearing three quarters for days and days and days. And I don't seem to be sick of them. Let's head down to Giordano and get more three quarters!!! Or maybe not. It's not very cheap when it's from Giordano. But still, cheaper than Huan Yuet's Levi Jeans. I'm a true supporter of Giordano. Can't be helped. God forgive me. I woke up with mummy telling me she bought me a Suasage McMuffin from MacDonald's for breakfast. Oh goodness the oil the carbo the fats the everything! But heck it's still a good start because it would at least bring me some energy. The bad thing is, I will never be able to skip dinner when I'm home. My parents don't believe in healthy living. Oh screw them. They can die early for all they want to but I don't want to. Not that I wanna curse them but they are both sick and they say they wanna stay healthy but they eat up to SIX meals a day! Who's being unhealthy here? The ones eating up to six meals a day or the one trying to have heavy breakfasts and negligible dinners? God save me. Huan Yuet highlighted her hair in two shades of red and it cost her S$170++. She said just by cutting and washing it already cost her S$40++. Cut 'n' Curl only charged me about S$22 for cutting and washing. Hopefully that chap in there wouldn't leave a big hole in my wallet when it's my turn to highlight my hair in more than two shades of red. I don't give a shit about whether or not Canning College will allow my hair colour because I'm not dyeing it blue and the most I'd spray a LITTLE of black spray on my hair if they don't allow. Further more it's only HIGHLIGHT not dye. And the colours will be all in dark red. Different shades of dark red. Like burgundy or maroon or stuff like that. God help me. (Stop wondering why the colour's different. It's because I accidentally clicked on something wrong.) I'm pretty pooped again and pretty peeved. I need a little more dosage of Australia to simmer down my foul temper and make myself a little more energetic. Australia has not much of a night life. The most is just a few pubs or clubs down the street or some house party some family would organise although it's quite highly unlikely. God please do something. Some guy came adding me on msn telling me my revealing of personal informations in my blog adds a risk because people can easily add me(like he did) and start pestering me and stuff or even cheat me. The revealing of personal informations in my blog is to let my friends keep in touch of me before i depart for Australia for good(let's pray for that). Any precautions needed will be taken. So please stop worrying for me. I know it's for my own good and all that crap but still, it's the best way my friends can keep in contact with me last minute. Ok? Thankyou, God. Enjoy more pictures.

farking off~RYNETTA

*shakes head*

sigh...I have no choice but...

THANK YOU MARCUS TEO FOR PLAYING FOUR GAMES OF MINESWEEPER WITH ME TODAY AND MAKING ME WIN ALL FOUR TODAY

Ahaha yes I'm happy, Marcus, I'm happy. Trahaha. You happy now? XD

Aw shit my neighbours are playing with sparklers. Noisy shit. To hell with the kids.

farking off~RYNETTA

I Love The Word Fark and It's None of Your Business

Why, thank you, Sean Lee. Whether or not you're my cousin, I don't give a Fark.

"bloggers...getting punished for inflammatory comments on the blog.better be careful about what u say.even if u are spreading God's word on people's blog. some random blog people ask ur to f*** off.man, the end of the world is near.haha.check this out."

why, THANKS, again. You've made my counter tick a little! You know how I found out you're my cousin? Firstly, your name. Sean Lee. Oh sheesh what a...boring name. But hey, it suits a boring person like you. Secondly, your birthday. 12 Feb 1989. How does it feel like to be a dragon baby flying around zillions of snake babies? I bet you feel like a goldfish. And that doesn't suit a boring person like you because boring people ain't supposed to be outstanding.

Everytime you visit my house or ocassions where I have to see your stinking face, I stoned out. Why? Because you're this fat ass trying to act cool with you "deep voice" like you're damn hot and sexy. Oh God firstly, you're not hot, you're FAT. Secondly, you're not sexy, you're still FAT.

What inflammatory comments am I posting, may I know? Something like this? Why don't you go home and cry to your mum about what I wrote about you. Thank God I'm leaving for Australia. Who wants to see your stinking face?

What word of God's am I spreading? And what's wrong with asking people like YOU to Fark off? This is MY blog and MY freedom of speech. If you're not happy, you're so not freakin' welcomed.

I thank you again for making my counter tick a WHOLE LOT by now. What childish and lousy blog you have.

FARKing off~RYNETTA

peeeeeeeeeeved

I said to go Thailand or some neighbouring countries with both of you NOT go with those farkin freakin oh-my-God irritating bunch of farkers.

If you insist, I insist not to go. Being a shopaholic by nature, you're telling ME they don't like to shop? The purporse of holiday-ing is to relax and PLEASE OURSELVES. Who gives a farking fark about people who don't like to shop? Why are you pleasing people when WE are the ones who are supposed to enjoy our farkin lives out? They would just have to mind their own farkin business and if they're not happy, they can choose not to travel with us! Why are YOU choosing THEM?!

Afraid of flying in budget airlines? What's wrong with budget airline? You want everything cheap but you want everything perfect. Who in this farkin world are you? Even Donald Trump(or whatever his stinking name is) has to spend a bomb to enjoy although that bomb means nothing to his stinking income. Even so, you can still call to enquire about the airlines, can't you? Are you that freakin' farkin' dumb?!

Enough of all these nonsenses. I'm not going with them and THAT'S FINAL. I'm sick of them treating me like a baby and trying to attract my attention 24/7. Enough is enough. You can have them but NOT ME.

farking off~RYNETTA

chia-ism

Chia is cool.

Dorcia Chia
Felix Chia
Natasha Chia
Rynetta Chia
Everyone Chia

Woot!

farking off~RYNETTA

bored

I was pretty sick of blogging but I'm so freakin' bored that I had no freakin' chance but to freakin' blog.

Trahaha sheesh tuition was boring, as usual.

Did I forget to mention I bought a peach coloured rose for my mum yesterday? Wahaha yes I did. Oo she kept it.

Madonna's so gross. Her freakin' butt is freakin' saggy. I'm really bored. Can anyone save me from my boredom? Please?

I studied for 5 hours or so yesterday and I got home super pooped. Oh! Guess what! Mr. Billy Mayah and my english tuition wants to hold a farewell party for me! Aw how so sweet! It's gonna be on the 21st Dec at Mr. Billy Mayah's house because he's gonna COOK for me. Trahaha. Who asked him to suggest the idea. That stoopid ass. I'm gonna email Siying and Mr. Billy and Robin now. Oh wait Robin didn't gimme his email! Another stupid ass.

Sabran called me about two hours ago. That's the longest chat I ever had with him so far. He's freakin' farnie. Telling me how bored he is and all, asking me to start some topic or send some pictures over. He said camera phones are not allowed in camps. I didn't know that till just now! He's in Pulau Tekong! That poor chap. I'm still wondering whether or not to accept his date at Geyland Serai next monday(the only time he can be out). He can't even be out for my birthday la! So should I? Or should I not? Dunno lah.

Bored.

farking off~RYNETTA

This Is What Happens

This is what happens on the 18h of October when you get really bored during tuition

You pose infront of someone's phone with a wombat stuck to ur face

You get candid photos taken while u fiddle with someone's phone

You take pictures of other people taking pictures of you. What a day.

*****

This is what happens on the 11th of June when you get a new camera phone and get caught.

Someone will ask you to take a stupid picture of him XD

*****

This is what happens when you get bored in a car ride.

You take pictures of retro Herbi look alike cars when they pass by your window pane.

*****

This is what happens on the 11th of October when you get impatient while waiting for your turn to get an X-ray done.

You take pictures

Of cute parrot fishes

Seeking your attention

When

You wait for your turn

In getting an X-ray done

*****

This is what happens on the 25th of October when your blardy good friend gets bored during tuition and starts playing with your gadget.

Landis sure loves to fark.

*****

This is what happens on the 26th of October when two dorks get bored of studying since 9am.

We start loving ourselves.

But this dork loves herself much more. (I was staring at the screen instead of the lense. I'm just smart ok.)

*****

This is what happens on the 22nd of October when your hammie and you both get bored.

You'll have your hamster kissing you

Cozying up in your cozy grip

Preparing to have something squirting out of its anus

Oh no oh no I'm putting you down baby! Shoo!

farking off~RYNETTA

Incorrigible BOYS will remain as BOYS down the road

If you silly assholes are reading this, GOOD FOR YOU. How immature can you get? Already you guys are freakin' shallow, pretending you know EVERYTHING, trying to flirt and all, how much worse can you get? Making a whole load of noise while we(and alot others) are trying to study. Stop pretending. You guys are just plain STUPID. It's not God's fault(it's seriously NOT) nor your parents' because you guys ain't born stupid. You guys just choose to be. Sad for you. Studying? More of getting out of the house just to create some havoc so that all eyes will be on you. Nice try but I'm sorry, you've FAILED.

*****

Let's put that aside and talk about yesterday. The storm was horrid! Lightning, thunder, rain. Bad bad bad. When I got out of the house I was praying for myself not to get touched by even a single drop of rain but once I stepped out of the car(and into the building) the wind was so strong my whole right side of my body was drenched(I managed to cover my face). The lift was dry. Thank God.

At around 2.30 Madison came in wet. ALL wet. She said the lift was wet and dripping(from the ceiling) and the MacCafe was so wet and flooded that they had to stop business. Tuition went on as usual though, EXCEPT for Landis going nuts.

We went to KFC during our so-called two hours break. Landis then rushed into MosBurger to see his darling P-U. BWAHAHA. Okok shall not dwell on it. We then went up and guess who we bumped into? Sarah-ann and her boyfriend! Madison shared popcorn chicken with Sarah and her bf while I went back to keep YingXian company. I had....Bandito! Love it like shits.

Oh yeah not to forget truth or dare! Landis had to like bang on Room 1's back door and run to the front to confess. LOL that was the stupidest dare I've experience. I was dared to kiss Madison and so I did on her cheeks. Sorry about the lip gloss hahaha I had no tissue to wipe them off.

Second round of tuition was like total craziness. Landis seem to have taken the wrong medicine for the day or something. He was like...oh God don't let me repeat. After I went home I experienced the crash. I couldn't sleep till like 2.30am though. My whole body was aching including my tummy.

I'll blog about today later. My whole body's still aching =\

farking off~ICE

Daily Health Products Intake

Vitasoy - up to 3 packets a day

Yakult - one bottle a day

Vitamin Tablet - after every meal

Ice-cream - one stick a day

OOPS ice-cream aint really healthy but it helps make my skin smooth(according to Aaron's powderful theory). Bwahaha and i've minimized my dinner intake to maintain a healthy diet. I don't skip lunch. I skip BREAKFAST. The most important meal of all and I skip them =D

farking off~RYNETTA

EVERYBODY'S SICK!!!

Oh NOOOOOO!!!!! When I nudged XiaoBai just now, she woke up weirdly. She was making this sorta noise and it was very unlikely of her to do so.

She wasn't sneezing(I've heard her sneeze before), it was more like she had breathing difficulties. She was huffing and puffing and after a few rounds she came out to my palms.

Boohoo I hope she's gonna be alright by tomorrow. Or AT LEAST by tonight where she's the most hyper.

farking off~RYNETTA

Birds in My Garden

Is it the season now or what?!

So many birds!
SEE!Ok they've flown away

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THE 'IN' TREND

SAMANTHA KONG, JESSLYN NOVIANTY, AND RYNETTA CHIA ARE COOL BECAUSE THEY TYPE IN CAPITAL LETTERS WHICH, OBVIOUSLY, IS THE 'IN' TREND. RAWK ON. BWAHAHAHA

FARKING OFF~RYNETTA

Wedding Song

On my wedding day, I want all my wedding song to be by Phil Collins! I swear on that!

farking off~RYNETTA

A simple message to darkness falls:

I'm a free thinker who doesn't care about people's bad impressions on me and I'm not ready to join any religion for the sake of anything. I believe in all religions and all Gods. Does that make you feel in ease now?

FARKing off~RYNETTA.

The reason why I didn't blog for so long is because..

I went to my mum's friend's wedding anniversary! Sorry ar I only had my phone with me so the resolution may not be that good. They've been married for forty 'ol years! Good grief. And I thought I never trusted marriage.
Left to right: Aunty Ah Noy(the one celebrating her wedding anniversary, also the one in red/orange), Uncle Lee, Aunty Rui Wen. I dunno the woman in blue.
The guy in dark blue/black with his finger pointing at heaven is Aunty Ah Noy's hubby for fourty years.
There're swimming pools in the middle, left AND right. I should have taken a picture of the pools when the sun was still up. Shits.

The right pool
The left pool(behind the bushes)
The small water fountain on the right.
And the water fountain on the left.

I liked this flower on a tree(yes the tree was short)
The plants in the function room
Back to her house. The wall's freakin full of ants! ARGH!

See!!!

boy their TV's beautiful!

Aunty Ah Noy had a grandson tt's pretty cute though! I guess he's in his teens if I'm not wrong. I only got to know he's Gerald/Jarryl/wadeva sound similar. Sadness.

farking off~ICE

[edited]

To
My
Fellow
Primary
School
Mates
Please
Inform
Me
About
The
Dates(23/24 dec)
You
Prefer
Hanging
Out
With
MeIn
Celebration
Of
My

Birthday

Thankyou

farking off~ICE