omg i've got lots to say today...lets start from sch...raining again so no flag raising (yeh!)...then...lesson...after sch lib duty...me, geraldine and joyce sign in for half and hour only we go canteen slack...yiting dunno y face so black...not 3RP yiting...this yiting is sec 2 de...then...we slack from 2.30-3.30...we buy food from canteen...i only bought water coz i ain't hungry...then we went to the staircase to the lib there...we stood there talk alot...then di siao the scouts hehx...we talk so loud dunno if they can hear us...hope not haha...then 3.30 go back lib...kena scolded by aunty molly...she say yiting say we never do anything at all then go off...i mean...wtf lorh...you bad mood also dunnit to sabo us right? in fact, we DID shelf and arrange the books first lorh...damn tiring k...until now my arms still aching lorh...anyhow accuse us...wth...nvm...then we continur...hands still aching but if we neva do later somebody paoto us again arh...kk...then 4.00pm we go off...then moma fetch...then go home...moma say wanna eat first...but i say after tuition coz it's damn rush...i reach home at 4.30++...tuition at 6.00 have to leave home at 5.45...i only got around one hour toi prepare myself...if eat...then...wa lao...so short time to prepare myself lorh...you always think of yourself wad bout me??? kk nvm...then i bathe and got ready and went for tuition...went up...and guess my luck the first person i saw if tt fucking daryl...nvm...then i go for tuition...he sat in...wtf lorh...clarence nvm coz he's an apprentice to me...but wee yong sit in i already quite pissed...now tt daryl come in zhuo boh...wth lorh...NVM...me and madison talked quite alot...then come home...revised for geog and physics...finally can use comp...and OMG...after b4 my lib duty i received an sms from JC bout gerard n me...i dun wanna type the whole msg here coz...i mean...it's really shocking...not surprising actually...shocking...so...scary...gerard tell me it's not true...say it isn't true!!!!! tell me it's a joke!!!!! omg...why must all this happen...how i wish i never met any of you guys at all...not even sebastian...y...y muz i go through all these??? aaargh...God!!!!! would you stop playing games with me?????

must i??? must i really blog??? aaargh...wad to do...i've got nothing to do n i dun get to use the comp often anymore so...no choice...sch day lorh...nothing much...eng tutorial no movie one...hehx...XP...then after tt thing go home...did some homework and revision...went to bathe...dinner...sms arthur...go tuition...thank god adeline wasn't there...then tuition...after tuition went popular...can't find the textbook i need...the geog one...aaargh...then go home...do homework...didn't do finish...i'll finish it in sch tomorrow...then...9pm...use comp...nothing to do until now...now i know 1 hour of usage of comp is more than enough...i think...hehx......

arthur, i'm so so sorry i ignored you the other time...but i needed peace...although i did not manage to get peace...but...at least you know i'm happy and ok now...thx for the prayers...i promised i will pray for you...n i seriously will...i feel so greatful to have a great friend like you...i will never wanna lose you...you were always by my side when i needed you...thankyou so much...i dunno what i can actually do to repay you...i guess i'll never be able to do so...well...i juz wanna say a BIG thankyou...if it were not for you, i would feel real lost now...thankyou God for giving me such a great friending like arthur!!!!!

sch reopen le!!!!! haha...kk i'm not supposed to be happy but...at least i won't continue rotting at home hehx...our geog teacher is miss gan now...she still remembers me (for good or for bad i dunno) and...i find her...okok la...but heard quite a few ppl dun like her...i have no comments at all...then...miss wan come back ler! haha...i dunno y but i like her teaching...then assembly...the chinese department came up this volunteery exam...i think...$80...siao lorh...then they say they charge us $40...take exam still have to pay...i'd rather not take lorh...then got one fieldtrip (or something like tt) to china...$1338...damn ex lorh...dun want...then...stanley's video...woah cool xia...and junqing's also not bad hehx...then...mr yue's turn...he nag and nag and nag about the sch's results...can't care much larh...OMG PAN WEI BO ON TV!!!!! oh ya...have to pay geraldine the ticket fee...how much is it huh? hehx...=P...oh then...after tt the remaining 5 ppl took their report books back...doris...yiting...mathew...chun chen and hongting...yeh...then after sch...accompany zhiyin go find mr. suhaimi...then she go back...then...moma picked me up then we went to Princess for movies...we watched Tu Ran Fa Cai...haha sho farnie...but b4 tt we went macs for lunch coz movie starts at 3.30pm...but we were 30 minutes early...so yeh...i ate fries only...coz i ain't hungry...saw so many malay ah lians and ah bengs...then...after movie...go home...dinner...homework...now...haha...kk...sian......

heyo! didn't blog yesterday coz i was too tired and worned out and busy...well...let me start on friday...at 4.30 i went to kembangan MRT station to wait for my friends...but i was damn early...4.40 only...so i went to 7-11 and bought a can of you know tt ribbon...tt sticky type of ribbon u use to spray on parties...then went to the station again...4.46...min ru there alrd...gave me a shock...so early...then daniel ang was there too...then waited...fang xiang...jin kai...franklin...abigail...jesslyn...then after a looong wait tania came...then...went to my house...walk so long...feel so pai seh...hehx...then...the guys took a looong time to start the fire...they were saying the starter no good...i guess so haha...then...they use paper to start the fire starter...then after one hour plus then charcoal finally burnt...then we started bbq-ing...the first round, the guys ate them all...then they went to play bball at that extra small court...they got the ball from timothy...my neighbour i mean...thx tim! then the girls n i continued bbq-ing and eating...abi and eleanor and tania then went out to get some food...then melinda, terri-ann, weiling n i went to get some alcoholic drinks...we tried a bit here n there, added water or soda and stuff...then melinda drank the most and she didn't mix at all...then the guys came back, joyce and jane and shawn chook came...then we continued eating...then WATER BOMB!!!!! it was so difficult to get the guys out to play...but still managed to hehx...i tried my very best to bomb franklin...he was totally wet...no one wanted to bomb me...hai...but i think melinda did...or was it jesslyn? dunno la...then melinda was drunk...so jane, weiling and terriann sent her home while we continued playing...i feel so sorry making melinda drunk...i'm so so so so so sorry...kk...then we ran out of balloons so we used plastic bags...then we didn't wanna play anymore and jin kai threw his last water plastic bag bomb on me...tt was how i got wet from head to toe...thx dude...lol...then...we ate a lil...and went to the park...we "hid" in tt small spider web thingy and played truth or dare...franklin has a stead! or was it had? dunno la haha...then shawn chook "proposed" to me...haha...then joyce went to "ka jiao" an old couple...then i went to send eleanor off...went back, they finished playing...abigail has a clear record...which means she has never had any bfs before...then tania used to like lyndon as a friend coz he's nice but not anymore coz...i dunno y haha...i still like lyndon though...AS A FRIEND haha...coz i really think he's nice...but ofcoz i like timothy more....tt guy who gave me "ice" as a christian name and is now in australia...then...slowly all went home...still got sooo many food left...i was eating them all slowly...expecting zhiyin's arrival...then at 11.30pm she called telling me she's not coming anymore as her mum didn't allow coz it's too late...i mean wth lorh...i expected her arrival so eagerly...so did my parents...nvm...then...we took a looong time cleaning up...mopping the floor washing the floor...only at 1am did i manage to get a shower...then jc called...hai...so long he hasn't called...but i need to bathe!!!!! so i went to bathe and stuff...went back to my room, JC smsed me saying he's tired and he's already sleeping and he'd calling tomorrow...so at 2am i went to sleep...

then the next day...26th june incase you dunno...woke up at 11.00am...then went to bathe and change and get ready and stuff rushing here and there just for...LARRY GOR GOR'S WEDDING!!!!! omg...the day has finally came!!!!! i was kinda slow coz...you know...i couldn't wake up and stuff...then...at 12.30 we set off for st. magaret primary's church...dunno wad's tt church called but it was rather small...but...OMG angie jie jie is so darn chio!!!!!all the praying and singing (worship songs) and my dad was all so irritating and noisy...he kept nudging me but i ignored him...then his phone rang and it was third aunt...wtf lorh...A WEDDING IS GOING ON IN A CHURCH WITH PRAYINGS AND SINGING WHILE YOUR FUCKING PHONE RANG...and tt phone call is about the wedding car's number plate...WTF?!?!?! A WEDDING. ALL YOU CAN THINK OF IS 4D?!?!?! WHEN WILL YOU GUYS BEHAVE?!?!?! when it's time to behave you adults play...but when you dun have to behave sooo much you guys think as if we're in a parliament house...wtf...NVM...then...NOW I KNOW WHY LARRY GOR GOR'S MUM DOESN'T REALLY LIKE US!!!!! ALL THX TO YOU AND YOUR FUCKING SUPERSTITIOUS 4D MIND!!!!! kk relax...then we took pictures and went for lunch...took pictures again...then...toilet...then...go home...nono they went to buy 4D...pissed ok? pissed...then...go home...moma went to get her hair done and papa went to meet up with his cousin n i bathed and changed at home again...i love my pink tube and white long skirt man...then moma helped me put on make up...THX! ofcoz only the base abd powder and blush and eyeshadow...the mascara and lip gloss i apply myself...oh! i also helped moma put on nail polish b4 she bathed...hers was pink mine was silver...then at 7pm we sat off for the dinner...but b4 tt i forced daddy to change coz he was wearing a short sleeve shirt...so he had no chance but to change into a long sleeve one and wore the belt i bought for him and put on a tie...then we fetched tt stoopid third aunt...today's aunt is all father's side btw...then went for the dinner....guess wad...i'm sitting with the oldest aunt and her husband...i dun mine the oldest aunt but tt fucking uncle, i've had enough of him...trying to act big and stuff but NVM...saw sean and tristan and sherman and ziyi...then...dinner started...OMG larry gor gor and angie jie jie looked juz so gorgeous and awesome! they were a perfect pair! then...saw this waiter...quite cute...but reminds me of one of moma's cousin...coz the mouth's alike...WHY M I TALKING ALL THESE RUBBISH...kk...then...the food is real delicious...maybe coz i'm hungry la haha...then after the dinner we took ALOT of pictures...again ofcoz...then went home...on the way out the cark park it was like...TRAFFIC JAM...for 20 minutes...n tt fucking irritating third aunt insisted it's 30 minutes...pls lorhx...moma n i have a BIG digital clock right infront and IT IS 20MINUTES YOU BITCH...nvm...then go home...sent third aunt off first ofcoz (PHEW) then go home...sorry JC today i told you not to call coz of this wedding...i'm so so sorry...then i bathed and sleep...

today morning woke up...bathed and changed and stuff and eat and went for tuition...today we got to watch movie...school of rock!!!!! tt fucking mr fadhil was so irritating saying the plot and stuff...i mean...can't you just keep your bloody mouth shut while we watch the movie and you'll get to talk all you want after the movie...then...he keep forwarding then play then forward then play...you want to forward then PLEASE forward all tt you need IN ONE GO...i ain't gonna do your tt fucking work la huh...then after tuition mr fadhil kept calling for me...wth larh...i ain't your stead so fuck off larh huh...so i ran down the stairs and he couldn't find me...then go home...watch the reply of sweden vs nederland...i didn't know the score so i was really hoping for sweden to win...tt stoopid referrie was damn kahyu...then...5-4 la...penalty kicks...then...did some eng sch homework...hols hmwk larh haha...then...here i am...yawnx...anyway, I WANNA GO AH MAH HOUSE TONIGHT!!!!! kk bye

last night watch meteor garden 2 until 12.45am...woah seh...then 1am sleep...then today...10.30 wake up...then...slack...moma was seasoning the chickens for tonight...i doubt we can finish it but...NVM...then...i slack lorh...watch tv...till now still watching...i got 15 minutes left...to use this comp...sian...yawnx...bye......

woke up daaamn early today...6.30...then bathe and stuff...these few days i always like to either stay in my room/toilet and stare at my hair for long or when i'm out i'll stand infront of the mirror staring at my hair...hehx...wad to do...=P...blehx...kk...then i got ready then went to fetch ah mah...on the way saw jojo so moma sent her to sch for camp...she left her phone in the car...tsk tsk tsk...careless haha...kk...then went ah mah house...then send her to tt gleneagles hospital where ALL the high class clinics are...then ah mah went for laser...i was so tired i forgot to be worried...i slept for one hour...then got this family came to sit beside me woke me up...got one guy...one chio bu...and their moma...that guy...eee...not shuai...but ok la...his character not bad...SERIOUS...tt chio bu...damn chio...muz be his sis...then their moma...sewing something...then tt chio bu went to use her 7200 video tape their moma sewing...haha...lao hua yen...kk...then....WOAH 7200!!!!! STANLEY!!!!! m i dreaming or wad...the first 7200 i saw...kk...then...after a looong wait ah mah finally came out...wearing sunglasses...ah mah cool worx...haha...then aunt khim came...coz ah mah dun really understand eng mah...so aunt khim came down to help...but moma should understand eng wad...aiya dunno la...then we went to eat at the food court...one bowl of laksa 7.50...hold on...7.50?!?!?! yao wo de ming ah! woaah seh...really high class xia...then go back ah mah house...moma stay for a while then go off coz she got an appointment i guess...so i stayed back...aunt khim went centre point...then...after a while she came back...i slept on the sofa aunt khim and ah mah slept in the bedroom...then at 5.30 uncle alan came to pick aunt khim n i up...then they sent me home...then ate dinner...then went NTUC and bought stuffs for bbq...OMG it's tomorrow...aaargh why still so many ppl haven't confirm with me...i doubt there will be lotsa ppl going...sigh...nvm...i'm so bored......

today woke up at 9.30 coz going out with moma and ah mah later...shopping...hehx...then went to shopping...then...went IKEA...ah mah wanna buy curtains for fifth aunt...then moma bought shower curtains for me and blue candles for my party...hey min ru dun forget to help me get some pink candles...i'll pay you when sch reopens...then...go aunt khim's house...smallest aunt...then...aunt khim told my germaine wanna make peace with me...well ofcoz if she's willing i'd be too...so...we had quite alot of fun swimming...we as in germaine jojo n me...then...go tuition...mr ng gave me $5 to buy candles...um...thx so much...=)...and...i think i kinda understand the lesson...then madison and i had so much fun trying to dip every single edible thing into the bbq sauce...from french fries to salted chips to beef and onion flavoured chips to tt snacks from korea...wow...then i was telling her how happy i was bout my hair...hehx...and EEEEEW VICTORIA BECKHAM ON WORLD IDOL...her dress don't suit her song nor the show lorh...kk...quit critisizing...then...moma n i went to have dinner at the food court...saw clarence but he didn't see me...then saw gwen and her family...then went bata to buy shoes...and isetan to buy handbag...then wanted to buy watch but...NVM...then...come home...yawnx...tomorrow going to accompany ah mah coz she having laser operation...i'm damn worried....please...god...please watch over her...i'll pray my heart out tonight...aaargh...stop shaking!!!!! kk...then...aiya i damn bored now...bye......

hehx...sorry for tt recent post...it was a lil harsh...but...tt was juz out of anger...now...ofcoz...i'm ok wif my parents le...and...hey huan yuet, thx alot...as in ALOT...hope you can see this...well...thx to mr yue tt's all i have to say...kk...long time never blog since i came back from korea...yeh...well...on friday...went tuition lorh...had so much fun explaining bout korea to mr kalai and dorcia...haha...then saturday...tuition...a maths...nothing much...yesterday...tuition...eng tuition...like usual...got sick of mr fadhil...but nvm...he's still my friend so i shall give him face...=)...then...ballet...i realised i ain't the only one who lost interest in ballet...candice too...aiya dunno la...oh! miss chew, congrats! sorry didn't manage to congrats you in time paiseh...then...moma alrd at ah mah house...so after ballet my dad came down from aha mah's house and fetch me to ah mah's house...hehx...and just my luck tt bitch's whole family is there...wtf lorh...nvm...then after tt whole thing my parents say to send them home...kao pei...they so reach y dun take taxi or get their parents to fetch them instead? in the car still play here play there and germaine tt bitch think she so big...please lorh...you ain't as chio or slim or big as you think you are...WAKE UP LA GERMAINE...you and your disgusting legs...eeeeew...nvm...then...juz coz of tt and my studies my parents n i quarrel lorh...then...today...moma pull me to facial coz of Berry gor gor's wedding...or issit Barry? dunno la...he's still my gor, my cousin! =)...then...woah biang...damn pain when they tried extracting leh...like so many injections...ouch...then got massage...hand massage...so shuang...then moma bought acne cream n pimple cream for me...thx xia...then...go people's park...i had my hair layered again...after so long that auntie finally managed to cut the type i want...then it took me a looooong and difficult time to get my mum to let me dye my hair...so my hair now has stripes of brown...so cool!!!!! yay! then...go tuition...sarah-ann bang seh me...hmph! hehx jkjk...then lucky tt bitchy adeline not there...and guess how unlucky i am after tuition...in the lift on the way down i saw a bitch coming him...she stead someone from our sch...seriously i think going steady with someone from our sch is a bore...i admit when i was with albert it was a sweet and lovely one but iwas also a bore...no fun at all...lucky it's over...well...yeh then when i got out of the lift i saw tt asshole daryl...he was damn shock bout my hair...i juz said "bustard" and walked off...uh...i wanna apologize to his parents la coz he should be the one being insulted not his parents...so i take back my words n m now calling him an asshole...blind asshole...kk...i gtg le...nitex buai......

fucked up k fucked up...met wif mr yue...then thanks to him he introduced this new "idea" to go into dunman hostel...say wad good discipline...wad fucking rubbish lorh...then say wad cannot rely on tuition...wad are you trying to day? quit tuition and join dunman hostel? DREAM ON YOUR FUCKING DREAM!!!!! no way m i gonna quite mavis and join dunman hostel! two main reasons:

1. i'm gonna be loyal to Mavis Tutorial centre no matter wad although i might be
abit unhappy in there!
2. no way m i gonna set foot onto any dunman facilities coz i hate EVERYTHING bout
dunman!

i'm sorry to the students there but wad to do having an ex-vice-principal like mr yue...i pity you guys...now wad? you wanna cut down the usage of my computer? fuck off larh...if that's the way i will stay in sch and use the comp until the sch shuts down then i go home...and wad will you be thinking? go girls home? huh! you wish...trying to vent your anger on me? go ahead...hit me all you want...then i'll show my fwenx how evil you are on friday evening! see wad you gonna do! you want face i've got my face too! bloody spoilt moma...you ain't fit to be a moma like this lorh...chao chee bye...such a disgrace to let you meet tt geek lorh...wtf...nvm...i shall be rude juz this while coz tt fucking spoilt woman is going mad trying to do everything her own way...one hour of computer a day only? you dream! i'll use the comp as long as i like...you not happy then go ahead and crash the comp out of the window coz IT'S NOT MY MONEY...this is my results NOT your results! you've got nothing to do with my results! oh yes you have! thx for going to china during my exams! very enjoying eh? huh! say i never study? when i got study wad you say? NOTHING! you didn't even give a fucking damn...but when i juz relax wad you do? nag and scold and hit! wtf lorh wad you treat me as? your doll meh? dun want me to argue with you? who you think you are? there is a freedom of speech in singapore...you say you've got your limits? wad bout me? i dun haf my limits meh? how you be a mother meh? you got temper i dun haf meh...wtf lorh...hit me lah...hit me to death larh...wtf lorh...you think i like this family meh...y dun juz slap me till i go deaf till i go blind? wtf lorh...want to hit me then hit me to death larh...scared meh...wtf...you think i scared you arh? how i wish you kill me man! the best don't bring me back into this fucking world ever again man! juz coz you THINK i never study and get this kinda results and you do all this to me? wtf lorh...still call yourselves my parents...chao chee bye chao assholes...dun even understand me...fucked up man! fucked up with my whole life!

fucked up k fucked up...met wif mr yue...then thanks to him he introduced this new "idea" to go into dunman hostel...say wad good discipline...wad fucking rubbish lorh...then say wad cannot rely on tuition...wad are you trying to day? quit tuition and join dunman hostel? DREAM ON YOUR FUCKING DREAM!!!!! no way m i gonna quite mavis and join dunman hostel! two main reasons:

1. i'm gonna be loyal to Mavis Tutorial centre no matter wad although i might be
abit unhappy in there!
2. no way m i gonna set foot onto any dunman facilities coz i hate EVERYTHING bout
dunman!

i'm sorry to the students there but wad to do having an ex-vice-principal like mr yue...i pity you guys...now wad? you wanna cut down the usage of my computer? fuck off larh...if that's the way i will stay in sch and use the comp until the sch shuts down then i go home...and wad will you be thinking? go girls home? huh! you wish...trying to vent your anger on me? go ahead...hit me all you want...then i'll show my fwenx how evil you are on friday evening! see wad you gonna do! you want face i've got my face too! bloody spoilt moma...you ain't fit to be a moma like this lorh...chao chee bye...such a disgrace to let you meet tt geek lorh...wtf...nvm...i shall be rude juz this while coz tt fucking spoilt woman is going mad trying to do everything her own way...one hour of computer a day only? you dream! i'll use the comp as long as i like...you not happy then go ahead and crash the comp out of the window coz IT'S NOT MY MONEY...this is my results NOT your results! you've got nothing to do with my results! oh yes you have! thx for going to china during my exams! very enjoying eh? huh! say i never study? when i got study wad you say? NOTHING! you didn't even give a fucking damn...but when i juz relax wad you do? nag and scold and hit! wtf lorh wad you treat me as? your doll meh? dun want me to argue with you? who you think you are? there is a freedom of speech in singapore...you say you've got your limits? wad bout me? i dun haf my limits meh? how you be a mother meh? you got temper i dun haf meh...wtf lorh...hit me lah...hit me to death larh...wtf lorh...you think i like this family meh...y dun juz slap me till i go deaf till i go blind? wtf lorh...want to hit me then hit me to death larh...scared meh...wtf...you think i scared you arh? how i wish you kill me man! the best don't bring me back into this fucking world ever again man! juz coz you THINK i never study and get this kinda results and you do all this to me? wtf lorh...still call yourselves my parents...chao chee bye chao assholes...dun even understand me...fucked up man! fucked up with my whole life!

wee!!!!! i'm back from korea! haha...well...i managed to write my diary there...feel so sad now...sigh...kk...here it goes:



10/6/04 (not exactly) Day 1:
well i was online till around 7.15pm and i bid farewell to Gerard and Stanley...stanley was asking if i liked him more than just friends...i was going..."ofcoz! i like you as a GOOD friend!"...haha...i was chatting with those two guys and did not realise the time so i did not manage to say my goodbyes to my other friends...then daddy sent moma and i to the airport...we went to get our boarding pass and studd while daddy went to get his car parked...after getting out boarding pass we met up with daddy and went to get some drink from the "24 hour" cafe...oh btw, we were at terminal one...after that we got in to the departure hall...i was clinging on to daddy hugging him like mad...then moma and i walked around the duty free shops...didn't buy anything though...then we waited at gate 44...wow...imagine how big singapore changi international airport is with so many gates...after that the gate finally opened but guess wad...we get to board the plane only by rows...thankfully moma and i sat right at the back...moma was a little upset though, having to sit at the back coz it'll be real bumply(ya esp when i'm having a headache)...the plane took off and stuff...it really was darn bumpy...and NOISY!!! well our first day is gone...(HUH?!)



11/6/04 Day 2:
still on the plane...could no get much sleep...my headache was like getting worse...finally the plane decides to land (coz it has reached its destination d-uh) after 6 hours of flight...the landing was totally brilliant...ain't bumpy but still very noisy...we claimed our luggage, got out and now wad? we had to sit bus to their local airport to take another plane to cheju (jeju) island...it did sound cool to me at first but after that bumpy ride i was like..."oh! give me a break!" but wad to do...i can't change the time of flight, can i? haha yeh so the plane ride...i slept the whole way through...i was so worn out i tell you...the plane landed on cheju (jeju) island...it is twice the size of singapore...no factories nor industries coz their government is very particular bout the environment...you know the re-use re-duce re-cycle and stuff? yeh...this island is popular for honey mooners...no wonder our tour group is full of couples young and old...daddy should have came along instead of me...haha...rights then we went to the Seongeup Folk Village...their "door" is a gate made of three sticks...if they put up all three sticks means there is no one at home...two sticks means gone out for a long time but eith ppl inside i guess...can't really remember...one stick means BRB...lol....haha...if no sticks are put up means feel free to come in! not my house that is lol...in there they had this pig sty...there was a BIG BLACK pig inside...cute though haha...the pig sty is their toiler...whenever guys shit they have to use a stick to hit the pig coz the pig will eat your shit...pigs tt time eat shit to grow up...tt's in the past ofcoz...now the pigs eat fertilizers made of shit...not much diff to me actually...haha...the buildings...if there are two pillars outside means it belongs to a rich family...one pillar means poor la no need to say haha...then women have to carry BIG water jars to collect water...the heavy weight made them have such small size...and if a non-married man carries the jar and walk around the village, it means he dun wanna marry...and if a married man carries the jar and walk around the village it means his wife can go home FOREVER...hui niang jia...you know...divorce la aiyo haha...kk...then we were introduced by a lady to some honey...she's 50++ but has a look of 30++...she's darn cute...as in vocally cute...joke so much with guys young and old lol...moma and i didn't buy any honey coz it's darn expensive...we then had steamboat for lunch...no realy steamboat...more like BBQ on a pot...lol...it's pork...we had to cook it ourselves...there was seaweed!!!!! haha kk but didn't really enjoy the whole meal...then we went to jusangjeolli also known as God's sculpture made by wave and wind at the Daepo Coast...you know those erosion and stuff due to the waves and wind? yeh tt's it...the stones look like...you know...pillar stands...but really short and cute ones...they looked like they are carved but are actually natural...wow...managed to take some nice scenery pictures there...then we went to cheonjiyeon waterfallS...not bad...managed to capture some sights...no one only haha...then orange farm...it wasn't the season for oranges yet so they had to hang fake oranges on the trees...i mean...it's relaly stoopid to take pictures of fake oranges isn't it? kk...TEDDY BEAR MUSEUM!!!!!!!!!! they had all kinds of bears...mona lisa...vincent van gogh...fashion show...korean traditional wedding ceremony...the first teddy bear the travel around the country...jeju folk village...teddy the great...tiniest teddy (4.5mm)...miniature bears...the most expensive bears...they also had bears in the model t ford, the first produced passenger car in the world (1908)...in motion picture, "mordern times", with charlie chaplin (1936)...armstrong taking the first step on moon (1969)...the reunification of Germany (1989)...the tragedy of "titanic" (1912)...teddy clown, striff of germany, 1926...wow...and here goes the history of teddy bears:

about one hundred years ago a very special stuffed toy appeared in the window of a candy shop in Brooklyn, New York...morris and rose michtom owned that shop in which they displayed the stuffed toy named "Teddy's Bear" in honor of President Theodore "teddy" Roosevelt...the teddy bear story began in a strange place - the woods of the U.S in Nov. 1902...president roosevelt was on a bear-hunting trip, something he really enjoyed...at the end of his trip, he had no had the chance to hunt a single bear...one of his staff members caught a bear cub and leashed it to a tree for president roosevelt to shoot...when he saw it, he said, "it is not a sportmanlike behavior!" he lowered his gun and ordered his associates to release the bear...clifford berryman a cartoonist for the washington post, drew a cartoon to accompany a story of what happened at the hunting trip...the cartoon, published on november 16 1902, was entitled "drawing the line in mississippi"...it showed a small, bewildered ear, with round eyes and large ears, at the end of a leash...president roosevelt was standing with his back turned, refusing to shoot he bear...seeing this cartoon, rose michtom decided to make a jointed, stuffed bear like the bear in the cartoon...she got permission from the president to call him "teddy's bear"...thus, teddy bears were born......

there...lol...then we went to the mysterious road...the driver switched the engines off but the bus was still moving...scary eh?! not at all...the scientists said it was due to...gracity pull or something...so cool!!! moma hates me saying tt word coz she thinks it's rude...HUH?! nvm kk then we went to yongduan (dragon head rock), a lava formation silhouetting as a dragon head perfectly over the ocean's horizon...what's silhouetting? haha sorry but i'm copying a little from the itenary...dinner we had ginseng chicken! so delicious man! i gave the ginseng to moma coz i don't eat them...there was glutinous rice and mee sua in the pot...DELICIOUS!!!!! EXTRAOOORDINARY!!!!! haha...then we headed to our hotel! 7th floor room 1732...bathe...drink nestum...gonna paack up soon...another flight tomorrow...like...DAMN! haha...nites...yawnx...



12/6/04 Day 3:
wow that was quite alot for yesterday...here i am on the bus with nothing to do haha...i still can't believe i actually told my mym bout jc...ofcoz as a friend...haha...i woke up at 6.13am...13 minutes late...hehx...i got ready and stuff...wanted to put on mascara and lip gloss but i thought bout it again, we're gonna be out the whole day and we're gonna eat soon so...nah...hehx...i'll just apply lip gloss after breakfast...so we went down with our luggages and board the bus...that stupid bitch diao me for no reason when i didn't even do anything or even speak to her...my mum says she's younger than me...SHE'S SO RUDE!!!!! holy bitch...no she doesn't deserve to be holy...sorry god...she dare diao me again i will dig my nails into her eyeballs...i know it will be filthy but i'll use lotsa strilizer to clean and wash my hands...kk...we're on our way to breakfast...i'm dead tired...
we had abalone porridge for breakfast...reminds me...australians pronounce abalone as abalonieeeee...my tummy's gonna burst...i'm so full...i was like waiting for the couple to leave so i could eat the seaweed...sounds more like attack haha...i diao-ed that bitch just now...haha...if i should see her diao me again i'll point middle finger, say fuck off, so on and so forth...i'm not trying to be rude or wad but she deserves it!!! oing to the airport...

oh my god...it was like a dream...bout wad happened yesterday...it was like...i never expected it...kk...i won't say wad it is...but...i had a great time with a guy...not sex that is but...nvm...i won't say it out thought...yeh...well...today...went out with my mum...banks...harry potter movie at bedok...i like the movie coz this movie is bout friendship and betrayal...it's like a totally good storyline...and...went back parkway shop...then tuition...haha...went mad with madison again...hai...dun feel like blogging these days

i'm so so pissed...this two kids...come in...first thing they did, changed the channel of the tv...i mean...wad the fuck? hello? this is NOT your house k? THIS IS NOT YOUR HOUSE...rights...i got so pissed i diao them then took my hp and pencil, went up to daddy's room and watch harry potter...and then you know wad they do? they went to the toilet and didn't flush the toilet bowl...then they used my comp without permission...when i was away they used the comp without permission...wtf lo...then they fuck the whole minesweeper game up...then they took my teddy bear...played the piano...i mean...wtf lo...THIS IS NOT YOUR HOUSE...then they go off...i told my dad how irritated i was n my mum overheard it...then she started nagging...until now she still nagging...she thinks i dun want her...if i really dun want her i would be in the streets now living alone...and she thinks my attitude sucks...wad bout her? when she has a headache she can sleep like a big fat fucking pig but when i've got a headache i can't even sleep a single second...wtf lo...gerard says i can watch FRIENDS...i have no mood to watch any fucking show now...i told him wad happened last month...i told him i dunno if i actually got any true friends...he said he wanna be my true friend...i'm touched...i truely am...but i'm sorry...i dun even know if i can trust you...sorry...i'm pissed...i feel like breaking down now...i may be crying...but tt's not coz i'm sad or scared but coz i'm angry...i dun wanna break down coz i'm gonna prove to my fucking mother i know how to tolerate...if i break down...i just aint gonna go for any counselling anymore...if my moma doesn't know i love her then wad's the point? wad's the point of living in a fucking family where your mum doesn't trust you doesn't believe you doesn't know you love her? i've had enough...i'm tired...tt's it......

thos entry is just for ADELINE HO...firstly, i never thought i was chio...i look into mirrors practically everyday...i find nothing wrong coz all i see is my reflection...and...i NEVER thought guys are crawling all over me...i NEVER wanted to...you say i pushed you away? i won't wanna even TOUCH you...pls lorh...you ought to be pushed away...you wanna see me in the grave? eeeeew who wants to get into the same grave as you? i'd rather go hell...you think me as a match maker? is that a joke? or...it's a cold joke...yeh...COLD JOKE...laugh my ass out man...maybe i should matchmake you huh?...you want a huge mirror that spells out the truth to me and smacks it right into my face? i'll wait till you invent that mirror then...maybe you won't last long enough to invent that mirror...i don't need YOU to tell me the truth...you never tell the truth...you tell LIES...you're everybody's fool...right evenascence? haha! get my nose out of the air? then how i breathe? you want me to die arh? oh...even if you want me to die i'll wait for you to die first...i'll see you SUFFER...you think i don't have the guts to kill ppl? i'll juz cry and rely on self-pity? oh haha! another cold joke...it's coz i DON'T kill ppl...maybe you la...but what the hell? why would i wanna dirty my hands and waste my time on you? my god no way...you describe me as yux? haha BIG COLD JOKE...i think you're much worse...and oh aren't you sad i'm not les? haha...i think you used daryl to drown your feelings to get over the heartbreaking news i'm not les...even if i WERE a les, i won't wanna les with YOU...YUCKS...you think i should look into the mirror and realise i'm not that great and guys are definitely not going crazy over me? when did i ever say i was great? i never thought so...and when did i ever say guys are going crazy over me? haha...i NEVER thought so...you think i'm a bitch and a flirt huh...well...bitch...in wad way? pls make yourself clear and TESTIFY your answer...and...flirt? haha...wad bout you? i bet you didn't know daryl well enough...daryl ask you for stead you make him wait for 2 weeks? come on la...you're just trying to act big...daryl was just blind to choose you...coz you fooled him...wad to do...now YOU're the fool...i've changed...i admit i WAS a flirt...but no more...now i SOCIALISE not flirt...unlike you...flirt NON STOP...ppl like you juz misunderstand la huh? admit it...you don't even know i've changed and you still call yourself my friend? no thanks man...and if you're thinking..."when was i ever friends with de xin?!"...all i have to say is THANK GOD!!!!!...haha! you just insult ppl non stop la huh...you dun understand yet you still insult them...pls lo...i know sometimes i do...but i do apologize...like i apologized to sebastian...but YOU? i never even heard you say "SORRY" sincerely before...you say all is joke? then where's your "just joking"? not everyone treats you as a joke you know...everyone treats you as a FOOL...you're everybody's fool...now just fuck off alright? F-U-C-K O-F-F

i wanna quit...tt's it...but...how to? it would be wierd...i was thinking...maybe after grade 8...i dun thk i can make it...i dun thk i can make it to elementary...i dun haf the strength...i'll juz do my grade 8...pass it...and just live an ordinary life...i sprained my ankle...it's coz...i didn't lift myself up properly...i mean...how to when i've got no mood...my parents already know i've lost interest in ballet...but i juz dunno how to quit...aargh...alright...then...ballet ended at 7.30...latest ever...then went to ah mah's house...when i reached there, germaine tt FAT bitch is going home...i was jumping for joy inside of me...then when i saw her...i DIAO her REAL BADLY man...just like the way i did to wee yong...whaha...so cool!!!!! i didn't wear that tube la..coz i came straight from ballet...got that leotard and stuff under my shirt...ya...then...ate dinner...samantha was a lil irritating...my cousin...not samantha kong...she was pulling me out to walk cookie...the family dog...i was like...oh no...my mum doesn't allow me to...she then went to bug someone else...i told you i HATE kids...then...slowly everyone's gone home...then i watched harry potter alone in PEACE...phew...i love ah mah! muakx!!!!! haha...rights...then go home...here i am...bored...gor come back le!!!!! yayie! he was saying he went straight to the toilet when he got back...he so farnie...i miss him so much when he was in camp...haha...finally he's back...lol...aargh...talking to JC on phone...so hard to type!!!!! aiya bye la......

yawnx...JC...i cannot wake up le la...lol...this morning woke up at 8...like usual my dad had to kick me out of bed coz i've got tuition...last night...wanted to talk to JC bout jobs on the phone but dunno how we talked then talked bout something else...bout shades...planes...cars...computers...lol...kk...sounds like albert but...hai...dun say bout albert anymore...rights...well...yeh...talked until 1am leh...cause me to be unable to wake up...hmph! haha...kk...then...this morning...woke up with slight blocked nose...so mood naturally bad lorh...then mr fadhil over there kao beh me...pissed k...holidays still have to do comprehension...wtf lorh...then...i use hp only he nag so much...i felt like saying FUCK OFF LA...but nvm...GIVE HIM FACE...then we tell him our marks he start nagging again...say wad JC very difficult...not tt guy JC but the SCH JC...i mean pls lo...what makes YOU think EVERYONE WILL go to JC?! i am NOT...i am going to LONDON you STOOPID FOOL...rights...then after tuition...go home la...then aiya dunno la...yawnx...ate noodle...tonight going to ah ma's house...YAY!!!!!!!!!! if that bitch is going i'm gonna show her TRUE ATTITUDE...you know wad i mean moma...i'm gonna wear my tube...i know i am fat larh...but not as FAT as tt bitch......

heyhey! haha...this morning i was supposed to wake up at 8 so i can make it to the St. Pat's fun fair in time...but my stoopid alarm clock just didn't work...daddy get me a new one!...kk...then i woke up at 8.44...bathed and changed and stuff...walked to st. pat...i didn't know where was seb's stall...so i waited for him at the stage...he was like wearing that banner on him...so farnie i tell you lol...then went to their stall...saw gerard...then this guy...he looked a lil like myren...forgot his name...dun see the need to remember his name...lol...then guess who i saw...JC from south east cdc!!!!! i was like OOOH MYYY GOOOD!!!!!...dunno how to spell his name la haha...i got a shock k...i thought i would never meet him ever again in my whole life but he ended up in the same class as seb! gosh man!...we kept staring at each other...he said my eyes were big when looked into...seb was like...yah lorh!...lol...then he kept patting my head...oei...i short enough le la...haiyo...then guess who i saw again! gwen! she was at the next stall with her fwen jonathan...he like her before haha...he's so sweet...he bought so many sweet stuffs for gwen...but gwen likes cher li...sigh...too bad for jonathan...then sarah-ann came down...i told her not to! hmph! nvm...i was like hiding from her lol...gwen and jonathan pulled me out to make me run away from sarah-ann...then we walked around...i really felt like a "dian deng pao" i tell you...so on the way back i purporsely walked real slowly so they can walk together...gwen turned around and was like "HEYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!"...lol...then got back...THANK GOD sarah-ann was gone...i told gerard to say i'm not there if she asked for me...kk...then after a while i got home...tt guy tt looked like myren said "bye de xin"...i was like...HUH?! i didn't even bother remembering his name but he did! oh well...nvm...oh! i know why! coz seb's whole class knows me...holy cow...nvm...then gwen and i walked home...arthur wasn't in sch coz he was sick...awww...take good care k? well then...when i got home my parents ain't at home...so i went to gwen's house...oh! gwen's my next door neighbour...yeh...then...she was taking out all the gifts...she was going crazy i tell you...lol...then gwen's mum came back...she bought food for me...aaargh! i had no appetite! but i had no choice so i ate a lil to give her face la haha...i saw gwen's grandpa...oh my god...he can't move...it's like...he's got to stay in the room the whole day can you imagine? he's got to sleep in a hospital bed...poor thing...take care ya? rights...then...2.15 went off...went to the park...i was walking DAAAMN SLOOOWLYYY...then gerard and a half naked guy was there...dunno his name...i was like...where's seb...ofcoz i was asking MYSELF lol...then i smsed gerard teasing him bout his pants...lol...he brought along an extra pair of pants...but there's no toilet around dude...lol...then...seb came along...litong was there too! i met my new fwen! yay! kk i'm mad...then after a while litong says she wants to go back to the st. pats fun fair...i sent her off...the singing...oh my god...it was TERRIBLE...my fav songs "the reason" and "this love" was sang so terribly! hope maroon 5 and hoobastank didn't mind...lol...then got back...got this gang of guys playing against seb gerard and tt naked guy...don't really have a good impression on them coz THEY SNATCHED MY SEAT!!!!! then i had to like stand...i stood there...stared at the guy sitting on my seat and diao him he still didn't move...they rested...seb asked me where was litong...i said she went back to st. pats fun fair...then mum smsed me say to go home and prepare for tuition...then i told seb i'm going home...then i didn't even bother to say bye to gerard...lol...wad 4 rights? dun want anymore misunderstanding and rumours...then...go home...lied down on my bed...4.30 went down...then...went tuition...i was damn early...go up the lift...wanted to go into the office but i was wee yong...i diao-ed him RIGHT INTO HIS FACE MAN!!!!! yeh babe! you suck wee yong! you suck!...kk...i'm mad...yah...then...went to the staircase...contacted madison...met her at macs...i bought a mcnuggets meal...i was starving coz for the whole day i ate only that small bowl of satay bee hoon from gwen's mum (THX!!!!!)...then...went up...MR NG DID NOT GO FOR THE STOOPID AUDITION!!!!!...aiya nvm...but hey! happy birthday! haha...then i told him my results...i wanted to cry right infront of him...but...so many ppl around...so nvm...he was going "oh man de xin i let you down"...i went "no...I let you down"...we went on quarrelling who let who down...then i finally said "AIYA GO TEACH YOUR LESSON LA!!!!! SHOOO!!!!! lol"...then we laughed then he went to the front again...tt stoopid lawrence has been sms-ing me again...i smsed him for a while then ignore him again...lol...then go home...yawnx...i didn't wanna blog...but hai since i've got nothing to do so...yeh...here i am...juz watched finish tt movie on channel 5...wad movie is tt? hold on i'll check the papers...hold on...HOLD ON...the movie is "witches"...can you believe it? it's such a cool movie! my god...kk...then yeh...nothing to do now...aaargh! finger cramp!...oh shit i need to call JC...bout the south east cdc thing...i think i wanna get a job in december...kk...bye......

I'M HAVING CHILLI CRAB FOR DINNER!!!!!!!!!! kk...i'm going mad haha...well...this morning woke up at 10...haha...rights...then...breakfast eat lil bit only...no appetite...i suddenly have this craving for KFC and Macs...but...from my house...how to find KFC and Macs...i mean...have la...but very far leh...hai...nvm...then...yeh...i've been slacking all along here...haha...kk...i'm bloody bored now...someone find something for me to do...yawnx......

oh my god the baby's so cute!!! sadly i don't have a pic of her...it's on hallmark...haha...anyway...today...did i have an entry just now? oh yes i did...this is the fourth entry...haha...kk...well...just now i went out to the cinemas with my moma...watched "the day after tomorrow"...it's nice! you bet! haha...the starting is boring...with all those conferencing about global warming and stuff but the ice age part was like...WOW!...then i started asking..."will this happen to us?"...hha...i was frightening myself...rights...well...then we went expo...IT show...so many ppl...so naturally my mood goes bad...nvm...my face was like so oily...eew...yah anyway...i wanna go bake my potato! bye!!!!!

i bloody hell flunked my geog...aaa...i know tt sounds familiar to you guys except that the subject is diff lol...rights...sch...i want to pon one...but no one there to pon with me...i'm bloody hell pissed with zhiyin...hey...i dun understand why do i always use the phrase bloody hell...kk...then...i mean...zhiyin...you haven't been replying my msgs...wth lorhx...even if you were not with your hp, when you are in reach of it i'm sure you can reply my msg right? you don't mean to leave me alone waiting for your reply about IMPORTANT things? FINE...from now on i shall not sms you no matter how important it is...and about the st. pats fun fair...i'm still not sure if i wanna go...zhiyin...you bitch...kk...i should not call you tt but...wth...i expect AT LEAST a reply from you...if can, we shall juz go to the st. pats fun fair and meet your friend then we go off for a movie or two and lunch...coz...i dunch wanna see those guys...esp. sebastian...you hear that? ESPECIALLY SEBASTIAN...kk not hear but read...um...yeh...then...got my results...my parents are at it again...for no fucking reason my mum's late...she herself tells me not to be late...in the end who's late? aaargh...pissed...dunno why i'm in such a mood today...and you know sumthin? my mum says my attitude sux...she thinks the way i talk to ppl is wrong...hello? am i hearing right? think about yourself before you say others would you? when you are pissed i can bet with you a million times the way you talk is WAY WORSE THAN MINE...you say i insult ppl? wad bout you? you insult even YOUR OWN FRIENDS...i mean...pls la...at least have a little sense of loyalty to your friends? even thought at times i do get pissed with my friends but i understand...but i dun understand zhiyin tt's the problem...kk...idiot...then you asked me wad i want for dinner...ofcoz i say wad i want for dinner rights? if not wad? i say i want shit meh? i say i want beef and baked potato...kk...beef maybe impossible for today but baked potato? you can juz get it anywhere from any market? dun come and tell me you dun know how to bake a potato...juz dump it into an oven or toaster you bitch...kk...i shall not scold her a bitch coz scolding her a bitch will mean i'm a daughter of a bitch...kk...you say wad "dun give me this kinda menu"...MENU????? hello? has your eng downgraded or deproved or wad? MENU??? it's suggestion my dear...oh nono...you're not fit to be MY dear...you said you already said you dun want...uh...i dun remember hearing you say that...you only say you dunno how to cook them! still call yourself a chef...my GOD...pls...i'd rather eat uncle's chili crab...and you better not try cook tt chili crab...leave it to dad and me...since you dun even know how to bake a potato i dun expect a good chili crab out of you...rights...pissed...gor i miss you...sobs...haven't seen you since january...love you......

oh my god look at this! take the test at http://www.naucon.net/misc/tests/love_test01.htm

1. You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and
free.

2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is creative, never let you feel bored.

3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is flexible.

4. What you hate most in your partner is that the person is
ruthless, cold-blooded, and/or ironic.

5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is that both of you can talk about everything and
anything, no secret is kept.

6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.

7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married,
you'll treasure it and your partner very much.

8. At this moment, you don't want to be tied down by a steady
relationship, you just want to flirt around.

hey hello! haha...look at the time...haha...very early eh? haha...well...i woke up at 6am forgetting sch starts at 8 today...how stoopid i am haha...anyway...i'm having my breakfast...for the first time since eons ago i'm having bread for breakfast...oh my god the keyboard is getting sticky now...haha...nvm...at least mine's not like gor's...haha...his shift and ctrl and spacebar key is totally mad...lol...well...my dad has just sent moma to TAI JI (EEEW)...and i'm at home waiting for him to come back so i can go to sch...well...i'm talking to stanley online now...bet he woke up quite early too...let me see...wu lao shi is online...tt fucking loser daniel is online...stanley is online...iain is online...chun chen is online...but very obviously only stanley is beside his comp...well maybe iain is too...coz he's in cananda and i wonder wad time is it in canada now...surely around noon...AROUND...i'm not too sure...so yeh...i go le la...oh my god...the bread is so spicy......

......i can bet with you a million times my legs are damn fucked up with me...oops...i didn't mean to be so vulgar but yeh...hehx...well...i've been walking non-stop for the past FIVE days continuously since saturday till now...oh my god...only now do my legs hurt...kk...today...i woke up...i was being kicked around with my dad...until i took his leg and bite it then he ran away...yah then i went to brush my teeth real thoroughly coz i doubt my dad's legs were clean...then i went to bathe and stuff and was just nice ready to go out...again...then we went to suntec...i ate pasta...dunno y i juz have this craving for creamy pastas...i ate mushroom cream or something like that but i tell you it tasted only of mushroom and the cream was abit...tasteless...so i ate only the spaghetti and left the mushrooms alone...BLEH...kk...then dad moma n i went to the book fair in the exhibition hall...it's all chinese books so i bet all of you should know how bored i was...then yeh...bored...well...soon after we got OUT of the exhibition hall and i was like...FINALLY...then we went window shopping...went into careforr...or something like that...we walked around...nobody complaint bout the cup of ice mocha i had in my hands...till we went down to the supermarket...there's this fucked up...kk...i should not use too much vulgar...rights as i was saying...there's this fucked up staff walking around, saw me, and said "sorry ma'm, eating and drinking is not allowed in here"...i was like "then wad bout all these samplings? they are not allowed also wad! get them out then!"...everyone turned and looked at us and they were like "yah lorh...ya...nothing wrong wad...ya lorh"...then the staff had no choice but to apologize to ALL...hehx...i was pissed la...quite pissed coz my head was aching a lil...then continue walking...then...my parents bought some stuff...walked out...and FINALLY did we manage to go home...then i wanted to sleep...my mum scolded me "you've been sleeping so much since yesterday! why are you still sleeping now?!"...i ignored her and went up to my room and i dunno y my dad was inside so i went "ppl headache can sleep until like a BIG FAT PIG but i headache cannot even sleep...wad fucking logic"...then daddy went out haha...then i slept...woke up had dinner...then moma went "do you hate us or wad? why do you always talk to us that way?"...i was already DAMN pissed off wif my moma soa i shouted "ME?! YOU'RE SAYING ME?! WHAT BOUT YOU?! LOOK AT THE WAY YOU TALK TO ME! IF YOU DON'T WANT ME TO REPLY YOU THAT WAY THEN YOU TALK NICELY! AND IF I REALLY HATE YOU GUYS I WON'T BE GIVING YOU GUYS PRESENTS, I WON'T BE CELEBRATING STUFFS WITH YOU GUYS, I WON'T BE SITTING HERE EATING DINNER WITH YOU GUYS, I WILL NOW BE IN THE STREETS!" then my moma diam diam...then here i am...bored...i think i'm gonna be sick...heeelp......

......i bloody hell failed my chinese...and history and social studies....aaargh...i've done so badly...oh my god...i tell you i'm gonna torture myself for the next halfyear...like myren...but ofcoz i'm not as crazy as him...sigh...i dun feel like going to sch on thursday...i mean...who will like to go if he or she has failed SO many subjects and knows he or she is gonna fail his or her geog paper? aiya nvm...see how first...see if anyone wants to pon with me...kk...today go to sch then yeh...got back my chinese...history and social studies haven't got michelle wong say on thursday 2pm, if cannot then saturday...i both days also cannot...i mean...thursday can la...but so late...cannot...then saturday i going to tt st. pats fun fair...argh...i'm so tired...zhiyin...i wanna watch movie...kk...back to the subjects...well...chinese debrief...it was so bored i almost fell flat on the floor and sleep...social studies debrief...then history...huan yuet and i pon...coz it's like...since never get back paper then wad's the point staying...then we go day and night...ate noodles there...then we had a bet on which radio fm auntie was listening to...it was 97.2...i was damn sure haha but huan yuet thinks it's 100.3...we had a bet...if i win huan yuet buys anything i want...if huan yuet wins i buy anything she wants...haha...then i won...coz we ask auntie...haha...then i saw a BIG milk bottle with mashmallows inside...it's so cute...i said i want it...but it was like...$3.20...i said i wanna pay half but she wanna pay all so haha...ok...then after go home...got a lil headache...now still got a lil...then go food fair...didn't want to go one but nvm la...accompany my parents...then the stuffs there...year by year...some improve...some deprove...but quite ok la...sinsin jam change name...hai...the family company...WHY HAS IT BECOME LIKE THIS????? sin sin food...the chili soya sauce and stuff company...my grandpa is the boss...but he passed away when i was 1...sobs...kk...then two year ago sinsin was sold to heinz...now no one is working for sinsin...no one from my family tt is...then sinsin jam...sinsin...i thought it was a good name? hai...since 1968...now the name...juz change as if it's nothing...hai...then spring chicken so nice...bought two home...then yam paste...oh my god...heavenly...kk...then go auntie's optical shop coz moma's spec screw came out again...moma argh...hai...hope all the screws drop fast before we go to korea so my moma can change for all and it'll be almost perfect...then...go home...sleep...so tired...oh moma bought some fried durians...then woke up...ate the two roasted spring chickens for dinner...then woah...today ate so much...my god...tomorrow must run my heart out...kk...then...now...yeh...oh my god i tell you heartlanders...got this new guy acting inside...he's so darn cuuute...although he's not as sexy as vincent ng but he's damn cute k...his name...as in the actual name...is...julian...oh my god...kk...i'm crazy......